User:Innocent Ruin

Hi, I'm Innocent Ruin, but you can call me just Inoru. It means "to pray" in Japanese, or some shit like that. I'm a self-proclaimed amateur writer. I'm not confident most people will find my stories enjoyable, but if they bring joy to even one person on this site, or better yet, make them nut, I'll be happy.

Positive, negative, or constructive, feedback is always appreciated in any of the stories I write or in general.

MY WORKS

• Apotheosis - This story takes place in a world where even mortals can become gods. It's a tale of two different individuals; a young nobleman with a big dream hopes to build himself a grand harem, and an eccentric goddess who dreams of revenge. Through their bizarre friendship, they decide to work together toward making each other's dreams come true. I've got little to no motivation to continue this, but never say never.

• Journals of Skyrim - A hub for stories that take place in Skyrim and beyond, intended to be presented as player journals that document the character's journey, hopefully in a fun way. Open for contributions for anyone with their own adventures to share.
  • Henriette's Journal - Almost finished. Got a few more storylines to share before I wrap things up.
  • Kanna's Journal - Temporarily on hold, still has a long way to go.

• Meldy - A short story that could technically be considered already finished. A girl named Melanie dies and is reincarnated as a Succubus. I have ideas for how to expand on it and continue forward, but whether I'll have motivation to put them into fruition is a whole another story.

• Nymphsaga - My personal fetish buffet, your typical "stuck inside a Virtual Reality MMORPG" story with a sexy twist. This one's pretty heavy in lore and includes a lot of non-pornographic content as well. Meant mainly for the fans of alternative hentai. Think "4chan/d/"; tentacles, bestiality, futanari, et cetera. I'm struggling with writer's block, but I have plenty of ideas for how to go forward and a good idea of how to end the story.

• The Story of Hanna - Hanna is born a princess in a small kingdom on a small island loosely based on ancient Great Britain. During her childhood, she begins to recollect memories from her past life during mysterious circumstances, which turns out to be a blessing for her. Having been a pedophile man and a university professor in her past life, she suddenly discovers a trove of knowledge and wisdom a young girl her age should have no business possessing. Due to this, she turns out to be a brilliant alchemist and quite an eccentric and perverted genius. However, this life of comfort and happiness won't last forever. This project will be reworked as a traditional story in the future.

• Three Brats - Three Brats is a story within Dirty Talk started by Elerneron, a literary experiment of sorts in which you can only use character dialogue to move the story further. The main character of my contribution to this project is a young girl named Emilia, who moves to a small rural community together with her family. She quickly befriends a couple of girls her age who teach her how to have "fun" in her new home. She not only discovers a part of her that she never even knew existed, but also discovers that there's way more to this unassuming little village than meets the eye.

• A Story Idea - This is a story about a bunch of kids in a neighborhood starting to play superheroes, only to find out that something's turning their imagination into reality.
  • It starts with a small group trying to tackle injustice by helping neighbors, standing up to the bullies, et cetera, but as other children join in as rivals and villains, the game starts getting out of hand.
  • I'm thinking about having two "rival" groups, with "Girls" claiming that the other faction takes "playing too seriously" and "is constantly coming up with new, unfair rules", while "Boys" claim "we started playing first, so we make the rules" and don't want to play with the girls in general. Both teams would be considered "Lawful Good", but they butt heads anyway because they're kids who think that girls/boys are dumb. You could add some drama to the story by having some of the kids dating each other, with some of the kids not agreeing whether to "play with the other group" at all or not.
  • Lastly, I'm thinking about mixing some real crime in, with the criminals also being able to claim supernatural powers as their own.

MY (INCOMPLETE) LIST OF THOUGHTS ON…

KINKS I LIKE AND LIKELY WILL WRITE ABOUT

• Gender-bending and body swapping - I decided to include these two in one even though they're different things. Either way, probably my favorite fetish. I love consuming TSF-related content and love imagining myself in similar situations. Whether it's literature, TV, fan-made comics, pornographic, or safe-for-work, it's all good for me. It's strange because I've never considered myself transgender, but I almost exclusively self-insert as a biological female when consuming pornographic content. Is there a word for that? Autogynephilia? Or am I just a tranny in denial!? Maybe I just like cocks way too much!!? It makes little difference when discussing fiction and literature for me, I suppose. Whether it's swapping bodies with a hot girl, literally transforming into a female, either temporarily or permanently, forcefully or at will, into an adult or a preteen child, it clicks all the right buttons in my brain, and I enjoy writing this kind of content a lot.

• Rape and reluctant sex - It's one of those kinks I would never wish on anyone I love or myself, nor is it something I would feel comfortable doing to anyone either, a friend or foe . . . But I love exploring the darker and less innocent side of sex in my writing. While rape by itself is something I'm okay with writing, reluctance and learning to accept it turns it from "okay" to "hot" for me. A girl is raped when she's young and grows up to be a slut? Hell yeah!

• Roleplaying - Playing roles, acting, pretending, whatever you want to call it, playing games, and taking roles is real fun during sex for me. It's always an excellent way to spice up consensual intercourse, and the options for parties involved are near limitless. Of course, some options are better than others, but in general, I'd say this is something I like to include in my writings a lot.

• Fertility and impregnation - Woman's fertility is like salt and pepper, a spice that goes well with almost anything in my opinion. It's pretty easy to tie it up to anything as it's an integral part of being a healthy female. There's something hot about it, no matter if it's something the female character can or can't control, whether or not it's forced or consensual, natural or unnatural, something to dislike about yourself or something to embrace.

• Bestiality and monsters - Realistic or not, I have a weak spot for interspecies action, human female or a humanoid with a male animal or a monster in particular. Undead and insects are acceptable to me as well. Birds, robots, machines, or reptiles don't do that much to me. I'm not so much into monster girls either, but I do tolerate them to some extent, depending on how human-like they are.

• Tentacles - Ties together with bestiality but is different enough to be its own entry. It's like bestiality with extra steps and added restraints for me, which makes it easy to pair up with some other kinks I like. Consensual or forced, both are great. There are many sub-categories of tentacle-sex I like a lot as well, such as egg-laying, but I won't go into all of them.

KINKS I'M NEUTRAL TOWARDS, OR HAVE MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT, AND WILL SOMETIMES INCLUDE IN MY WRITINGS

• Futanari - This almost belongs in the uppermost category, but there are many variables when it comes to futanari. A futa with a fully biological female is hot as hell, but futa-on-male, futa-on-futa, or futa-on-monster I don't enjoy as much.

• Lesbians - I like girl-on-girl stuff too, but not as much as some of the other stuff on this list, so it probably belongs in this category.

• BDSM - This is a massive umbrella on its own with aspects about it that I absolutely LOVE and some things I can't stand.
  • BD - Bondage & Discipline - A perfect example of what I mean: I love restraints and the idea of being tied up, but chastity belts turn me off. Revealing stuff does a lot for me, but full-body rubber suits and straight jackets, not so much. Pillories, being mounted to a wall or another large object also sound hot and fun to me, but those wooden "ponies" meant to split you up just don't sound sexy at all. Anyway, this is probably the area in which I have the most mixed feelings.
  • DS - Domination & Submission - This is the sub-category that does a lot to me, and I like applying it almost everywhere in one way or another. Whether it's consensual or not, I love a sex scene with a dom and a sub, a top and a bottom. These roles for me add this … sort of like a "power balance" to the bedroom, for the lack of a better word. One enjoys fucking, and another one enjoys being fucked. One likes giving orders, and another one likes taking them. I'm a bottom myself, by the way.
  • SM - Sadism & Masochism - I have a sweet spot for this, but there's a way to take it WAY too far. Spanking and whips can definitely make stuff more fun, as can wax candles and a slight electrical current, choking, and asphyxiation too. These things are like salt; you can add some to make stuff tastier. However, I wouldn't eat a teaspoon of salt. Pain and torture without sex do nothing for me, and things get taken too far with blood and injuries also. CBT makes me recoil and cringe just thinking about it. Not a big fan of enemas, syringes, and such medical play in general either.

• Incest - It's one of those things that does very little to me in a positive way, but it's absolutely not a negative either. Writing incest is something I'm always willing to do, but I don't personally find it as hot as I find other stuff? I don't know, I understand the appeal in it, but to me personally, it's the very definition of something neutral.

• Interracial - In a similar vein to incest, it matters little to me what race the parties involved are. Although, admittedly, most of the characters I include in my writings could be considered "white", I don't have a real preference one way or another. Asian, Middle-Eastern, Hispanic, Maori, African … all's good. I find humans attractive in general. I'm willing to involve race-play, whether it comes in the form of hard adoration for a specific race or in the form of racism and contempt for the said race, but it's generally speaking not a turn-on for me.

• Cuckolding - When I think about cuckolding, cheating and netorare, I approach it from the female's perspective. There definitely are ways you can make this hot and ways in which you can turn me off real fast. Stuff where you view this stuff from the perspective of a man enjoying his girl getting fucked by a stranger isn't so appealing, not even if I'm the girl in the situation. I don't enjoy the idea of outright cheating either, but a situation where a female is stolen away and falls in love with another man's cock after rape or through blackmail, that stuff's hotter to me. Overall though, I view this stuff neutrally, as I'm not as much into it as the other stuff.

• Violence and killing - I don't like killing for sexual pleasure, and I especially don't like dying for sexual pleasure. People die when they are killed, and that's not sexy. Still, combat in my stories is something that happens a lot. This is mostly due to the "fallen heroine" and "game over rape" stuff. A holy warrior losing in her quest and being taken as a slave by her enemies does sound hot after all.

• Vorarephilia - In other words, eaten alive. Digestion is absolutely off-limits for me for the reasons mentioned above, but who's not to say that a giant tentacle monster can't eat a little girl alive and keep her as a prisoner in an inescapable tentacle pit?

STUFF I WON'T INCLUDE IN MY WRITING WHATSOEVER

• Infants and Toddlers - I wouldn't consider myself to be exclusively into children, as I like mature men and women as well. I like big tits and muscular men just as much as I enjoy flat chests. I find people beautiful in general. Still, there is such a thing as "too young" for me. I generally speaking don't like how young children act, and I don't like how they're "shaped". Like, it's around ages 3-7 when children start losing their "baby fat" and develop more "adult-like" body proportions, sleeker and straighter bodies, et cetera. For me, the lack of these proportions is a turn-off, which makes toddlers highly unattractive in my eyes.

• I don't like vomit, shit or piss. I don't like it when they're produced during sexual acts, and I especially don't like when they are consumed.

• I believe I mentioned somewhere that I almost exclusively self-insert as a female when consuming and creating content. Due to this, male-on-male stuff in all of its forms is something I won't explore in my writings deeply.

• Same thing can be said about furry-on-furry. I love me some big, hairy werewolves with veiny cocks, but I don't like hairy or furry vaginas, or scaly ones for that matter.