When I was 18, I wanted nothing more than to get out of my small town in South Carolina. I hated Hartville. It was boring with nothing to do, but my whole family lived there. My parents and my dad’s older brother had both grown up there. Even my older brother ended up getting a job and staying around after he moved out. Our dad wanted me to go to the local college when I graduated, too. But that was the last thing I wanted to do.
Instead, I called my cousin. Sarah was the one person in my family I was closest to. She’s 5 years older than me and always felt more like a sibling than my actual brother. She got married young and moved down to Florida when she was 19 and I even got to go visit her one summer which was really cool. I knew if I had any shot of getting out of our dumpy small town, that was it.
I signed up for college at Florida National University in Miami and Sarah and her husband, Nick agreed to let me stay with them. My mom kept worrying because I wouldn’t have a car to get around and said it wasn’t a good idea and did’t want me to be a burden on their family since they had their daughter, Skyler who would turn 5 right after I graduated from high school. But I’m pretty sure my mom was just trying to keep me from moving too far away.
Either way, I did move to Florida and enrolled in FNU’s business program. It was great living in a big city for a change. I found a shitty retail job for some spending money and spent my free time partying and hooking up instead of studying. Sarah and her husband were happy to have an extra set of hands with Skyler, too. The girl was just old enough to be a little more independent and so they were glad to have a de-facto baby sitter whenever they wanted a night out or something.
Skyler really liked having me around and I got to be the fun older cousin that would take her down the street to get ice cream or something when her parents were busy.
Living with my cousin was just as chill as I imagined. It was kind of like the old days when she was kind of like a big sister. I got along with her husband, Nick really well, too. He ran his own business which I thought was really cool.
As far as school goes, it was pretty boring. But I’d made a few friends and would go out to Miami parties on weekends when I wasn’t working. A couple of friends shared an apartment and were cool with me bringing girls back to their place. There wasn’t a lot of privacy on the pull-out sofa in their living room, but it wasn’t like I could bring drunk girl’s back to my cousin’s place.
As far as my job went, I mean, I’d helped out at out local tire shop back home, but working at a shitty corner store was my first actual job and damn—it sucked. But at least it was a paycheck, and at least I was finally out of that damn small town.
I got into a new routine in Miami and was really enjoying the city. Going out to parties with a few new friends and talking chicks out of their clothes became the new normal. All the food options were pretty awesome, too. I realized that’s one big downer about a small town. There are only two or three good food options and even the best ones don’t compare to what you can get in Miami. At the time though, I had no idea what else I was about to start eating…
It all changed early in my second semester at school. It was mid-February when Sarah and Mike had a wedding to go to for a friend of theirs. The wedding was in Las Vegas, so they understandably didn’t want to take Skyler with them. By that time, I had been watching the girl on a regular basis and so my cousin asked if I wouldn’t mind putting my personal life on hold for a weekend while they were out of town.
I agreed to watch Skyler. Besides, it’s not like I could afford to do much else other than sit around the house. The weekend before, a friend had helped me get a fake ID so I could get into some if the 21+ Miami clubs. If I had known how easily I was going to blow my paycheck that weekend, I might have just stayed home. Well, except that I hooked up with the hottest girl I’d ever been with that night, an exchange student from Sweden.
Regardless, I was super broke now and wasn’t going to refuse when Sarah and Mike agreed to pay me while they were away. It was quite a bit more than what I would have made working that weekend and sitting around at home was way better than being at my shitty job. My boss was mad when I called out for the whole weekend. But I didn’t care. Fuck that cunt.
Anyways, that weekend was where things started to go off the rails. I dropped off my cousin and her husband at the airport on Friday afternoon. On the way back home, I stopped to get Skyler some ice cream and drove back home for the evening. It was nice being able to use my cousin’s car while they were away. I had been biking everywhere at the time.
Back at home, Skyler and I both went to do our own thing. She went up to play in her room while I spent my time on the sofa in front of the television. There wasn’t much on, so I flipped through the channels and just stopped on whatever caught my eye.
When she was starting to get hungry, Skyler came downstairs to see what was for dinner. At that moment, my head was buried in my phone. I had just finished typing a text to my friend explaining why I couldn’t go out that weekend when she plopped on the sofa, facing me and sitting on her knees.
“I’m hungry,” she stated. “What are we having for dinner?”
“Um…” I didn’t answer right away, still sending off my text. In that moment, she looked over at the television. I had stopped flipping through channels on some sappy hallmark movie when I got the text from my friend. The show was right in the middle of a love scene. It was cable, so it didn’t show anything, really. But it was just enough for a young little girl to be curious. The couple were in the bedroom and had just begun to make out.
As soon as I lifted my head up to discuss our dinner options, the kindergartener forced herself towards me and kissed me right on the lips. I could have easily pushed her away and lifted my hand up to do just that. But instead, I rested my hand on her waist and felt her panties underneath her tight cotton pants. I don’t know what caused me to let it happen. But until that moment, I have never thought about Skyler in any way remotely sexual.
“Hey, what ate you doing?” I asked, surprised after I did finally push her away.
She shrugged, “I just wanted to try it. Like how girlfriends and boyfriends do. Like them.” She pointed to the television. By now, the scene on the TV showed the couple in bed and cut to the next morning.
“Uh, okay…” I was speechless and didn’t know what to say and just started at the screen for a moment. My cock was rock hard but before I could come to terms with my feelings, Skyler pushed her head back towards my face and once more, kissed me sloppily—mimicking the couple on TV for a second time.
I leaned back this time, pulling Skyler into me. Her body pressed against mine as I opened my mouth and began to make out with the five year old willingly. Putting all inhibitions aside for a moment, I rand a hand through het sandy blonde hair and felt down her back over her shirt. Of course, there were no bra straps to contend with, so her shirt rested flat against her back, all the way down to the hem of her spandex pants.
I placed both hands on her ass and held them there as she pushed herself up and out of our kiss. Skyler giggled and pressed her forehead against mine.
“We really can’t be doing stuff like that,” I finally insisted.
“Why not?” Skyler looked a little sad, not understanding the complexity of her curiosity.
“Because, I’m a little too old for you,” I stated. “And I’m your cousin. And I know your parents won’t approve.”
“Oh,” she pushed herself into a sitting position and I followed. “But they’re not here right now. So we don’t have to tell them.”
“No, it’s not right,” my better sense came over me. And despite the massive erection I still had in my pants, I needed to sort through these new strange feelings that had suddenly come over me. Until that night, I had never once wanted to do anything remotely sexual with a child.
On a few occasions before that night, I had helped Skyler in the bath when her mother was busy, so her naked body was nothing new to me. She often ran around the house in just her panties. And I had seen her change into a pullup before bed several times. Despite this, I had never once thought about doing something with her until she kissed me. I wanted to lean back into her and keep going, but I knew the feeling would fade. I wasn’t into kids. Why did she give me an erection? Why did I want to grab her and fuck her right there on the sofa?
“Why don’t we order pizza?” I changed the subject, eliciting a cheer from Skyler. Distracting myself with a new task, I ordered pizza and did my best to forget all about the unexpected horniness I had felt earlier. The food arrived not long after and it was more or less out of my mind as we ate together at the kitchen table.
As Skyler made it to the end of her slice of pizza, she got on her knees in the chair and reached over to grab one if the cups of ranch. I was distracted by my own food when I heard a yelp and looked over.
The girl had dripped ranch dressing on her chin and made a strange face as she looked at me, half in anguish and half amusement.
“It dripped down my shirt!” She exclaimed. “Ah, it’s still dripping.” I chuckled at her predicament before grabbing a nearby napkin. I wiped off her chin first before carefully lifting her shirt so as not to get any ranch on the fabric. I spotted ranch dripping down her stomach and as I raised her shirt further, I saw that the stream began well beyond her nipples. It hard dripped down from her neck. I was surprised to see such a large helping of ranch had made its way beneath her shirt, so I decided it would be easier just to take off her shirt completely.
I pulled it off and laid it over the back of her chair before cleaning her up. I had seen her bare chest countless times, but this time was very different. My strange new feelings had quickly returned. As I wiped up the ranch dressing with a napkin, I imagined that I was licking it up instead. My cock was rock hard again, too. I didn’t understand where these feelings were coming from, but for some reason, thoughts that should have repulsed me were suddenly making me hornier than I had ever been.
“There you go,” I stood up, examining her clean chest before walking the napkin to the trash. She, too, looked down to see I had cleaned her up sufficiently.
“You could still probably use a good bath, though,” I added. The statement was completely innocent when I said it, but the idea of giving Skyler a bath immediately excited me.
Since she had just finished her final bites as I had cleaned up the ranch dressing, the girl headed to the upstairs bathroom. I stuck the leftover pizza in the refrigerator and followed.
When I got to the bathroom, Skyler had already stripped off her pants and stood by the bathtub in her panties. Mustering a bit if self control, I managed not to get caught up staring at her panties with pink and purple hearts. Nor did I spend more than a brief second staring at her chest. I wasn’t attracted to little girls—least of all my cousin’s daughter.
I repeated this to myself as I prepared the girl’s bath. While that may have been true just a few hours earlier, whatever spell that little girl had put on me had changed everything.
When the bath was ready, I held Skyler’s hand to help her get in. The moment she spread her legs as she climbed over the side, my eyes became transfixed on her twat. Sure enough, I was hard again.
When Skyler wad settled in the bath, I quickly began to wash her body, not caring where I touched her—how wrong it felt. As I lathered the child in kid’s body wash, I had half a mind to strip off my own clothes and join her. But I resisted that temptation.
Instead, I allowed my hand in between her legs as I continued to apply body wash. I lingered there just long enough to avoid any suspicion from Skyler. Little kids are so trusting. My cock was naturally still rock hard in my pants and it took all of my willpower not to suggest that we kiss again.
Once I finished washing Skyler’s hair, I sat by the tub and enjoyed the view as she splashed and played in the soapy water. I watched the soap suds cascade over her flat chest and the moments she laid back and pushed her pelvis out of the water. Even more simply, I enjoyed watching her dirty blonde hair swirl around her in the water.
Catching myself for a moment, I told her I’d be back and walked out of the bathroom. I was only just outside the bathroom door when I closed my eyes and tried to push Skyler out if my mind. I forced my thoughts to the chick I’d been with a week before. I remembered running my hands over the hot swede’s firm tits as I began to drive my cock into her. I recollected he screams of delight while I rode her, Only when I was satisfied that I’d removed any thought of Skyler in a sexual way, did I return to the bathroom.
“Alright, I think it’s about time to get ready for bed,” I said to the girl in the tub who had begun playing with a figurine in the water.
“Awe, can we watch a movie?” Skyler asked.
“Not tonight,” I answered her, knowing that it wasn’t a good idea.
“Please, Brayden!”
“Maybe tomorrow night,” I countered, pulling her bath towel off its hanger. I kept my composure as she exited the tub, despite the excellent view of her body. It seemed whatever ailed me had in fact been cured.
Satisfied and rather proud of myself, I wrapped the towel around her and began to dry her off. Skyler shivered and made chattering noises as she adjusted from the warm bath to the cool night air. I pulled her close and moved the towel quickly up and down her torso, doing my best to warm her up.
That’s when I felt a tinge of desire hit me again. Her sweet scent was intoxicating and I couldn’t help but admire how cute she looked with her wet hair cascading over her shoulders. My cock grew hard again as I admired her flat chest, imagining how it would feel to bury my face into it and begin to kiss her nipples. I took notice of her small brown birthmark, just below her ribcage on her left. Then there was her completely hairless cunt. It looked so much more inviting than the more mature, hair covered twats I’d been fucking.
What was happening to me? I thought as I looked back into Skyler’s innocent eyes. Lifting a hand up, I held her chin and caressed her lower lip with my thumb. So adorable.
“I liked kissing you like that earlier,” I caught myself admitting to the naked kindergartener in my arms. I was shocked by the words that had come out my mouth. What was I trying to do? At the same time, I just wanted to unzip my pants right there and rub my cock in between her legs.
She let out a quiet giggle, “If you want to do it again, I won’t tell anyone.”
“No, I shouldn’t. . .well, uh,” I gave in and leaned into her.
As our lips touched, I let go of the towel and it dropped to the bathroom floor. From there, my hands explored her naked body. Her soft skin was so inviting, I couldn’t help but admitting it to myself while I explored her bare back and then down past her buttox. I broke the kiss and turned her body just slightly to give me easier access to her chest, too. Starting with her navel, I opened my hand and allowed it to travel up her torso. I rubbed her nipples and continued all the way past her neck. Then I pulled her head closer and kissed her again, longer and more passionately this time.
As I continued kissing and touching my little cousin’s body, my cock was begging to me. It wanted to be let out more than anything. Just as I approached a state of clouded judgement where such a thing sounded like a good idea, my cock began to drench my boxer briefs with cum.
I moaned and held Skyler close as my cock erupted. “You’re so pretty,” I mumbled before kissing her again. I felt my body shaking as I held her, I had never cum so hard in my life, not even with the Swedish exchange student the week before.
“Oh,” I was nearly panting when it was over. “Sorry,” I said after I’d stopped man-handling Skyler. In my moment of bliss, I had pulled her straight into my lap. Her bare legs were straddling my lap.
“That’s okay,” she shrugged. “I didn’t mind.”
“We should keep this between us, too,” I added. “I know your parents would get really mad at us is they found out.”
“I won’t tell them if you don’t,” the still naked child said in the most innocent voice.
“I guess we can watch a movie tonight,” I gave in to her earlier request. The feeling of guilt was impossible to shake. It was the best way I could think to make up for what I had just done. Not that she was bothered by it. After all, Skyler had no understanding of what I’d just done.
“Let’s get ready for bed first and then we can go pick one out,” I was eager to get changed myself since I had soiled my boxer briefs with a massive load of cum.
“Okay!” She said excitedly before running off towards her room. Before I could unplug the drain in the tub and hang Skyler’s towel back up, though, she ran back into the bathroom.
“Okay, I’m ready!” She exclaimed. Since Skyler was a frequent bedwetter, it wasn’t uncommon for her to only wear a pull-up to bed. Naturally, she had quickly pulled one on so she’d be ready to watch our movie in no time. Even though I had just cum, seeing her in a pull-up excited me again. I had seen her in such states of undress countless times before. But ever since she kissed me, things that I would have brushed off before now seemed incredibly arousing.
“Brush your teeth, too,” I instructed, walking towards my room to get my own pajamas on. I usually just wore a checkered pair of pajama bottoms to bed. Although this night, I told myself it would be a good idea to add a t-shirt to the ensemble. Despite this, the thought of snuggling with Skyler on the sofa, feeling her soft skin rub against my chest—well that was just too good to pass up.
Tossing aside all reservations, I left my room in my usual bedtime attire. By then, Skyler was already downstairs and had picked out a movie. Unfortunately, it was one I’d watched with her at least twice before. But at that point, all I could think about was how cute she’d looked in her pull-up and how much I wanted to cuddle with her in front of the TV. Sure enough, I was quickly losing my composure.
We settled in together on the sofa and started the movie. Underneath the large blanket in the living room, we cuddled together. Just as I’d anticipated, the feel of her soft skin against my chest was intoxicating. It wasn’t long before my cock was rock hard again.
Relaxing on the sofa, held her as we watched the movie together. A few minutes in, I shuffled around a bit so that I was leaning back against the armrest. I swung my legs up on the sofa and positioned Skyler in my lap so she could rest her head against my chest.
I could feel my erection pressing against her pull-up. My imagination ran wild, wondering what it would feel like to pull my cock free from my pajamas and stick it in the leg hole. Meanwhile, her head rose and fell with each breath I took. I could tell she felt comfortable with both of my arms wrapped around her.
It was only about a half an hour into the movie when I realized Skyler had fallen asleep. She was a sound sleeper, so I knew I could probably get her into bed without her waking up.
I turned off the television and with her already resting against my chest, it was easy to lift her a little higher and stand up. Indeed, her head shifted easily to my shoulder without even a slight stir from the little girl. Supporting her from the bottom of her pull-up, I stood up, lifting her along with me.
Carefully, I ascended the stairs and carried Skyler. Into the girl’s dimly lit room, I pulled her bedsheets aside and gently placed her in bed. She instinctively sprawled out and I stopped for a moment to admire her body before tucking her in.
Back in the hallway, I noticed I’d left the bathroom light on and went to turn it off. On the floor of the bathroom, Skyler’s pants were still there along with one other smaller article of clothing—her panties. I picked them up, returning to Skyler’s room to put the dirty clothes into her laundry hamper.
I dropped the pants in without a thought, but stopped short of dropping her cotton panties in as well. Holding them in my hand, I stared at the heart shaped dyed into the fabric. She’d looked so cute wearing them earlier that evening. Glancing over at the bed, Skyler was fast askeep, a nipple exposed to the night air as it peeked out from her bedsheets.
Walking back towards the bed, panties still in hand, I leaned down and kissed her on the forehead. The girl didn’t awaken. Alas, I turned to go, taking her panties with me.
Back in my own room, I shut the door behind me. With only the faintest thought of what I was about to do, I released my cock from its confinement. My pajama bottoms and boxer briefs found their way to my ankles before I got down on my knees. I draped Skyler’s panties over my cock and began to recount the evening’s events as I jerked myself off.
Imagining once more what it would feel like to stick my cock into Skyler’s pull-up and rub it against her pussy, I was soon cumming hard into her panties. The thin fabric was quickly soaked with my seed. Just as my final spurt of cum shot into my little cousin’s panties, my phone rang.
“Hello,” I quickly answered, seeing it was my cousin.
“Hey, sorry to call so late,” Sarah said. “We wanted to call earlier but our plane was delayed.”
“Oh, that’s okay,” I replied, I felt guilty with Skyler’s panties still around my cock. “Skyler is asleep now, it’s been a pretty uneventful evening.” My guilt increased as our conversation went on. What had I done? At any rate, I knew I couldn’t tell anyone, especially not Sarah. After a few minutes, I was glad when the call was finally over.
As soon as I hung up the phone, I looked at Skyler’s panties. They were well drenched in cum and I knew there was a good chance they would stain. Putting my pajama bottoms back on, I took them downstairs and not wanting to take any chances, shoved them deep into the kitchen trash.
I knew I had to pull it together. Whatever had come over me was sure to pass and the more I ignored these uncomfortable new feelings, the better off I’d be. Skyler was no less modest around the house the next two days, so it wasn’t easy. However, neither of us brought up kissing again the following day. And since she didn’t need another bath, I avoided seeing her completely naked. Along with my best efforts to keep my mind off of anything remotely sexual involving Skyler, the rest of the weekend really was uneventful.
I was relieved by the time my cousin and her husband returned Sunday evening. It felt as though I’d past some sort of test and now things would return to normal. I still had to stop myself from daydreaming about rubbing my cock against Skyler. But I knew that one good night out in Miami was sure to cure whatever weird curse had come over me. Or at least that’s what I thought at the time…