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< | {{EmiliaContacts |says=So how do we go about this?}} | ||
{{LauraBjörn |says=You'll enter through the front door, and I'll enter through the back. I'll try my best to enter quietly, so I can listen to your discussion in secret.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Alright then.}} | |||
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{{LauraBjörn |says=Oh, and use the doorbell. That should distract him further.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Good idea. I'll go now then!}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |thinks=Not sure why, but this is making me a little nervous. I mean, what will he say? Mom says he probably has figured out what our plan was, but Milka suggested nothing of sorts. Then again, we didn't really talk much of anything about what they did… <br><br>Now for the moment of truth…<br><br>''<b>*ding dong*</b> <span style="font-size:150%">♪</span>'}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Oh, it's just you.}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=Hi ''daaad…''}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |thinks=Okay , this is a lot more awkward than I thought…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Did you forget your keys again?}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=My bad… <span style="font-size:150%">♪</span>}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=You should be more careful, so you don't lock yourself out accidentally…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=I know, I know… <br><br>Anyway, I need a drink. <span style="font-size:85%">So freaking ''HOT'' out there…</span>}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Oh, and, errr…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says= . . . }} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=I'm guessing Heidi had to go home, since you're alone…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Yeah, just me now. I'll be home for the rest of the day.}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Alright then.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |thinks=He's not stopping me from leaving for the kitchen? The way mom was thinking, I figured he'd give me a talking to at least. He most certainly isn't avoiding me, but he's not saying much of anything either. He's just acting… normal, more or less. That's a little sus…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |thinks=Since Milka already admitted to having taught my daughter about the game, there's no doubt in my mind that she's gonna keep on learning more and more. I mean, I already caught Emilia with a star once. Okay, it was just once! But she didn't even seem apologetic back then, and this whole arrangement with Milka coming downstairs alone stinks just so, so much! I'm 99,9% sure those girls were all in on this, and if that's the case, I '''should''' punish Emilia! I really, really should teach her that this isn't okay! But… <br><br>…That would make me the biggest hypocrite on the planet… <br><br>I took advantage of Milka! I did all those things to her! I fucked her and then some! I didn't even pretend to hold back! In what kind of position am I to tell Emilia it's not okay for children to have sex when I was the one having sex with one of her damn friends?! <br><br>And Emilia, she must know. Milka must've told Emilia what we did, at least insinuated. There's zero doubt in my mind about that. Or, if not today, then someday Emilia will learn for sure. Even though I '''begged''' Milka to shut her mouth about what happened, there's no way I expect she'll keep that promise, especially '''IF''' these girls are in cahoots…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=<span style="font-size:85%">That was weird. He didn't lecture me or anything…</span>}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=<span style="font-size:85%">I almost wished he had…</span>}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Seriously? That's mean…</span>}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Oh, sorry, I didn't mean it like that. It's just that… I fear he could feel guilty about what happened…</span>}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Do you think so?</span>}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=<span style="font-size:85%">I'm not sure what to think, but it's just what I ''"fear"'', like I said…</span>}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=<span style="font-size:85%">What kind of reaction were you hoping for then?</span>}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=''*sigh*'' <span style="font-size:85%">I just want him to be able to love this game again like he used to when he was younger…</span>}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Oh-kaaay…?</span>}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Either way, go test him one more time. Like, just strike up a normal conversation. Maybe he'll react differently this time around.</span>}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=<span style="font-size:85%">I'll see what happens…</span>}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |thinks=And what DID I do?! God, am I in deep shit now. We even talked about this weeks before moving. I promised her - promised myself! - that I would never again put my hands on a mark! And way before that too! I promised myself decades ago, when I moved out of this village to join the military, so why couldn't I hold myself back!? Why did I crack the first chance I got into contact with a damn marking!? Okay, not the first, but… Emilia doesn't count! <br><br>Still, a tiger can't change its stripes, I guess… No, no, I can't make excuses for myself. I should have had more self-control than that. <br><br>Then again, aren't Milka and Emilia different? Okay, Milka knows what she's doing, so I can accept HER being promiscuous, but my daughter… MY daughter is NOT like that! And I NEED her to understand that BEFORE something terrible happens to her! I can't let anyone hurt her! I absolutely CAN NOT -}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=When are we eating?}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=<span style="font-size:125%">Oh!</span> I… I'm not sure, go ask your moth…er…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |thinks=Fuck, Laura. I can't believe I cheated on her like that, especially without consulting her first. I know our relationship is open to an extent where she can have her dirty hobbies and keep playing the mistress, just like she used to in the circles in Stockholm, but… but she has rules! We BOTH have rules and boundaries for each other! She doesn't let anyone fuck her, so how could I have sex outside of marriage?! And with a child, nonetheless! I fucked a damn minor! Me, a married man! How could I!? She'd be right to divorce me!}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Where is mom anyway?}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |thinks=I can't let Laura know. I can't let anyone know, but I can't punish Emilia either, even though she probably needs to be punished for her involvement…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Ummm, dad…?}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Didn't she go out with Gunnar? Although, now that you mention it, she has been out for quite some time now…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Y-yeah, she has…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |thinks=I can at least try to reel her back a little…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Emilia, about yesterday… what happened inside that shed…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=I thought we weren't supposed to talk about it anymore…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=That's what I said, but look, it's just that… <br><br>How much have you actually learned?}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=A bunch of things. All the markings and the colors, the rules and such…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=So pretty much everything, huh…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Y-yeah, more or less…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=I guess your friends know quite a lot themselves then.}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=W-well, my new friends are a little… off their rockers…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=I'm just saying that… <br><br>''*sigh*'' I'm just a little concerned about your safety, so don't let them drag you into anything dangerous, okay?}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |thinks=I'm not sure where this is coming from. I certainly wasn't expecting him to bring yesterday up…}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=Does that mean I can play?}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |mech=<span style="font-size:125%">No!</span>}} | |||
{{EmiliaEh |says=Okay… Okay… I was kidding…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |thinks=Wait… that almost suggests to me that she really has no idea what Milka was up to. She could still learn further down the line, but… could that really be the case? Am I just being paranoid and thinking of the worst possible outcome because that's exactly what I fear the most?}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Don't kid about that. I don't want to, but if you won't listen to me, I will have to start thinking about punishing you.}} | |||
{{EmiliaEh |says=Seriously, I '''was''' just kidding…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=I keep saying it and it's like you're not listening. This game can be dangerous. Traumatic, even. I need you to understand that perfectly because I don't want anything bad to happen to you.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=I know. I will keep your warnings in mind. Promise!<br><br><span style="font-size:65%">But if I can't even play I don't know why it...</span>}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=That's all I wanted to hear…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Can I go to my room now?}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Why even ask? Of course you can…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=R-right…}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |thinks=I think I know what I must do now. Yes, what happened today must stay under wraps, first and foremost. Especially from Laura. She can't know. No more escalation, not in any direction. No more crumbling under pressure, no more taking advantage of marks… this time for sure… <br><br>Maybe I can't punish Emilia for what she did today, not without proof of her involvement anyway, but I can still keep on laying the rules on her. I am not happy with her interest in this game, and I will refuse to let her play. I won't tolerate any markings on her, and I WILL punish her if she keeps wearing them. Yeah, that's right, I can still try to keep her on a shorter leash… I think I know just how I'll go about this…}} | |||
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{{LauraBjörn |says=Oh, and dear, I was thinking... Ludwig...?}} | |||
{{LudwigBjörn |says=Zzzz...}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |thinks=Well, he fell asleep pretty quickly. Little Milka tuckered you out, didn't she! And to think he didn't end up lecturing Emilia or confessing to anything. How selfish! You want to keep that wonderful girl all to yourself, is that the game you wanna play? You won't even give me the pleasure of hearing you recount how you ravaged her? Or is it that you're '''really''' feeling guilty? That's the last thing I want for you. Makes me feel terrible about all this, but then again… you did crack, so you still hear the calling, and Milka said you had fun! So obviously you can't be feeling '''that''' bad! <br><br>You big, silly worrywart, holding onto your past and blaming yourself when none of it was your fault… <br><br>Right, this feels like a perfect opportunity to have a quick chat with Emilia…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=<span style="font-size:85%">''*k n o c k*''</span><br><br> . . . }} | |||
{{EmiliaGlasses |says=…<span style="font-size:85%">Huh? What?</span>}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=''*giggle*'' <span style="font-size:85%">What are you doing being up at this hour?</span>}} | |||
{{EmiliaGlasses |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Reading grandpa's old ''Kalle Anka'' comics…</span>}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Come downstairs for a moment.</span>}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Okay…</span><br><br> . . . <br><br>What is it?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=I called your naughty little friend like I said I would.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=…And?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=I had quite a revealing discussion with her about ''everything'' they did, and you really weren't kidding about her going as far as to wear a black club…}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=Yeah, she can be a little reckless and out of control at times…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Reckless? Out of control? I'd say what she did was premeditated and intelligent. That girl's cunning. Reminds me a lot of myself when I was your age, in fact; putting herself in harm's way in a dangerous game where there are no rules, and then stares that danger in the face with excitement in her eyes and a fire between her legs…}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=<span style="font-size:85%">Too much info…</span>}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Our tastes may differ as far as our "roles" in the bedroom go, but that girl deserves every bit of my respect for what she did. ''Especially'' considering that she managed to make Ludwig crack and even have fun.}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=Dad had ''"fun"'' with Milka?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Oh, yes he did! I'm almost ready to put my worries about Ludwig feeling guilty to rest. ''Almost…''}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Why are you so worried about that anyway? Like, you even said you want him to start loving this game again or something…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=That's exactly what it sounds like.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=But like, ''why?'' You said yesterday that this was just about giving yourself peace of mind or something…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=And that still is important to me, but this isn't just about helping me, or helping you, to have him understand and accept this. It's just as much about helping him.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=I don't get it…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=He used to partake in these kinds of activities.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=That part I understand.}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=So why do you think he quit in the first place?}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=He grew up and stopped being interested in children?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=''*giggle*'' Really?}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=Ooooh, yeah, he literally just did Milka…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=That's right! Keep guessing…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=He moved out, and…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Well, that helped him get over his guilt, but…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Oh, right! You mentioned guilt earlier as well…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=That's it! <br><br>He and I, we're not just similar as far as our worldviews and values in life go. We're on the same wavelength regarding many things, most notably our tastes. Just as I enjoy being a queen and a mistress - ''a "dom", so to say'' - so does he. His tastes have always been similar to mine, and he is ''exceptional'' at what he does…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=So wait, what is he into then?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Well, just as I loved to dominate my men growing up - as well as my little pets later in life, once I found my ''true'' calling - he loves to dominate his girls and push them to their limits. Girls here feared him. Respected him. '''Hated''' him. ''Loved'' him… and he loved the attention, the reputation he had… he was a bad, bad boy…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=I would've never guessed…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Well, it certainly is hard to believe that, isn't it? Considering the family man he is now. But here's the thing; he's always been both. Everything I told you, that's the man he is in the bedroom, but the man he was in school, at home, with his friends, was a kind and caring soul.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Then what changed?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=As you may already know, this village - this whole municipality, in fact - is rather unique for its openness about sex. There's no other community like this on earth. And as much fun as it is for little perverts such as ourselves, it can also become equally, let's just say… "not fun" for those who find it difficult to keep their sex lives separate from their ordinary lives.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=What do you mean?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=You're probably ''WAY'' too young to understand, but… it's almost like alcoholism.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Yeah, you're right. I don't get it.}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Just like having sex is fun, drinking alcohol is also fun!}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=''*giggle*'' Are you trying to encourage me to underage drinking?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Oh, you naughty little girl… <span style="font-size:150%">♪</span><br><br>If you ever come home drunk before you're eighteen, you're gonna be in big trouble… 💗}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=Can you try to not sound flirty while you say that?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=I was being flirty for a reason… ''*wink*''<br><br>No, no, but seriously. I say drinking is fun, but just as it is difficult for some to find a balance between their ''"drugs"'' and their normal life, the same happened to him. Escaping his reputation as the "bad boy" was getting simply impossible for him, for it was seeping into every aspect of his life, and he was always looking for new things, new kinks, new acts, new women, ''new children…'' <br><br>As his tastes evolved he had fewer options for partners in such a small village. And because his tastes were extreme compared to what most people enjoy, he found less and less satisfaction from ordinary sexual acts…}} | |||
{{EmiliaEh |says=Wait, don't tell me he started breaking the rules or something…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=He says he did, a couple of times. Apparently got too far with how pushy he was, and it made him doubt himself. Sure, he knew a couple of girls his age who ''LOVED'' him for who he was in the bedroom, but dealing with younger children, that was always difficult for him, for he didn't know how to hold himself back with them. It led to him, ummm… ''"hurting"'' a girl, and he hated himself for it…}} | |||
{{EmiliaEh |says=Seriously? He hurt someone?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Oh no, I… I made that sound a lot worse than I ever intended… He didn't go ''THAT'' far, I'm sure…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=That's good…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=But there is a kernel of truth to it, and it's what he ultimately sees as the straw that broke the camel's back for him. He started fearing himself and what he could do to those around him, especially to those most vulnerable. The fact that there had been certain kinds of sexual crimes happening in the area didn't really help, with one of his close friends being a victim herself…}} | |||
{{EmiliaEh |says=Jesus, and here I thought all those things about bad things happening and people getting hurt were just fearmongering from him…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Truthfully? Bad things have happened, but that's the case everywhere, is it not? It's not like you're afraid to cross streets either just because you ''might'' get run over…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=I… guess…?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=But, if you ''happen'' to get run over once, you might become irrationally scared of crosswalks. Happened to him. <br><br>That's why, despite feeling lust and attraction toward children, he began limiting himself. He decided that as an adult, he should only deal with other adults going forward, and he has kept to that promise ever since. Was easy for him in Stockholm, but now that he's living here again… oh, we're gonna keep making it impossible for him to hold himself back…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=But if he hates this game and has bad memories associated with it, how will dragging him in help?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Therapy through happy sex! Drown out the bad memories with good ones!}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=I mean, we could even end up making him feel even more guilt…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Oh, trust me. I know my husband probably better than he knows himself. I know it'll help him.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Sounds weird to me, but… what do I know…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Besides, now that he's returned, now that he's taken that first step - thanks to your little friend! - it's our job to make him realize he ''can'' associate having sex with children with fun once again, and not feel guilt doing so! We're gonna draw out that ghost of his past and banish it! Exorcize his demons out of existence!}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=So, that's it? Was this your motive all along?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Among other things we've already talked about…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=What ''IS'' our next step anyway? Get him to crack again?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Yes, and this time, it has ''GOT'' to be you.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |thinks=I knew it…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=It ''still'' won't happen overnight, despite Milka's success. Probably not tomorrow, that's for sure, but one way or another, you're going to make him crack, just like Milka made him crack. And when you do… ''*giggle*'' Oooooh, when you do… I will be there to see it all…}} | |||
{{EmiliaS |says=Now you're being evil again…}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Ufufu, how can you call me evil when I only have his best interests in mind? <span style="font-size:150%">♪</span><br><br>Well, whatever the case is, this is the hand we've been dealt and the game we're going to keep on playing. He wants to pretend nothing happened, and that means you're going to pretend nothing happened as well. We'll keep observing and waiting for that right moment when we can finally make him give in to temptation! Still, given that he ''might'' be feeling guilt over what he did to Milka, we're going to need to be a little tactful about our next step…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=How does this affect our plan then?}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=I'd say it doesn't. Basically, we continue with the same house rules. You're still not allowed to wear a mark at home, not unless I say so.}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Got it.}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=And… that's about it. For now anyway. We just need to bide our time. But I reckon we should go to sleep…}} | |||
{{EmiliaContacts |says=Yeah, I am getting a little tired.}} | |||
{{LauraBjörn |says=Mhmm. It's been a long day…}} | |||
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Latest revision as of 22:18, 19 November 2022
W-well, not wrong, not really…
But like, the plan we came up with was for Milka to go downstairs alone to seduce dad, after which we were supposed to catch them in the act, so to speak. That didn't really end up happening, though…
But like, the plan we came up with was for Milka to go downstairs alone to seduce dad, after which we were supposed to catch them in the act, so to speak. That didn't really end up happening, though…
Well, the question is whether or not we're gonna wait by the basement door to catch them or to abandon the whole plan and try to not get caught.
Young mistress's friend! So good to see her!
What!? I just wanted to get petted by her! Maybe lick her face too…
At least little Mistress is happy to see me! Yes, gimme the patty action! I've been a good boy!
Right, so here's the idea: since Ludwig was willing to go as far as to lie about Milka having to go home, we're going to let him think he got away with that lie, and we're going to give them a "get out of jail free" card in the process, meaning we're not going to interrupt them. Oh, and that goes for ALL of us. Me included.
We'll wait for Milka here. I mean, you will. I'll be back in the garden. And since we won't really be needing Heidi anymore…
Of course, of course… You can keep Emilia company, but you will be going home with Milka as soon as the dust settles.
Oh, and speaking of Milka… Could I maybe get her number…?
Oh, and speaking of Milka… Could I maybe get her number…?
Great. I'm dying to have a chat with her now…
Anyway, where was I? Oh! After your friends leave, we're sending you inside, sweetie. Alone.
Anyway, where was I? Oh! After your friends leave, we're sending you inside, sweetie. Alone.
Well, after sending Milka downstairs alone? With you just happening to quietly stay upstairs? Of course there's a risk of him figuring it out. I mean, no offense, but your plan kinda sucked in that regard…
But of course, I'll be listening in to your discussion, and maybe even interrupting it myself, if it seems like he could say something revealing…
I dunno. Whatever, I guess. Just stay somewhere where you can catch Milka when she leaves the house.
Oh, right! I should probably reward you in some way for helping me, so here's my credit card if you come across something nice. Just don't buy anything too expensive! I'm not paying for any Louie bags!
You too, Heidi. Pick yourself a nice dress or two! ♪
You too, Heidi. Pick yourself a nice dress or two! ♪
Okay, I admit, those boots look great! But if I buy anything this expensive, my mom will have my ass!
I can just borrow your clothes! We're practically the same size anyway!
I mean… I can, right? You've got such a nice wardrobe…
I mean… I can, right? You've got such a nice wardrobe…
Emmy, you're the best.
Okay, okay, then maybe these? They look kinda similar, and only half the price…
Okay, okay, then maybe these? They look kinda similar, and only half the price…
I'm serious! I needed that! I'm not the biggest fan of wearing black, but… It felt so exciting, and he made me feel great…
Well then… I guess I'll just go inform my mom that I'm going in… I wonder if dad will even want to talk to me, or if he'll just avoid me…
You'll enter through the front door, and I'll enter through the back. I'll try my best to enter quietly, so I can listen to your discussion in secret.
Not sure why, but this is making me a little nervous. I mean, what will he say? Mom says he probably has figured out what our plan was, but Milka suggested nothing of sorts. Then again, we didn't really talk much of anything about what they did…
Now for the moment of truth…
*ding dong* ♪
Now for the moment of truth…
*ding dong* ♪
Okay , this is a lot more awkward than I thought…
He's not stopping me from leaving for the kitchen? The way mom was thinking, I figured he'd give me a talking to at least. He most certainly isn't avoiding me, but he's not saying much of anything either. He's just acting… normal, more or less. That's a little sus…
Since Milka already admitted to having taught my daughter about the game, there's no doubt in my mind that she's gonna keep on learning more and more. I mean, I already caught Emilia with a star once. Okay, it was just once! But she didn't even seem apologetic back then, and this whole arrangement with Milka coming downstairs alone stinks just so, so much! I'm 99,9% sure those girls were all in on this, and if that's the case, I should punish Emilia! I really, really should teach her that this isn't okay! But…
…That would make me the biggest hypocrite on the planet…
I took advantage of Milka! I did all those things to her! I fucked her and then some! I didn't even pretend to hold back! In what kind of position am I to tell Emilia it's not okay for children to have sex when I was the one having sex with one of her damn friends?!
And Emilia, she must know. Milka must've told Emilia what we did, at least insinuated. There's zero doubt in my mind about that. Or, if not today, then someday Emilia will learn for sure. Even though I begged Milka to shut her mouth about what happened, there's no way I expect she'll keep that promise, especially IF these girls are in cahoots…
…That would make me the biggest hypocrite on the planet…
I took advantage of Milka! I did all those things to her! I fucked her and then some! I didn't even pretend to hold back! In what kind of position am I to tell Emilia it's not okay for children to have sex when I was the one having sex with one of her damn friends?!
And Emilia, she must know. Milka must've told Emilia what we did, at least insinuated. There's zero doubt in my mind about that. Or, if not today, then someday Emilia will learn for sure. Even though I begged Milka to shut her mouth about what happened, there's no way I expect she'll keep that promise, especially IF these girls are in cahoots…
Oh, sorry, I didn't mean it like that. It's just that… I fear he could feel guilty about what happened…
Either way, go test him one more time. Like, just strike up a normal conversation. Maybe he'll react differently this time around.
And what DID I do?! God, am I in deep shit now. We even talked about this weeks before moving. I promised her - promised myself! - that I would never again put my hands on a mark! And way before that too! I promised myself decades ago, when I moved out of this village to join the military, so why couldn't I hold myself back!? Why did I crack the first chance I got into contact with a damn marking!? Okay, not the first, but… Emilia doesn't count!
Still, a tiger can't change its stripes, I guess… No, no, I can't make excuses for myself. I should have had more self-control than that.
Then again, aren't Milka and Emilia different? Okay, Milka knows what she's doing, so I can accept HER being promiscuous, but my daughter… MY daughter is NOT like that! And I NEED her to understand that BEFORE something terrible happens to her! I can't let anyone hurt her! I absolutely CAN NOT -
Still, a tiger can't change its stripes, I guess… No, no, I can't make excuses for myself. I should have had more self-control than that.
Then again, aren't Milka and Emilia different? Okay, Milka knows what she's doing, so I can accept HER being promiscuous, but my daughter… MY daughter is NOT like that! And I NEED her to understand that BEFORE something terrible happens to her! I can't let anyone hurt her! I absolutely CAN NOT -
Fuck, Laura. I can't believe I cheated on her like that, especially without consulting her first. I know our relationship is open to an extent where she can have her dirty hobbies and keep playing the mistress, just like she used to in the circles in Stockholm, but… but she has rules! We BOTH have rules and boundaries for each other! She doesn't let anyone fuck her, so how could I have sex outside of marriage?! And with a child, nonetheless! I fucked a damn minor! Me, a married man! How could I!? She'd be right to divorce me!
I can't let Laura know. I can't let anyone know, but I can't punish Emilia either, even though she probably needs to be punished for her involvement…
Didn't she go out with Gunnar? Although, now that you mention it, she has been out for quite some time now…
I can at least try to reel her back a little…
I'm just saying that…
*sigh* I'm just a little concerned about your safety, so don't let them drag you into anything dangerous, okay?
*sigh* I'm just a little concerned about your safety, so don't let them drag you into anything dangerous, okay?
I'm not sure where this is coming from. I certainly wasn't expecting him to bring yesterday up…
Wait… that almost suggests to me that she really has no idea what Milka was up to. She could still learn further down the line, but… could that really be the case? Am I just being paranoid and thinking of the worst possible outcome because that's exactly what I fear the most?
Don't kid about that. I don't want to, but if you won't listen to me, I will have to start thinking about punishing you.
I keep saying it and it's like you're not listening. This game can be dangerous. Traumatic, even. I need you to understand that perfectly because I don't want anything bad to happen to you.
I think I know what I must do now. Yes, what happened today must stay under wraps, first and foremost. Especially from Laura. She can't know. No more escalation, not in any direction. No more crumbling under pressure, no more taking advantage of marks… this time for sure…
Maybe I can't punish Emilia for what she did today, not without proof of her involvement anyway, but I can still keep on laying the rules on her. I am not happy with her interest in this game, and I will refuse to let her play. I won't tolerate any markings on her, and I WILL punish her if she keeps wearing them. Yeah, that's right, I can still try to keep her on a shorter leash… I think I know just how I'll go about this…
Maybe I can't punish Emilia for what she did today, not without proof of her involvement anyway, but I can still keep on laying the rules on her. I am not happy with her interest in this game, and I will refuse to let her play. I won't tolerate any markings on her, and I WILL punish her if she keeps wearing them. Yeah, that's right, I can still try to keep her on a shorter leash… I think I know just how I'll go about this…
Well, he fell asleep pretty quickly. Little Milka tuckered you out, didn't she! And to think he didn't end up lecturing Emilia or confessing to anything. How selfish! You want to keep that wonderful girl all to yourself, is that the game you wanna play? You won't even give me the pleasure of hearing you recount how you ravaged her? Or is it that you're really feeling guilty? That's the last thing I want for you. Makes me feel terrible about all this, but then again… you did crack, so you still hear the calling, and Milka said you had fun! So obviously you can't be feeling that bad!
You big, silly worrywart, holding onto your past and blaming yourself when none of it was your fault…
Right, this feels like a perfect opportunity to have a quick chat with Emilia…
You big, silly worrywart, holding onto your past and blaming yourself when none of it was your fault…
Right, this feels like a perfect opportunity to have a quick chat with Emilia…
I had quite a revealing discussion with her about everything they did, and you really weren't kidding about her going as far as to wear a black club…
Reckless? Out of control? I'd say what she did was premeditated and intelligent. That girl's cunning. Reminds me a lot of myself when I was your age, in fact; putting herself in harm's way in a dangerous game where there are no rules, and then stares that danger in the face with excitement in her eyes and a fire between her legs…
Our tastes may differ as far as our "roles" in the bedroom go, but that girl deserves every bit of my respect for what she did. Especially considering that she managed to make Ludwig crack and even have fun.
Why are you so worried about that anyway? Like, you even said you want him to start loving this game again or something…
But like, why? You said yesterday that this was just about giving yourself peace of mind or something…
And that still is important to me, but this isn't just about helping me, or helping you, to have him understand and accept this. It's just as much about helping him.
That's it!
He and I, we're not just similar as far as our worldviews and values in life go. We're on the same wavelength regarding many things, most notably our tastes. Just as I enjoy being a queen and a mistress - a "dom", so to say - so does he. His tastes have always been similar to mine, and he is exceptional at what he does…
He and I, we're not just similar as far as our worldviews and values in life go. We're on the same wavelength regarding many things, most notably our tastes. Just as I enjoy being a queen and a mistress - a "dom", so to say - so does he. His tastes have always been similar to mine, and he is exceptional at what he does…
Well, just as I loved to dominate my men growing up - as well as my little pets later in life, once I found my true calling - he loves to dominate his girls and push them to their limits. Girls here feared him. Respected him. Hated him. Loved him… and he loved the attention, the reputation he had… he was a bad, bad boy…
Well, it certainly is hard to believe that, isn't it? Considering the family man he is now. But here's the thing; he's always been both. Everything I told you, that's the man he is in the bedroom, but the man he was in school, at home, with his friends, was a kind and caring soul.
As you may already know, this village - this whole municipality, in fact - is rather unique for its openness about sex. There's no other community like this on earth. And as much fun as it is for little perverts such as ourselves, it can also become equally, let's just say… "not fun" for those who find it difficult to keep their sex lives separate from their ordinary lives.
Oh, you naughty little girl… ♪
If you ever come home drunk before you're eighteen, you're gonna be in big trouble… 💗
If you ever come home drunk before you're eighteen, you're gonna be in big trouble… 💗
I was being flirty for a reason… *wink*
No, no, but seriously. I say drinking is fun, but just as it is difficult for some to find a balance between their "drugs" and their normal life, the same happened to him. Escaping his reputation as the "bad boy" was getting simply impossible for him, for it was seeping into every aspect of his life, and he was always looking for new things, new kinks, new acts, new women, new children…
As his tastes evolved he had fewer options for partners in such a small village. And because his tastes were extreme compared to what most people enjoy, he found less and less satisfaction from ordinary sexual acts…
No, no, but seriously. I say drinking is fun, but just as it is difficult for some to find a balance between their "drugs" and their normal life, the same happened to him. Escaping his reputation as the "bad boy" was getting simply impossible for him, for it was seeping into every aspect of his life, and he was always looking for new things, new kinks, new acts, new women, new children…
As his tastes evolved he had fewer options for partners in such a small village. And because his tastes were extreme compared to what most people enjoy, he found less and less satisfaction from ordinary sexual acts…
He says he did, a couple of times. Apparently got too far with how pushy he was, and it made him doubt himself. Sure, he knew a couple of girls his age who LOVED him for who he was in the bedroom, but dealing with younger children, that was always difficult for him, for he didn't know how to hold himself back with them. It led to him, ummm… "hurting" a girl, and he hated himself for it…
But there is a kernel of truth to it, and it's what he ultimately sees as the straw that broke the camel's back for him. He started fearing himself and what he could do to those around him, especially to those most vulnerable. The fact that there had been certain kinds of sexual crimes happening in the area didn't really help, with one of his close friends being a victim herself…
Jesus, and here I thought all those things about bad things happening and people getting hurt were just fearmongering from him…
Truthfully? Bad things have happened, but that's the case everywhere, is it not? It's not like you're afraid to cross streets either just because you might get run over…
But, if you happen to get run over once, you might become irrationally scared of crosswalks. Happened to him.
That's why, despite feeling lust and attraction toward children, he began limiting himself. He decided that as an adult, he should only deal with other adults going forward, and he has kept to that promise ever since. Was easy for him in Stockholm, but now that he's living here again… oh, we're gonna keep making it impossible for him to hold himself back…
That's why, despite feeling lust and attraction toward children, he began limiting himself. He decided that as an adult, he should only deal with other adults going forward, and he has kept to that promise ever since. Was easy for him in Stockholm, but now that he's living here again… oh, we're gonna keep making it impossible for him to hold himself back…
Besides, now that he's returned, now that he's taken that first step - thanks to your little friend! - it's our job to make him realize he can associate having sex with children with fun once again, and not feel guilt doing so! We're gonna draw out that ghost of his past and banish it! Exorcize his demons out of existence!
I knew it…
It still won't happen overnight, despite Milka's success. Probably not tomorrow, that's for sure, but one way or another, you're going to make him crack, just like Milka made him crack. And when you do… *giggle* Oooooh, when you do… I will be there to see it all…
Ufufu, how can you call me evil when I only have his best interests in mind? ♪
Well, whatever the case is, this is the hand we've been dealt and the game we're going to keep on playing. He wants to pretend nothing happened, and that means you're going to pretend nothing happened as well. We'll keep observing and waiting for that right moment when we can finally make him give in to temptation! Still, given that he might be feeling guilt over what he did to Milka, we're going to need to be a little tactful about our next step…
Well, whatever the case is, this is the hand we've been dealt and the game we're going to keep on playing. He wants to pretend nothing happened, and that means you're going to pretend nothing happened as well. We'll keep observing and waiting for that right moment when we can finally make him give in to temptation! Still, given that he might be feeling guilt over what he did to Milka, we're going to need to be a little tactful about our next step…
I'd say it doesn't. Basically, we continue with the same house rules. You're still not allowed to wear a mark at home, not unless I say so.
And… that's about it. For now anyway. We just need to bide our time. But I reckon we should go to sleep…