TVR/Janet/Runaway/Penis

As soon as you're sure he's not coming back, you pull your nightie up, suck your fingers to make them wet, and slip your hand down inside your knickers. You're surprised at how wet and slippery it is down there and when you explore with a finger, it slides easily into your pussy. As you slide it in and out, you think about your brother's penis and how big it felt and you try adding a second finger.

Your knickers are in the way, so you take them off and roll over onto your side. You see your hairbrush on the bedside table and that gives you an idea. The handle isn't round, but it is smooth and about the right size. You rub your pussy with one hand and suck the hairbrush at the same time, trying to imagine that it's Andrew's penis.

It feels really weird when you slide the hairbrush handle into your pussy and straight away you can feel the electric shocks as it goes in. You wonder how far in it can go and keep pushing until it hits the back of your vagina. You mark the place with your finger and when you pull it out you can see that you were able to take at least four inches inside you. You slip it back in and start working it in and out, slowly at first and then speeding up as your climax begins to build.

When you calm down, you lay there for a while with the hairbrush still inside before carefully slipping it out and putting it back on the bedside table.

The next morning at breakfast, you don't know what to say to Andrew and you both sit and eat without speaking. "You two are very quiet this morning," Mrs Johnson says as she collects the plates. You both shrug and head off to collect coats and shoes before you walk down the drive together.

• At school you talk to your best friend.