User:Innocent Ruin

WHO AM I, AND WHAT DO I DO?

Hi, I'm Innocent Ruin, but you can call me whatever you want. I'm a self-proclaimed amateur writer from Finland, and I enjoy writing stories with lolis in all kinds of wacky, goofy, and sexy situations. Fantasy is my favorite genre in and outside smut, and I'm a sucker for world-building and developing "magic systems", so as a rule of thumb, expect all of my stories to be "unrealistic" to a degree. I'm not confident most people will find my stories enjoyable, but if they bring joy to even one person on this site, or better yet, make them nut, I'll be happy.

Positive, negative, or constructive, feedback is always appreciated in any of the stories I write or in general. My DMs are also open if you wish to pester me using the wiki's "Email this user" tool.

MY WORKS

• Apotheosis - Interactive - Everything Goes
  • This story takes place in a world where even mortals can become gods. It's a tale of two different individuals; a young nobleman with a big dream hopes to build himself a grand harem, and an eccentric goddess who dreams of revenge. Through their bizarre friendship, they decide to work together toward making each other's dreams come true. Open for contributions. I've got little to no motivation to continue this personally, but never say never.

• Journals of Skyrim - Interactive - Content related to "The Elder Scrolls" franchise, pages may contain 3D images
  • A hub for stories that take place in Skyrim and beyond, intended to be presented as player journals that document the character's journey, hopefully in a fun way. Open for contributions for anyone with their own adventures to share. A big hug and thanks to Hgcollins for their contributions to this collection of stories!
    • Henriette's Journal - Henriette used to be just an ordinary little girl living in Helgen with her family. Through an unfortunate series of events, she ends up becoming an orphan and a vampire and suddenly must fend for herself to survive in the war-torn Skyrim. The story is almost finished, but don't expect regular updates. Got a few more storylines to share before I wrap things up. (Maybe like 5 to 10 journals in total?)
    • Kanna's Journal - This journal focuses on three different individuals and their adventures across the late third-era Tamriel. They're Kanna, a seemingly normal little girl gifted in ways she doesn't fully understand yet, Karim, her older brother and an extraordinarily talented swordsman, and Aliya, her best friend. The story still has a long way to go, and will probably never be finished if I'm being perfectly honest, but I'd like to think I'm not done with this yet.

• Meldy - Traditional - M+/g, g/g, oral, rape, va, viol
  • A short story that could technically be considered already finished. A girl named Melanie dies and is reincarnated as a Succubus. I have ideas for how to expand on it and continue forward, but whether I'll have the motivation to put them into fruition is a whole another story.

• Nymphsaga - Traditional - all/g, all/f, bd, best, mc, rape, tort, viol, bi, ds, group, solo, interr, magic, preg, reluc, rough, ScFi, tg, toys, caution
  • My personal fetish buffet, your typical "stuck inside a Virtual Reality MMORPG" story with a sexy twist. This one's pretty heavy in lore and includes a lot of non-pornographic content as well. Meant mainly for the fans of alternative hentai. Think "4chan/d/"; tentacles, bestiality, futanari, et cetera.

• Rug Washing Day - Traditional - b+/F, F/b+, anal, cons, exhib, group, oral, piv, rough, spank, voy
  • A short story about a 19-year-old woman's rug-washing trip, and a couple of preteen boys harassing her.

• The Story of Hanna - Interactive - all/g, bd, best, ds, inc (uncle), isekai, magic, mc, oral, preg, rape, reluc, sm, slavery, tg, tragic, tort, va, viol, caution
  • Hanna is born a princess in a small kingdom on a small island loosely based on ancient Great Britain. During her childhood, she begins to recollect memories from her past life during mysterious circumstances, which turns out to be a blessing for her. Having been a pedophile man and a university professor in her past life, she suddenly discovers a trove of knowledge and wisdom a young girl her age should have no business possessing. Due to this, she turns out to be a brilliant alchemist and quite an eccentric and perverted genius. However, this life of comfort and happiness won't last forever. This project will be reworked as a traditional story in the future. Maybe. All I know is that I will never continue this in its current, "interactive" form.

• Three Brats - Interactive - all/g, all/f, g/all, f/all, bd, best, cons, ds, humil, humor, inc, rim, rough, oral, sad, sm, spank, swing, toys, va, veg, ws, mild reluc/nc, mild viol
  • This is a story within the Dirty Talk anthology started by Elerneron, a literary experiment of sorts in which you can only use character dialogue to move the story further. The main character of my contribution to this project is a young girl named Emilia from Sweden, who moves to a small rural community together with her family. She quickly befriends a couple of girls her age who teach her how to have "fun" in her new home. She not only discovers a part of her that she never even knew existed, but also discovers that there's way more to this unassuming little village than meets the eye. A big hug and thanks to Villenia for their contributions to the story!

MY (INCOMPLETE) LIST OF THOUGHTS ON…

KINKS I LIKE AND LIKELY WILL WRITE ABOUT

• Gender-bending and body swapping - I decided to include these two in one, even though they're different things. Either way, probably my favorite fetish. I love consuming TSF-related content and love imagining myself in similar situations. Whether it's literature, TV, fan-made comics, pornographic, or safe-for-work, it's all good for me. It's strange because I've never considered myself transgender, but I almost exclusively self-insert as a biological female when consuming pornographic content. Is there a word for that? Autogynephilia? Or am I just in denial about my true gender identity!? Maybe I just like cocks way too much!!? It makes little difference when discussing fiction and literature for me, I suppose. Whether it's swapping bodies with a hot girl, literally transforming into a female, either temporarily or permanently, forcefully or at will, into an adult or a preteen child, it clicks all the right buttons in my brain, and I enjoy writing this kind of content a lot.

• Rape and reluctant sex - Rape is one of those things I would never wish on anyone, nor is it something I would feel comfortable doing to anyone either, but I love exploring the darker and less innocent side of sex in my writing. While rape by itself is something I'm okay with writing, reluctance and learning to accept it turns it from "okay" to "hot" for me. A girl is raped when she's young and grows up to be a slut? Hell yeah!

• Roleplaying - Playing roles, acting, pretending, whatever you want to call it, playing games, and taking roles is real fun during sex for me. It's always an excellent way to spice up consensual intercourse, and the options for the parties involved are near limitless. Of course, some plays are better than others, but in general, I'd say this is something I like to include in my writing a lot.

• Fertility and impregnation - Not all of my loli's may be old enough to be fertile, but that doesn't extinguish my love for female fertility. I mean, what's not to love? It's pretty easy to tie it up to anything, as it's an integral part of being a healthy female. There's something hot about it, no matter if it's something the female character can or can't control, whether or not it's forced or consensual, natural or unnatural, something to dislike about yourself, or something to embrace. Whether it's "No, please not inside, I'll get pregnant" or "Please cum inside me, I want your babies", it's hot as fuck either way!

• "Legal" lolis - Little kids who act their age are great, and I love them for their purity and innocence, but when it comes to sexualizing girls, I can't deny I lean more heavily toward more mature-minded and older "little" girls, especially "eternal" little girls. Whether it's a ghost or a spirit, a succubus, an undying vampire, a dragon who can transform into a cute girl, or any other kind of lolibaba for that matter, I love them all. It's like having the experience, knowledge, and confidence of an adult woman while also possessing the charm and cuteness of children. That's to say, the best of both worlds!

• Bestiality and monsters - Realistic or not, I have a weak spot for interspecies action, with a human-like female taking on a male animal or a monster in particular. Not much else to say about this.

• Tentacles - Ties together with bestiality but is different enough to be its own entry. It's like bestiality with extra steps and added restraints for me, which makes it easy to pair up with some other kinks I like. Consensual or forced, both are great. There are many sub-categories of tentacle sex I like a lot as well, such as egg-laying, but I won't go into all of them.

KINKS I'M NEUTRAL TOWARDS, OR HAVE MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT, AND WILL SOMETIMES INCLUDE IN MY WRITINGS

• Futanari - This almost belongs in the uppermost category, but there are many variables when it comes to futanari. A futa with a fully biological female is hot as hell, but futa-on-male, futa-on-futa, or futa-on-monster, I don't enjoy as much.

• Lesbians - I like girl-on-girl stuff too, but not as much as some of the other stuff on this list, so it probably belongs in this category.

• BDSM - This is a massive umbrella on its own with aspects about it that I absolutely LOVE and some things I can't stand.
  • BD - Bondage & Discipline - A perfect example of what I mean: I love restraints and the idea of being tied up, but chastity belts turn me off. Revealing harnesses, belts, and collars do a lot for me, but full-body rubber suits, gimp masks, and straight jackets, not so much. Pillories, being mounted to a wall or another large object also sound hot and fun to me, but those wooden "ponies" meant to split you up just don't sound sexy at all. Anyway, this is probably the area which I have the most mixed feelings about.
  • DS - Domination & Submission - This is the sub-category that does a lot to me, and I like applying it almost everywhere in one way or another. Whether it's consensual or not, I love a sex scene with a dom and a sub, a top and a bottom. These roles for me add some "power balance" to the bedroom, for lack of a better word. One enjoys fucking, and another one enjoys being fucked. One likes giving orders, and another one likes taking them. I'm a bottom myself, by the way.
  • SM - Sadism & Masochism - I have a sweet spot for this, but there's a way to take it WAY too far. Spanking and whips can definitely make stuff more fun, as can wax candles and a slight electrical current, choking, and asphyxiation too. These things are like salt; you can add some to make stuff tastier. However, I wouldn't eat a teaspoon of plain salt. Pain and torture without sex do nothing for me, and things get taken too far with blood and injuries also. CBT makes me recoil and cringe just thinking about it. Not a big fan of enemas, syringes, and such medical play in general either.

• Incest - It's one of those things that does very little to me in a positive way, but it's absolutely not a negative either. Writing incest is something I'm always willing to do, but I don't personally find it as hot as I find other stuff. It literally makes zero difference to me if a pairing in a doujin I'm reading is "brother and sister" or "father and daughter" as opposed to other pairings. Like, I understand the appeal of it because, in a way, it can be considered just as taboo as pedophilia in polite and normal society, but to me personally, it's just so vanilla.

• Interracial - In a similar vein to incest, it matters little to me what race the parties involved are. Although, admittedly, most of the characters I include in my writings could be considered "white", I don't have a real preference one way or another. Asian, Middle-Eastern, Hispanic, Maori, African … all's good. I find humans attractive in general.

• Cuckolding - I don't think I've ever written an NTR story, but when I think about cuckolding, cheating, and netorare, I approach it from the female's perspective. There definitely are ways you can make this hot and ways in which you can turn me off real fast. Stuff where you view this stuff from the perspective of a man enjoying his girl getting fucked by a stranger isn't so appealing, not even if I'm the girl in the situation. I don't enjoy the idea of outright cheating either, but a situation where a female is stolen away and falls in love with another man's cock after rape or through blackmail, that stuff's hotter to me. Overall though, I view this stuff neutrally, as I'm not as much into it as the other stuff.

• Violence and killing - I don't like killing for sexual pleasure, and I especially don't like dying for sexual pleasure. People die when they are killed, and that's not sexy. Still, combat is something that happens a lot in my stories. This is mostly due to the "fallen heroine" and "game over rape" stuff. A holy warrior losing in her quest and being taken as a slave by her enemies does sound hot after all.

• Vorarephilia - In other words, eaten alive. Digestion is absolutely off-limits for me for the reasons mentioned above, but who's not to say that a giant tentacle monster can't eat a little girl alive and keep her as a prisoner in an inescapable tentacle pit?

• Monster Girls - I have to admit that even though I don't like to go full furry, monster girls have definitely grown on me over the years, especially when it comes to subtle, minimalistic changes such as wings, tails, ears, and horns, things that don't change the girl's anatomy too much.

STUFF I DON'T LIKE INCLUDING IN MY WRITING

• Infants and Toddlers - I wouldn't consider myself to be exclusively into children, as I also like mature men and women. I like big tits and muscular men just as much as I enjoy flat chests. I find people beautiful in general. Still, there is such a thing as "too young" for me. I don't like how young children act, and I don't like how they're "shaped". Like, it's around ages 3-7 when children start losing their "baby fat" and develop more "adult-like" body proportions, sleeker and straighter bodies, et cetera. For me, the lack of these proportions is a turn-off, which makes toddlers highly unattractive in my eyes.

• I don't like vomit, shit or piss. I don't like it when they're produced during sexual acts, and I especially don't like when they are consumed.

• I believe I mentioned somewhere that I almost exclusively self-insert as a female when consuming and creating content. Due to this, male-on-male stuff is something I don't like to explore in my writings.

• Same thing can be said about furry-on-furry. I love me some big, hairy werewolves with veiny cocks, but since I don't like to self-insert as a furry, I can't will myself to write such content either.

MY (FOREVER INCOMPLETE) LIST OF RANDOM LEWD MEDIA RECOMMENDATIONS IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER

• Asanagi - His "Victim Girls" comics probably need no introduction, but for the uninitiated, he writes and draws stories about totally consensual violence against women. Most of the girls he draws are adult, but he's drawn plenty of loli as well. Some of the stuff can get a bit uncomfortable for me, but I dig the overall vibe, and love the art style.

• "Ayura Crisis & Eris Dysnomia" by Above a Damage Tile - Both games are from the same circle, with a similar art style, a similar heroine with a flat chest and big child-bearing hips, and nearly identical gameplay. These ones can get dull with mindless button mashing, but I love how these games handle various negative status effects and stats linked to sexual experience.

• "Degrees of Lewdity" by Vrelnir - This is a text-based adventure game that caters to many interests and fetishes and has plenty of options and customization. Don't like watersports, monster girls or -boys, or tentacles swarming on you? Just disable that shit in the options and be done with it. Turn every NPC in the game into a female and make it a fully lesbian loli experience if you want to, or be the lone little shota in a school full of onee-chans wanting to bully you. There's a lot of content, a lot of replay value, and it's updated regularly. Best of all, it's completely fucking free!

• Hoshino Fuuta - An older comic-book artist, but I'd say his comics have aged well. Lots of cute loli and shota, and not just vanilla stuff either!

• "Loli & Futa" by Musouduki - The clue is in the name. Short girl-on-girl comics, except one of the girls always has a dick. Nuff said. The other stuff he draws is also great, but this series is why I love him.

• "Lost Life" by Happy Lamb Barn - A very high-quality cute point-and-click touching game, nothing like those sloppy flash games of the yesteryears. It's a story about a man and a little girl living in a tiny apartment and doing all kinds of fun stuff together. She's kind of hard to please and will cry easily, but I'm sure everything happening in this game is totally consensual and that she hasn't just been kidnapped from a street. Just make sure you won't push her too far, like try to put your dick in her on the first day. If you do, something TERRIBLE will happen.

• "Quiet Girls" by Kachusha - Here's a game that sadly hasn't been fully released yet. A horror adventure with machines, tentacles, and cute, naked little girls. As much as I dislike turn-based RPGs for their tediousness, the good here far outweighs the bad. Can't wait to throw some money at the developer when the game's fully releases!

• Rico-ba - Adorable and heartwarming comics involving consensual vanilla fun, this time for real. One of my favorite artists for that when I'm in the mood for wholesomeness, with plenty of content to pick from!

• "Rignetta's Adventure" by Watashi ga Ichiban Kawaii - A top-down action game, and very much not loli. Very minimal in plot, but who needs one when you've got glorious pixel animations of monsters and monster girls preying on a busty human (robot) female? As someone who's a bit of a masochist and a total glutton for punishment, my favorite feature has to be the enemies permanently draining the player's strength when they rape her, all while leveling up themselves. It's optional, but I wish more games had features like this. My only gripe is that the game's too damn short and easy! Lol.

• Towako (Anthology) - A magazine featuring plenty of artists and art-styles, with the selling point being little monster girls, lolibabas, and other ageless and adorable freaks of nature. It'd be a stretch to say I like everything published here, but I love the overall vibe - the mix of fantasy and porn - and isn't that what's most important in the end?

• Yukino Minato - Tells great stories, and draws them well. I like him so much that I even own a luxurious pillow cover designed by him! Just the right amount of suffering for me, although there are plenty of happy stories as well.

OTHER RANDOM SNIPPETS OF TEXTS

• On Sunday & Monday, 17th & 18th of September, 2023, I was feeling particularly bored and unmotivated - and quite honestly, not horny at all. So, I decided to put the metaphorical pen on paper to do a bit of off-the-cuff worldbuilding for… something, I guess? It began with me tossing around the idea of a character in a (possibly) interactive story who, for an in-universe lore reason, is completely aware that (s)he's a character in a story, but it didn't end up being quite what I had originally in mind. Not sure if I use this for anything in an actual story, but here's what I whipped out of my brain nonetheless in all of its unpolished glory:

In ancient elven theology, the mortal plane of existence is described as an endlessly growing tree. Beginning from a single point when time and space were created tens of thousands of years ago, it forks and expands endlessly in infinite directions, with each and every new branch of the tree representing its own a new universe. We, as mortals climbing up the branches of the Tree of Infinity, create these universes. Every choice we have to make, and every action we must take - no matter how small or trivial - is a point of divergence representing countless possible universes. That's why, in a sense, we all live in our old personal universes of our own making.
In the eyes of a self-aware "Walker", an ordinary mortal, the universe they choose to live in based on the choices they make in life is considered the one that is the "True Path", but in the grand scheme of things, the path they choose is but a single straight line out of the infinite number of possible "False Paths" in the endlessly expanding multiverse.
At first glance, this is a terribly ego-centric worldview, for it places every individual self-aware mortal as the center of their own universe. Simultaneously, it reasons that we all live in a contradictory reality where we're all the center of the supposedly same universe. Some say this is possible because the souls of living creatures are fragments of creations that allow them to carve these paths through the multiverse, while others reason it makes sense for the "Ego" - the sense of self, and the so-called center of the universe - to exist everywhere and in everyone at once, for the multiverse in its entirety begun from one singular point in space and time.
Others say this worldview is flawed, misinterpreted, or even entirely hogwash. In fact, many contemporary scholars outside our culture view this worldview as purely metaphorical, for no "Walker" can turn back time, alter the past, or access the so-called "False Paths" in any way. They're simply seen as possibilities of what the world could be, which, if put in another way, is to justify our agency and free will as mortals in our religion.
An "Observer" knows better. I know better. I've seen the so-called Tree of Infinity for what it is with my own eyes, and I can "Leap" between its branches.