TVR/John Howard/Early Life/School/College

You had never really had much contact with girls your own age until you got to college and you found it difficult to talk to them, almost as if they were a different species. Whenever you tried to ask a girl out, you would go red and stammer and usually gave up. Then, towards the end of his first year, you was invited to a party. When you got to the house where the party was, you was surprised to find that you was only guest of the three girls who shared the house. It turned out that one of the girls had a brother who went to his school and when he’d told his sister about "Donkey Dick" and she and her friends wanted to see for herself.

It took a couple of drinks before they finally persuaded him to show them and then you found himself sitting on the edge of a bed, with his trousers round his ankles, and three fully dressed young women staring at his cock. At first, it was only half-hard but even then, they were pretty impressed. When one of them (the one with the brother) reached out and touched it, it swelled up to its full size and they were amazed. Someone fetched a ruler and measured it at ten inches long and nearly one and a half inches across. They quickly calculated that this meant you had nearly eighteen cubic inches of cock. It soon became clear that there was no way any of them were going to let him fuck them. They wouldn't even suck him. In fact, all that happened was that you got to wank himself to a climax while the girls watched.

Word soon got around, but, fearing a repeat, you declined further invitations and resigned himself to the fact that "normal" girls were never going to be able to accommodate him. Finally you plucked up the courage (and had enough to drink) to pay for a prostitute. You made an appointment on the phone and went to a suburban house where you were shown upstairs to a bedroom where a middle-aged woman was waiting. When she saw the size of your cock she was pretty shocked and told you that since your cock was twice the size of a normal one, she would charge twice as much. Naturally, you ejaculated almost as soon as she wrapped her hands around the shaft, but she was soon able to get it up again and for the rest of your three years at college, your sexual experience was confined to professional ladies when you could afford them, and wanking with the aid of various magazines that you bought from sleazy little shops hidden away in the back alleys.

These magazines opened his eyes to a whole new world. After your time at boarding school, you were well aware of homosexuals, but you were quite surprised to see pictures of men with young girls, women with young boys and women having sex with horses and dogs. The pictures that turned you on the most though were those that involved children: men with little girls were the most common, but every combination you could imagine was pictured somewhere. Your favourites, however, were those showing young boys and girls having sex together.

You graduated with a reasonable degree and found a job in The City, where they took graduates on in junior positions and if they were any good, fast-tracked them through to management. You met Jane on your first day. It was her first day as well and you were both sitting outside the personnel department waiting to be seen and started chatting. You met her several times after that before plucking up the courage to ask her out. Some college friends were having a party and you really wanted a girl to take with you.

Jane seemed almost as nervous as you were and you nearly didn't go. You took a bottle of vodka and Jane drunk more than her fair share of it before you found her fending off the attentions of one of your friends and rescued her. She wasn't the first girl you’d taken back to your flat, but on previous occasions, once they saw the size of your cock, girls had usually made it clear that there was no way they were going to give you anything more than a hand job. You were both pretty drunk and after a good deal of kissing and fumbling around you both ended up in bed without her having seen your cock. When she finally found it and wrapped her hand around his shaft, you felt her reaction and lay back waiting for her to say "No way are you going to put that in me," or something similar.

To your surprise, she pushed the covers down and examined it closely before opening her mouth and taking the head inside. Your experience with the prostitutes meant that you were able to hold back and avoid filling her mouth with spunk until, eventually, she got up on her knees astride the monster. "I don't know if I can take it all," she said, "but I'll have a bloody good try."

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