Me and the other Me

(This story is an entry in the Writing Contest 2023/II)

It's been said that everyone has a double somewhere in the world... a look-alike that is their complete opposite in personality. They are known by many names: Doppelganger... Evil Twin... Shadow Self... Resident of the Mirror World... However, that's just a fairy tale, right? No way that could be true, right? It's just a story people tell when they need an excuse why they did bad things. Or at least, that's what I thought a minute ago.

I had just finished washing myself and was reaching for the shower curtain when the lights flickered for a moment. The lights came back on not even a second later, and I pulled back the curtain... and there I was! Or she was... it was like looking into a mirror, except I was all wet and she was completely dry. The same face as me. Identical blue eyes. Matching shoulder-length blond hair. A pair of breasts that had just barely begun to bud (despite my best efforts to make them bigger). Even... down there... was exactly the same as mine...

We stared at each other as if waiting for the illusion to disappear like smoke. Still as a pair of nude statues, one leaving the shower while the other was about to get in. The only sound was from the occasional 'plunk' as water droplets lost their hold on my skin and fell against the tub... and a distant, yet ominous rumble of thunder. Was time at a standstill? When would the dream end? After an eternity... or perhaps only a moment... I opened my mouth in alarm.

Well, would you look at that... we even scream the same...

The sound of their little girl screaming (in stereo no less) quickly brought my parents running. Naturally the sight of two Me's caused them to freak out as well. Still, they recovered faster than we did, and my Mom toweled me off and got me dressed while holding me close and trying to calm me down. Meanwhile my Dad did the same for my twin. Of course, being my exact copy meant that my clothes would fit her perfectly. By the time we had calmed down enough to think, the four of us were seated around the kitchen table... the two of us twins next to each other, and my parents across from us.

Once I had enough wits about me, I had a startling revelation... my parents were acting differently than usual. My usually active Dad was quietly sitting there trying to take in the situation. My normally soft-spoken Mom was now rattling off questions faster than a machine gun. The two across from us weren't my parents... they were hers! That means... that I was the copy, the one who didn't belong here!

This realization spooked me out even more than when I met other self in the bathroom. I don't remember much after that, but apparently I fainted. The next thing I knew I was in the family room sitting on the sofa with my... no, her parents... on either side, anxiously asking if I was okay. Okay?! How can I be okay?! What would happen to me? Would I be turned in to the authorities? Would I be experimented on, or dissected, or worse... I never asked to come to this world, and I have no idea how to get back!

Perhaps it was the sight of her mirror image breaking down, but even my twin started trying to comfort me. From the bits I could hear between my sobs, she told me she wouldn't let that happen to me... that I could live with them as her long lost twin sister. Her parents as well were very accepting of me, saying even if I was different on the inside... I was still their daughter! Eventually I was able to calm down again (probably due the fact I was being hugged not only by 'my parents' but also 'myself'), and we were to have a conversation about my world... and what was different from theirs.

Apparently, most everything is the same here as the world I came from. We live in the same house... I have the same room as before... even my clothes are the same in this world. My... her parents have the same jobs as mine do. We go to the same school, and have the same friends. We have the same likes and dislikes... whether it be favorite foods, or clothes, or even hobbies. In fact, there's only one difference that I can tell... everyone's personalities are the exact opposite in this world. Someone who is happy-go-lucky in my world... is incredibly lethargic in this one. Someone who is a pushover in this world... is actually a bully in my world. In fact, after going through the list of our acquaintances, we were able to confirm that this was the case for absolutely everyone in this world... or my world, depending on how you look at it.

The most obvious difference of course would be my other self. Although I'm comfortable with those I'm familiar with, I'm actually a very shy girl. My twin, however, is very outgoing and can approach total strangers like it was nothing at all. My... her parents still love me despite how different I am... in fact, they started fawning over me and saying how cute I was being. Even my 'sister' got into the act and started teasing me about it. Well, I've never had a sibling before, so I'm not sure if that's how sisters usually get along. But she seems happy to have me here... and considering how I've always wanted a brother or sister to play with (and since we like the same things, she probably does too), I think we'll get along just fine.

Even when we noticed how late it was getting, my twin graciously offered to share her bed with me... and we drifted off to sleep, hand-in-hand.

It was the middle of the night when I awoke to the sounds of someone whimpering. It took me a moment to realize... I'm not alone in bed, my twin sister is right here next to me. I suppose that means either I'm still dreaming... or this is reality. The other me seems to be asleep. Her eyes are closed, her mouth only slightly open... and occasionally twitching in unison with the sounds of nearly inaudible gasps. Oh, so this is where those sounds are coming from... Wait! Is she having a nightmare?!

I hope it's not because of me. After the shock of meeting my own self, I'm a little surprised that I myself hadn't descended into a terror-filled slumber. Of course, I waste no time in gently shaking her awake. Her eyes opened almost immediately... and naturally, she was a little surprised as well that she wasn't the only one in bed. I asked if she was okay... did she need Mom or Dad to come comfort her? She didn't answer... actually, she looked at me as if I was being weird. Well, maybe that's just her personality. If it was me that had woken up from a nightmare, I would have gone running for my parent's room and asking if I could sleep with them.

Still, even if she was putting on a brave face, I wanted to be there for her. I drew closer and cuddled with her, hugging her close and telling her that it was okay. Wait! What happened to her clothes? Her top has been pulled up to her shoulders, and her pajama bottoms have actually slipped down to her knees! She must have been tossing and turning all night to have reached this state of undress! Just how did I not wake up with that going on?

After helping fix her clothes, I returned to holding her close, my arms wrapped around her, and telling her that I'd be right here with her the whole night... that she didn't need to worry. Once again, she looked a bit perturbed, but finally gave up resisting and allowed me to cuddle her. I told myself that I should wait for her to fall asleep first before I nodded off... but apparently my body had other ideas. The next thing I knew, Mom was calling for us to wake up and come to breakfast.

My twin seemed to be in a foul mood this morning. She probably didn't get much sleep after all. Sorry, I tried my best to be there for you, but it seems like I failed. Hopefully I can make it up to her when we go to bed tonight. I'll hold you close the whole time, so hopefully you'll have sweet dreams. Ah, there's that look again, like I'm just being a bother. No, no, don't worry about me. Considering how I'm the one who has invaded her life, I'm really grateful to her and Mom and Dad for accepting me into their family. Really, it's no trouble at all.

Her foul mood persisted all morning, even while we planned what we'd do going forward. It was decided that I would attend same school again when Monday morning rolled around. Thank goodness! Even if they're different now, all my old friends are there. Hopefully they'll let me be in the same class as my twin sister... the same class that I've been in since the year started. Being as shy as I am, I absolutely dread the thought of having to start over and make new friends in a different class.

My cover story will be that I'm actually my sister's long lost twin who was separated at birth. Neither of us knew about the other, until we coincidentally met each other over the weekend. That's why we even have the same name. Actually, to tell us apart, I was to allow everyone to call me by the nickname my parents called me when I was younger. (I don't really like it, it makes me sound childish... but I suppose it's better than having to assume a whole new name instead)

It was only when Mom suggested we go shopping that my twin sister cheered up. Although I can wear anything my other self has, two people using the same clothes is stretching it a bit. So we hopped into the car and Mom drove us to the mall to get a whole new wardrobe for me.

With great enthusiasm, my twin picked out outfit after outfit... having me try them on, studying how it looks on me, and then going back for more. Perhaps she realized that whatever looked good on me, would be the same on her. Indeed, it seems she knows that she'll be able to borrow any clothes we get, so in reality she's actually shopping for a whole new wardrobe for herself. Well, I don't mind... after all, I'm having to borrow her clothes as well... so I can just consider this as a perk that twin sisters get to share.

Her mom... err, Mom... was nearly as enthusiastic as she, coming up with outfit after outfit that would inevitably be vetoed by my twin when she saw how it looked on me. I was thankful that my sister was here... where I would have just relented, my twin was frank enough to give her honest opinion about some of the clothes Mom chose for me. Honestly, why do parents always pick the lamest stuff when they are fussing about their kids? Although I wasn't really asked for my opinion, I knew that whatever my twin liked... I would no doubt like as well. So I just went with the flow and allowed myself to be their dress up doll.

By the time we left, I had several new outfits that we were pleased with... along with new underwear, shoes, and other accessories to go with it. Dad might not like to see the bill when we got home, but he was severely outvoted three to one. I spent the rest of the day preparing for school tomorrow, and trying to rehearse any questions that might come up. I'm still not confident, but sis said she'd cover for me if it looked like I was in trouble.

When we finally went to bed that night, I made sure to stick close to her this time. The other me said she didn't need me hanging all over her, but I refused to take no for an answer. Hopefully she wouldn't have another nightmare tonight, but I was gonna be there just in case. Preventative medicine I call it. After realizing that I wasn't going to relent, she finally gave up and resigned herself to being my hug pillow. Good night, Sis... I'll be right here with you just in case.

Once again, I awoke in the middle of the night. But this time there was something moving inside my pajamas. A bug? No, it's too big to be a bug... A mouse? Yeeeeekkss!! I jumped up immediately and tried to get the rodent out of my clothes!

"You finally released me."

It took a moment to realize what had happened. There was my twin, still laying where I had been cuddling with her, but twiddling her fingers. Ah, it was her. She must have reached into my pajamas and tickled me awake. Well, that's a relief. Really, Sis... you scared me. So what's wrong? Did you have another nightmare? I'm awake now, so I'll do my best to comfort her.

However, instead of jumping into my embrace, she went for the waistband of my pajama bottoms... and with one fluid motion, pulled them down to my knees! Wait, what are you doing?! Before I can pull them back up, she's on top of me... pinning my clothes beneath her. Um, Sis? Why are you...

"You interrupted me last night, so this time you'll be joining me."

Before I can ask for clarification, she ran her hands underneath my top until she reached my nipples. Eeek! Wait, Sis! That tickles! Ignoring my cries, my twin continued to play with my little nubs, massaging the skin and occasionally giving the tips a little squeeze. What is this feeling? It's completely different from when I do it. Of course I've tried massaging my breasts to make them bigger, but I never saw any growth whenever I looked into the mirror. And it never felt like this... my heart is beating faster, and I'm starting to breathe harder as well. Is this the secret? That I need someone else to rub them? Maybe this time I'll get some results!

Is Sis trying to help me? Then what did she mean by 'interrupting' her last night? I stop resisting and let my twin work her magic on my bare skin. My pajama top is bunched up near my arms now, giving her my twin the perfect opportunity to lean down and start suckling. Ah, that tickles even more! She runs her tongue in circles around my nipple while using her fingers to playfully flick the other. Ah, I feel something building inside me... a fuzzy ticklish feeling that is quickly spreading across my whole body! Wait! It's too much! In a panic I put my hands on my twin's head and feebly try to push her away.

My other self looks up from teasing my breasts and tells me, "Just relax and let it all out. Don't worry, I know all the places on my body where it feels good." Okay, I'm in your hands then. Once again, I relax my grip and let my Sis have her way with me. Although it's still dark, I can make out a grin on her face as she slid one of her hands sensually down my body. Wait, she's touching me 'there'! I cry out in alarm... or perhaps from pleasure. I try to resist, but since she's between my legs I can't squeeze them together. Her fingers dance across my slit as if they're seeking a way in. And she gone right back to assaulting my boobs her tongue.

This isn't right! I'm not supposed to let anyone touch me 'there.' But I can't stop her. Not only due to her position, but also because that prickly feeling has been growing exponentially underneath my belly. Something is building within me! My whole body is tensing up! What's happening to me?!

A moment later her fingers danced up to the top of my slit and pressed a button. As if it had been waiting for just that, the world went white... my body convulsing as a million volts ran through me! What happened?! Did I get struck by lightning? But why does getting electrocuted... feel so good?! Even after the waves subsided, my body continued to shiver as it remembered the sensation of electricity flowing through it.

By the time I had recovered, my sister had climbed off me and was removing the rest of my pajamas, pulling my bottoms all the way down and taking my top off until I was fully nude. "Don't want to get these dirty after all." Dirty? It was only after she said that I realized that I was sweating up a storm... and I felt quite damp between my legs. After she had completely stripped me, my sister removed her clothes as well and then lay down beside me.

While I was still huffing and puffing, my hand was picked up and guided to the nether regions of the body next to me. "Now it's your turn to make me feel good." Once again, I felt her hand return to my own groin and start rubbing it. "Just do what I do. If it feels good to you, then it will feel good to me too." Ah, okay... I start moving my fingers in time with hers, copying her motions on my own body, and paying special attention to the places that make me jump.

Is this what it means to 'play with myself'? Maybe not quite... after all, how many people in the world can say they've met their ownselves? I don't know how I got here, but touching myself on a different body can't be that common, right? Once again I can feel that prickly feeling grow within me. And from the moans I hear next to me, my twin is also getting that same sensation. Wait! Was I moaning like that too? How embarrassing! I never knew I was such a degenerate!

Under my twin's skilled guidance, the pressure within us built to critical mass... and once again, the world exploded. Even after it had subsided, my sister had no intention of stopping any time soon. I continued to receive her lessons (and practice what I'd learned) again and again. I must have passed out sometime during that, because the next thing I knew it was morning and Mom was calling for the two of us to come to breakfast.

I was fully clothed again, so I assume my sister must have dressed me after she was finished. I don't think it was a dream... I can't imagine being able to replicate that kind of feeling without having actually experienced it. And besides, my sister stripped the bedsheets stained with sweat... and other fluids... and threw them into the washing machine before we went to eat.

Unlike yesterday, my twin sister was in a great mood this morning. I, on the other hand, was feeling quite sluggish... no doubt due the previous night's unexpected exercise. Not a good way to start my first day of school in this new world.

I had hoped to be placed in the same class as my sister... after all, that's where all my friends are, even if I can't let on that I already know them. Sadly, this was not to be... apparently having two kids with not only the same looks but even the same name would be too much of a headache for the teacher. So I ended up in the class next door... with other fifth-graders that I'm totally not familiar with. For a shy person like me, trying to make new friends is harder than getting perfect scores on all my tests.

I suppose it's not all bad... there is one person here I know... well, I don't really know him... but I've had a crush on Josh ever since the first grade. He probably doesn't even know I exist, but I've been watching him whenever I get the chance to cross paths with him (and wishing that I could muster up the courage to actually talk to him). He was one of the most popular kids in school, always the center of attention wherever he went. At least, in my world.

Josh in this world seems to be a quiet little boy in this world... it's such a surprise to see him silently reading in the corner that I almost didn't recognize him. Instead of radiating 'coolness'... he is irresistibly cute! I didn't have such a opportunity before, but now that I'm actually in his class, maybe I can even become friends with him!

Most of the kids in my new class ignored the new kid. Even those who did come to talk to me were only curious as to why 'I was acting so weird'... they were probably familiar with my other self, and the fact that I was being bashful around them must have seemed the strangest thing. However, that all changed when class ended and my twin came by to see how I was doing.

The moment she appeared, all eyes were fixed on us. Although we were wearing different outfits (both new from our shopping trip yesterday), there was no mistaking the fact that we were identical. I instantly went from being 'the new girl' to 'Oh! You two are twins!' center of attention. People I've never met before today were now surrounding me and firing off more questions than a teacher giving us the end-of-the-year exam. It was all too much for me... I quickly jumped up and ran over to hide behind my twin.

Thankfully, while I was a fish out of water, my sister was completely in her element... answering all the questions our audience came up with, and even joking and laughing with them as if they were all her BFFs. How does she do that? Doesn't she get nervous at all? Just thinking I might say the wrong thing gets me all tongue-tied, yet she is completely relaxed while shielding me from the media onslaught.

Before I knew it the bell was ringing to start the next class, so my twin had to return to her own class. Even as she was leaving she called out "Take care of my sister, okay?" to everyone and a promise to me that she'd be back later. By the time the next class had ended, my status had been elevated to 'little sis' (even though technically we were born at the exact same time, just in different worlds). Even though they still surrounded me as soon class let out, everyone was a great deal kinder this time. Apparently I was very cute for how timid I was being, since my twin was the exact opposite in personality. Even when my other self came by to visit again, they all talked softly so as not to scare me... which I appreciated immensely. I'm so glad my twin was able to break the ice for me with everyone.

Although most of the class was part of the mob surrounding us, there were a few students that remained seated at their own desks... Josh being one of them. It was still strange to see him alone, especially since I was being the center of attention. However, even though he didn't come over, all throughout class and even during breaks he was staring at me! The fact that my long time crush was actually noticing me gave me butterflies in my tummy... would he come talk to me?... what would I say?... does he think I'm cute?... I want to be friends with him! Oh why can't I get the courage to actually take that first step?!

Apparently I didn't have to wait long. Once the crowd had died down around us, my twin actually walked over to him and brought over! He shyly introduced himself, his face beet red as he talked with me. This was such a welcome surprise that I was completely unprepared for what happened next. My sis leaned over and gave him a kiss! And I found out... Josh and my sister were actually dating! I found out later that he'd had a crush on my twin for nearly as long as I. It was only recently that he had confessed to her and they had started going out!

To think that Josh in this world had feelings for 'me'... I was a little jealous of course, after all the one Josh likes isn't me, but my sister. Still I was beyond happy to know that our love wasn't unrequited... that if I was able to find a way back to my own world, maybe the Josh over there liked me just as much as I like him! When school was finally over, my twin sent me home on my own... she was going to hang out with Josh a little while longer. A date! I hope one day I'll be able to do that too. I think she said they were going over to Josh's place, so I waved goodbye to them and then took the familiar path to home.

Mom was tickled pink to have me help out once I got back. Naturally, since I'm the stranger here, I need to do my part for those who kindly opened their home and allowed me to live with them. If not for their kindness, who knows where I would be. So doing a few chores is nothing at all. When there was nothing left to do, I went ahead and finished my homework for the day. Mom was so happy to see me sit down and study without having to be told to do so... and it made me happy that she was happy too. My twin came home just before dinner time, and shared how my first day of school went at the dinner table. We enjoyed each other's company all the way until bedtime.

For once, I was able to sleep the whole night through. Although I was half worried, half looking forward to 'playing with my sister' again, it never happened. In fact, that one time was the only time it did happen for the rest of the week. My sister continued to come over to my class nearly every break (though I'm not sure if it was for me, or actually to go see Josh), and afterwards sent me home alone while she went on another date with her boyfriend.

I was starting to get used to everything (although I still got surprised every now and then by some people's behavior). However, a week later on Monday night something happened. I had just gotten out of the shower when I heard Mom and my twin arguing.

"... can do better than this ... of course you can ... just look at ... we're different ... the same ... expect more from you ..."

Apparently the test we had on Friday, my twin didn't do so well. I immediately volunteered to help my other self study... after all, if I can do it, then I'm sure she can too. After all the times she's helped me at school, I'm more than happy to return the favor. Mom thought this was a great idea; however, my twin wasn't nearly as enthusiastic. She mumbled something... I didn't quite catch it, but I think it sound something like '...goody-two-shoes...' Although she refused my help, I didn't think too much about it. Or at least, until that night.

I woke up in the middle of the night thinking something was wrong. When I came to, I found myself stripped naked... and my wrists tied together with my pajamas around one of the headboard beams of our bed. My twin was working her magic on my bare skin again... touching me and bringing me that familiar tingling sensation again. When I asked if she wanted me to pleasure her as well, she ignored me and continued to bring me up to climax... except it never came! Right before I went over the edge, she stopped. When I had come down far enough, she started all over again... hitting all my pleasure spots, and bringing me right back to the edge again... but never all the way over!

She did this several times until I was desperate for release. However, she ignored my cries begging her to finish what she started, and simply turned over and went to sleep. I don't know how she tied that knot, but I could not get loose. So there I was, one little push away from sweet release... but completely powerless to do so. No matter how I tossed and turned, I could not reach that final trigger that would send me over the edge. It was quite a few hours later that I was finally able to drift off to sleep, though my body remained unsatisfied. When morning came I found myself untied (but not re-dressed). My twin acted none the wiser, as if last night's escapades hadn't happened.

I don't know why she did that to me, but I figured since there was not really any harm done, I would forgive her. After all, if you can't forgive yourself, who can you forgive? I was sure it was just a one time thing, that she was back to normal now. However, the next night I found myself again with my hands restrained, my twin again toying with my body but always stopping before I could climax. This happened for three night in a row. And yet, every morning she would act like nothing was wrong... even when I begged her to stop, she stared at me as if I was being weird.

Was I weird? During the day my twin was the same as always, coming to visit my class on every break, and going home with Josh every afternoon. It was only at night that she became someone different. The next night I tried my hardest to stay awake... as long as she fell asleep first then I should have sweet dreams. However, the lack of sleep on the previous nights soon took its toll on me, and the next thing I knew I was back in the familiar position of having my hands tied while my sister had her way with me.

I don't know what to do... how can a person who was so nice during the day, be so mean at night? I thought about asking our parents for a separate bed to sleep in... but considering we'd both be still in the same room, I'd still probably be attacked the moment I fell asleep. Of course, I thought about telling on her to Mom and Dad... but would they even believe me? She gives no trace of being mean to me all day... heck, even I have hard time believing it's the same person driving me crazy at night. For how long would this go on?! What does she want from me? Is there nothing I can do to stop it?

That Friday, we had a pop quiz. Although I was still feeling the effects of my long sleepless nights, I think I was still able to do pretty well. As soon as class was over, my twin came by and asked how I did. When I showed her my test score, she frowned at it and then glared at me.

"Still not enough..."

That doesn't sound too promising. I can only imagine what she has planned for me tonight. But instead, I got a completely different surprise. After school I was about to head home, when my twin stopped me.

"You like Josh, right?"

Well, yeah. I have been in love with him, even though I've never been able to do anything about it. My sister then leaned in close and her whisper tickled my ear.

"How 'bout I share him with you?"

I'm a little unsure of what's happening right now... my sister is pretty much pulling me along as we make our way to Josh's house. What does she mean 'sharing with me'? Josh looks a little nervous as well, but he hasn't said anything. My mind was still full of questions when we arrived at a little house in a cul-de-sac just a few blocks away from school. My twin walked right inside as if she owned the place... while dragging me right behind her.

Where is his parents? I find out that it's only his Dad who lives with him, and that he always works until way late at night. So Josh is usually home alone at this time. Well, at least until he started going out with my twin. She's already made herself at home... taking off her socks and shoes, and pulling her top off... Hey wait! What are you doing, Sis?!

She's already stripped down to her underwear, and climbs onto Josh's bed looking expectantly at her boyfriend. Although he is still fully clothed, Josh looks more nervous as ever... glancing at me and then at my twin and then back to me again. To my great surprise, he starts disrobing as well until he too is nude save for his shorts. He then joins my twin on the bed and the two start making out right in front of me.

This is all happening way too fast... even while the two are locked in a passionate kiss, their hands are fully exploring each other's bodies... even sliding their fingers under the only bit of cloth still on them. Finally, my twin has decided that Josh's underpants has gotten in the way, so she hooks her fingers on the waistband and pulls them down. Josh breaks the kiss for a moment to once again throw a worried glance over to me, before my twin guides his lips right back to her own. He doesn't resist when even when his little lover pulls his underwear completely free and tosses them off the side of the bed. Although his face is red with embarrassment, his hands are soon guided to my sister's panties which he then helps her out of... and then it too joins the other on the floor.

I keep my hands in front of my face as if trying to give the two lovebirds some privacy... or perhaps just trying to hide my own blushing face. I've never seen a naked boy before... of course I've seen pictures of... what's down there... but never the real thing. And yet, here I am with a front row seat to seeing my long time crush completely bare. I feel a pang of jealousy once again as they continue passionately kissing each other, all while pawing at each other's nether regions.

Soon enough, my sister has decided she's had enough of locking lips and pushes Josh down on the bed. Although he's as red as a beet, Josh lays back on the bed... and I get my first unobstructed view of a boy's manhood. My twin gives me a grin and calls me over and asks me if I want to touch it. Wait, me?! Are you sure?! Isn't he your boyfriend? Josh looks like he's about to die from embarrassment, but at my twin's urging he closes his eyes and allows me to examine him. Hot! It's at full mast... and quite stiff. So this is what boys look like!

Is this really okay? I'm actually touching the dick of the boy I have a crush on... wait, what do you mean I should take off my clothes too?! No way, no way, no way! That's way too embarrassing! I've never even exposed myself to my friends, much less someone of the opposite sex! What do you mean 'it's only fair'?! Well, yeah... I suppose since I've been touching his private place, that I should let him do the same to me, but... why would he want to do that when he already has you? Fine, fine... umm, just please don't watch okay?

I can't believe I'm doing this! I slowly pull off my top, fold it, and put it neatly on the ground. I look back to see both Josh and my twin wholeheartedly staring at me. Ah, this is so embarrassing! My skirt comes down next, which is also neatly tucked along with my shirt. All that's left is my panties... Really?! I really need to do that too?! My face is probably even redder than Josh's now as I slowly slide my underwear down my legs. Ah, what am I doing?! I'm totally naked now! My twin sister might have already seen me like this, but... Ah, Josh is totally staring at me!!!

It's too much... I curl up into a little ball as if trying to hide my shame from the world. My twin tries to get me to open up and to join them on the bed, but... I ignore her, trying to calm my racing heart and wishing I could just crawl into a hole somewhere. What was I thinking? Why am I naked? Why am I even here? I'm going into a full blown panic attack... when I feel a familiar pair of arms wrap around me. My sister hugs me, trying to calm me down, and whispering her apologies in my ear. When I am able to regain my composure, I notice that Josh is looking at me with a concerned look on his face as well.

Okay... I'm okay... no, really... sorry for freaking out... yeah, I'll be alright... Once my twin is satisfied that I'm no longer melting down, she climbs back onto the bed to her waiting lover. She softly calls me to watch... and then straddles Josh's waist. After aiming Josh's penis straight up... and a quick glance to me to see if I'm paying attention... she lowers herself down. Josh's dick disappears inside her... Wait, sex?!! Are they really doing it?! But we're only eleven years old!! Aren't we too young to... actually do it?!

And yet... they really are doing it! They're having sex!! My twin is rhythmically moving her hips up and down on his shaft... every so often leaning forward to give him a kiss before once again swallowing his cock inside her! I watch mesmerized as the two bodies blend into one, with sound of flesh slapping together faster and faster. Josh massages his lover's bare skin, running his fingers around her nipples while she rides him. They're both breathing faster... actually, even I'm starting to pant while I watch them go at it. I can't help running my fingers down my slit, wondering what it was like to have a dick go inside me... and even wishing that I was the one who was riding him.

My twin isn't paying attention to anything except for her lover now, perhaps even forgetting that I'm watching. Josh as well... it doesn't look like he's squirming with embarrassment any more. They're lost in their own world, the two of them alone with each other. Even as their pace quickens, their eyes are locked together... and occasionally their lips would meet as well. Both Josh and my twin are gyrating their hips together at a breakneck speed... until suddenly I watch them hit their climax together, both of them pressing their bodies together as if to get as deep in each other as they could.

Once the aftershocks had subsided, my sister collapsed on top of him and the two shared a warm embrace. Eventually my twin got enough strength back to climb off him... and then I saw a white syrup trickling down from their union. Wait, isn't that bad?! That's the stuff that makes babies, right? Well, I haven't started my periods yet, but... isn't that risky? Okay, if you say so... After all, you've been doing this every day after school since you've been going out... wait, every day?! Well, yeah... I guess not on weekends... wait, that's still way too much, isn't it?!

I suppose that does mean that Josh isn't lonely after school any more, but... umm, why are you coming this way? What do you mean, 'it's my turn'? No way! I can't do that! For one, isn't he your boyfriend?! Wouldn't that be cheating?! No, really... you don't need to... Ah, it's not my fault I'm wet there... After all, I was watching the two of you... do 'that', you know?

No, I can't... I really can't... I'm happy you want to 'share Josh' with me, but... I just can't! I'm not ready to do that... even if you both are okay with it, I can't do it...

"Well, okay. Since we're the same, you're the only one I would even consider letting Josh have sex with... but if you are so against it, then I won't ask any more." Whew, that's a relief. If I were to do that, I would just die. My twin put her fingers to her mouth as if deep in thought. "I suppose this just won't work. I'll just have to come up with something else then... hmm, what should I do tonight..."

I'll do it. No, please let me do it! I can't believe I just said that. But I answered without thinking. If having sex with Josh will take the place of my twin putting me through torture every night... then I'll go through with it. Oh, I can't believe I going to go through with this! But the alternative is... Argh, fine. I'll do it! I'll really do it!

With a big smile on her face, my twin drags up onto the bed. Once again, I've a perfect view of Josh's dick... though it's a lot smaller now. At my sister's direction, the two of us work on restoring it to it's previous girth... petting it, licking it, rubbing it... helping it grow once more. Soon his penis has returned to it's previous state, hard and throbbing... ready to enter a girl's pussy... my pussy... Wait, am I really doing this?! I'm getting scared again...

My sister has a brilliant idea, or at least according to her... instead of me climbing on top of Josh, she lays me down on the bed... and promptly ties my wrists together around the bed frame! This again?! Once I've been secured, she goes to work on my body... running her fingers across my skin, and pushing all my buttons until I'm very hot and bothered. Once again, she stops right before climax... letting me suffer as I wriggle in agony for that sweet release that never comes. And again, she starts all over again... bringing me right to cusp of everything... only to stop before I can get relief.

Please Sis... not again! I need it... but she won't give it to me. Then... Josh? He's been watching me for awhile... his dick is hard as a rock now. He hasn't touched me yet, but I can see in his eyes that he's extremely turned on... What? I need to ask him to do it? But that's too embarrassing... oh, once again Sis leaves me hanging right before I can reach climax.

I can't take this any more... I need relief... I need it... I really need it... Josh... please... please help me... come...

In response to my plea, Josh climbs on top of me and lines his penis up with my hole... I shiver when the tip of his glands slides it's length across my slit... I beg him again... please... come... I feel my pussy spreading as he pokes his head between my lips... do it... do me... please...

My sister brings me right to the edge once again... but then, with almost imperceptible nod to Josh... something enters me, breaking through my last barrier, and sending me an explosion of pain and delight. The pain of being deflowered is masked by the simultaneous release of the climax that I've been waiting so long for. Perhaps because it's been so long, my sweet release continues sending wave after wave of pure pleasure through my body.

It's quite a bit later that I realize... I'm getting an explosion of pleasure every time Josh thrusts into me... He's in me... He's really inside me...! Josh is... His penis is... Inside! Me!! I'm having sex! With Josh! I'm really doing it! This isn't a dream! Josh is... having sex... with me!!

While continuing to thrust in and out of me, Josh uses his fingers to pleasure my nipples in the same way he had seen my sister do it. Once again, I reach the very edge of my climax... and burst through! Josh doesn't torture me, but instead brings me that sweet pleasure again and again. He's so nice! I want to kiss him! Kiss! Let's kiss!

Josh accepts my wish and bends over, his sweet lips on a straight line for my own. But before they reach their target, a hand darts across my mouth blocking it. "No kisses. He's my boyfriend, not yours. So his kisses are only for me." Ah, I almost forgot she was here... my twin pulls his head up and locks lips with him right above me. Even while he giving his love to my sister, Josh continues to hammer in and out of me, sending me wave upon wave of pleasure. It feels kind of weird for the boy who's having sex with me to be kissing someone else, but considering I'm tied up at the moment, I can hardly protest. Besides, she was right... Josh belongs to her... she's just sharing him with me.

For some time now, my insides have been tingling. The nonstop orgasms seem to be growing in intensity... along with the speed that Josh is thrusting. Something's building... something inside of me is balling together ready for that one last trigger that will blow everything away. That trigger... I can feel it... Josh is about to... With a single thrust far more powerful than ever before, the bomb inside me went off... and I saw an explosion of white... while he sent his own time bombs straight into my womb! I felt pulse after pulse of a gooey liquid filling me up... and ensuring my insides were completely dyed in his color. Even as I felt his member begin to soften, we stayed glued together until he had nothing left.

Perhaps she forgot all about untying me... or perhaps she just didn't want to be disturbed... but my twin quickly started working her magic on Josh once again. No doubt after watching us, she was eager for another round herself. As for me... well, let's just say the rest of that day was just a blur.

Ever since that day, I've been joining my other self at Josh's place. I don't need to be tied up any more... after that first time, I was hooked on sex. My twin always goes first, and then we alternate turns until Josh can't go any more. I was a bit concerned that we were wearing him out, but every time I ask he says he likes doing it with me too. Maybe because my twin always is on top when they do it... and I always let him take the lead when it's my turn. Well, if he's not against it, then I'll gladly continue... after all, this is a dream come true for me. Although I haven't forgotten that he's my twin's boyfriend, the fact that I'm having an intimate relationship with my long time crush is something I could never have believed possible. Thank you, other Me. I'm beyond happy that you are willing to share him with me.

Well, it's not all good. My parents... no, my twin's parents... have noticed that my grades have started to slip. Since I've been 'hanging out with my new friends' I've had less time to study and do homework later. Plus, since I'm basically freeloading, I try my hardest to help out around the house... so it's no wonder that I'm not doing as well in school. Well, my grades still aren't as low as my other twin's are, so they didn't stop me from going to my 'after school activities'... but they did say they were concerned about it.

Of course I want to make them happy. I thought about not going to Josh's place every day... after all, wouldn't my twin like some alone time with him? But she refused, saying that Josh likes 'doing it with me' as much as I like being with him, and that he might think that I don't like him any more if I stopped coming. I can't let that happen, right? If Josh wants me as much as I want him, then I'll do it with him again and again.

Still, that leaves the problem of my grades unsolved. So I came up with another idea. After my turn was done, I opened the books and started studying while Josh was pleasuring my sister. After all, he can't have sex with both of us at the same time. He only has one dick, and right now it's being prepared to once again go inside his girlfriend. No need to rush on my behalf... I'll just work on my school assignments until it's my turn again, so take your time you two.

Apparently my twin wasn't too thrilled about the idea, but she didn't say anything while Josh was having sex with her. In fact, it felt like in no time at all Josh was spewing his seed inside her and it was my turn again. But instead of sex, Josh joined me at the table and asked if he could study with me while he waited for his dick to recover. Even my sister joined us (although she was scowling the whole time), and the three of us actually got a lot done before we went back to having sex again.

Yeah, this will work... Not only will I be able to get my grades back to what they were before, but it should also help my twin get better as well. And Josh finally won't be wearing himself out trying to pleasure the both of us. I thought it was the perfect plan... everyone would be happy. But apparently my sister had other ideas.

It started out normally... after school, we all went to Josh's place for sex and study time. As soon as we were in the door, our clothes were off and heading to Josh's bed. But then, something different happened. My twin said that she had something special planned today, and that I should lay on the bed and get ready. And then, she started tying my hands together again. I suppose I could have stopped her, but considering how much I owe her for letting me spend time with Josh, I allowed her to restrain me.

But then Josh came in... and behind him were four more boys! Ah! No, wait! I'm naked! They'll see me! Oh, wait... I'm tied up! Sister, please untie me! They're looking at me! I need to cover myself! But I can't move my hands!

My pleas went unheeded, and the four boys surrounded me on the bed. I recognize them... they're all quiet boys from my class... or at least they were in my own world. The ones staring at my naked body now definitely have no shyness about them. They're all naked too... and their dicks are all standing at attention... Wait! Surely they're not going to...! Somebody help me!

"Calm down, Sis. I asked them to come here. This is for your sake." Huh? My sake? How can being tied down and assaulted by my old classmates possibly be for my sake? "Don't worry, they aren't going to attack you. I asked them to come here to help cure your shyness."

I don't understand. Four boys are staring at my naked body, and I'm powerless to stop them. If anything, this will make me even more shy. "It's been awhile since you started going to school here, and you still don't have any friends besides me and Josh." Well, yeah... but I don't see how this has anything to do with it. "Aside from me, you were too shy to talk to anyone until I started bringing you over here to play with Josh. Now you can talk to Josh normally, but you still are too shy to talk to anyone else. So you just need to do the same things with everyone else, and then you won't be shy any more."

Okay, that sort of makes sense, but... I don't want to do it with anyone besides Josh! I like Josh, not these guys! I can't do it with them! Please don't make me do it with them! Help me! Someone help me! I'm scared! I don't want this! I want to go home! Mommy!

"It's okay, it's okay... They're not going to do it with you unless you say it's okay... You're safe here... It's okay, calm down Sis... You're okay..." Really? They won't rape me? "Of course not. I won't let them hurt you. They're just going to watch." Just watch? Really? I'm okay? I can barely see through all my tears, but I can just make out the face of my twin sister smiling at me.

I'm okay... I'm okay... well, not really... but at least I'm able to calm down a little. I feel Josh lay down next to me... so close that his skin is touching mine. A moment later my other self is on top of him and beginning their love session.

"Woah, she's really doing it!"
"His dick is actually inside her!"
"Lucky guy! I wish I was her boyfriend!"

While she continues to ride Josh, Sis tells me that these four guys have all confessed to her in the past. Of course, she loved Josh so she turned them all down. But today she told them all about her identical twin... and that she wasn't going out with anyone. Apparently they all jumped on the offer to meet me. "If they love me, then I'm sure they'll love you just as much."

Well, it is nice to be loved, but... Josh is the one I love. "Yeah, but Josh is already taken. He's my boyfriend. I've been sharing him with you... but I realized that it would be better if you got your own lover. How 'bout it, guys? Would anyone of you be interested in dating my sister?"

A chorus of 'Me, Me' filled the room. My sister smiled and said, "Then you should ask her, right?"

Even while my twin was nearing her climax, the four pairs of eyes transfixed on me... as well as calls of 'I love you, please go out with me' and 'Please be my girlfriend.' Ah their faces are so close. I can feel my own face heating up. Even if it's really my sister they're in love with, it's the first time I've ever been confessed to... if only I wasn't all tied up at the moment, I'd be pretty happy about it. But no, the one I love is Josh. It's no use. Please let me go, Sis. I appreciate you wanting to help me, but...

"Now, now... don't give up before we've even gotten started. Here, I've got something for you that should help." The next thing I know, my sight is taken as my twin slips a blindfold over my eyes. "There, all set... It's just you and 'Josh' now."

What do you mean? Even if I can't see, I know that there is four other guys ogling my naked body. "'Josh' wants to touch you. Will you let 'Josh' touch you Sis?" You mean in front of all these people? ...Okay... I guess it's okay as long as it's Josh...

I feel a hand caress my breast... and then another one touching me between my legs. I buck at the sudden sensation, but then relax and let Josh play with my body. A pair of lips begin to suckle my other breast... and a moan escapes my own mouth. Suddenly, my lips are taken by a kiss! A kiss? I'm kissing Josh?! I thought my other self said kisses were only for her? Is she letting Josh kiss me to make up for inviting her classmates to come watch? Oh, Josh is a pretty good kisser. Our tongues tango together while his hands pleasure my breast and pussy, and his lips kiss my other breast... Wait a minute! That's too many lips!

I break the kiss and call out in fright. But my twin reassures me... it's only 'Josh' touching me. No, that can't be right! Another hand has joined the one at my pussy, and seems to be jostling the other out of the way. Still another is sliding along the inside of my thigh... and a third pair of lips have started kissing my belly! This isn't Josh! This isn't Josh!

"Calm down and just relax. 'Josh' just wants to make you feel good. Do you want 'Josh' to make you feel good?" I do.. I do want Josh to make me feel good, but this isn't Josh! There's too many hands! There's too many lips! This isn't Josh! Once again, I'm reassured that yes, it really is Josh touching me.

I don't know what to think any more. My sister is telling me that Josh is the only one touching me, but in my mind I know that this can't possibly be true. Meanwhile, perhaps due to the blindfold, my body's sensitivity is through the roof... hungrily accepting the pleasures it's receiving from the many touches of 'Josh'. Before long, my mind is playing tricks on me. Was it true? Is it Josh who is touching me? Is it Josh who is making me feel good, who's slowly bringing me to climax? It must be true... only Josh could make my body respond like so. Josh is touching me... is massaging me... is kissing me... is making love to me...

"'Josh' wants to have sex with you, Sis. Will you let 'Josh' have sex with you, Sis?" Yeah, he can have sex with me! Let's do it, Josh! Put your dick inside me and let's become one! The many hands and lips on my body instantly vanish, and then I feel Josh between my legs and lining up his erect member with my waiting crevasse. An unknown voice grunts while Josh pushes himself inside me and begins thrusting. Ah, yeah... there's that familiar feeling again... I knew it... I knew it was Josh inside me.

As a wave of relief washed over me, a powerful wave of pleasure washed through me. In no time at all, Josh brought me to climax and continued to pound me even while I shook in rapture. Even as I was coming down from my climax, Josh hit his... and I was able to feel his spunk filling my insides. When it was all over, Josh gave me another kiss while he pulled out of me.

"'Josh' wants to do again." Before I even had time to prepare, Josh was once again pushing his fully erect penis into my waiting snatch. Another voice gave out a moan as Josh entered me... and then Josh was thrusting once more. He was moving differently this time... the first time he was pounding me very quickly, but now he's moving slower and more deliberate. I can feel the slap of his balls every time he works his shaft into my body. In response, I give him a little squeeze every time he pulls back. Perhaps I squeezed a little too much... Josh has sped up with his thrusting, once again sending me over the edge in ecstasy.

Even after Josh finishes inside me and pulls his now softening member out of my body, he quickly gets hard again and once again enters my still quivering flesh hole. My orgasms begin blurring together... I'm not sure when one stops and the next one begins. I'm not even sure how many times Josh expended his payload deep inside me, but before it can dribble out, Josh is right back inside me to give me another load. I can't see my belly, but I wonder if it's getting bigger like a balloon...

By the time it's all over, I've lost count of how many times Josh has had sex with me. Even after my hands are untied and my blindfold removed, I lack the strength to move. Josh, that was wonderful! Oh wait... I forgot about the audience we had today! It doesn't look like they are hard any more. That's good... even if they were to try anything, I don't think I have the energy to stop them at the moment.

One of the boys pulls out a phone, and I hear a familiar 'click' as my naked visage in all its glory is immortalized as data. Oh, that's not good, is it? I should get mad here... but I just don't have the energy to do so. Fortunately my twin comes to the rescue.

"No pictures! Erase it right now, or you'll never come here again.!" The boy sheepishly surrenders his phone to her, and my twin shows me the evidence right before it's deleted. Thank you, Sis. I owe you one. "Don't worry, I won't let them take pictures. After all, we look so much alike that people might get the idea that it's me." Umm, okay... I suppose that makes sense. My mind is still out of it right now. I've never had such intense sex.

Later that night, my mind was finally clear enough to put things together. Needless to say, I was very upset with the other me... it took the whole weekend for me to finally forgive her.

It's been awhile since that day. I don't like the fact that my twin tricked me... but I can't argue with the results. Although I'm still shy around strangers, I'm able to come up to classmates and actually talk to them now. After all, compared to being naked and even having sex with them, holding a conversation seems almost silly to be stressed about.

I still went over to Josh's place after school every day. Except my twin was now the only one having sex with him. As for me... well, those four boys also become regulars at our after-school hangout. I was against it at first, but since I had enjoyed it just as much as when Josh was the one doing it, my Sis convinced me that I should keep doing it with them. After all, I wasn't actually dating anyone at the time... so it's not like I was cheating or anything. We were just a group of friends hanging out with each other. While naked. And having sex. A lot of sex.

I no longer needed to be blindfolded and tied up. Although I would much rather have been doing it with Josh, sex with the other boys still felt really awesome. Every day they would crowd around me, eagerly awaiting for their turns, playing with my body even while their buddy was busy emptying his load deep inside me. The moment one finished, the next would immediately take his place, and began to once again thrust his own excited member until he too would fill my belly with his seed. By the time we'd be done for the day, I'd be a quivering mass of pleasure, climaxing at the slightest touch. I can't tell how many times I came even while they were helping me clean up.

Unfortunately, this only lasted for a few weeks. While we were off school for the holidays, both my twin and I woke up to find two red spots in our bed. Our first periods! Perhaps because we are technically the same person, Mom wasn't surprised that it came for the same time for both of us. Although it was uncomfortable, I was kind of happy that I was growing up... maybe now my breasts would get bigger. My twin on the other hand, was less than thrilled.

She became even more so when it came time to go back to school. I told her I wouldn't be coming over to Josh's place any more. She told me it'd be fine as long as they wore condoms, but considering how many they'd go through every day... they might be tempted to forego the latex protection and just put it in me raw like before. As much as I had enjoyed it, there was no way I could risk getting pregnant. It might be different if it was just her and Josh, but after having all that time with only each other, I'm sure she didn't want to start sharing him with me again. Since the four usual boys were her classmates, I asked my twin to break the news... and to thank them for helping me get a little braver. Although I had enjoyed having sex with them, I still hadn't fallen in love with one of them. No, Josh was still my only one... even if he was my sister's boyfriend.

I thought maybe my twin would go back to torturing me at night... that she would go back to tying me up and playing with my body until I couldn't sleep... but she never did. In fact, after a few weeks she even started studying with me and asking for my help with her school assignments. Well, she still went over to Josh's house every day, but Mom was thrilled that I was helping her every night before bedtime. Perhaps she had given up trying to bring my grades down and had decided to try to bring her own up instead. Whatever the reason, I was more than happy to help.

But then something happened... two months after we got our first periods, my twin didn't get hers. We had both gotten them at the same time a month before, so it was really a surprise when mine came but hers didn't. I wanted to ask Mom, but my twin stopped me. Said something about not getting Mom involved. She looked scared, but if that's what she wanted then I've no reason to go against her wishes. After all, although we are technically the same person, it would be strange to think that we are identical in every aspect. I'm sure that she's just late this time... there's no reason to jump to conclusions. Surely she's not...

A few days later while we were getting ready for bed, my twin asked me for a big favor. A favor? Sure, why not? What would you like, Sis? She gave me a worried smile, and then handed me a plastic bag. Inside was... a small plastic cylinder... with a couple lines on it... Wait, is this really...?!

"It looks like I'm pregnant."

Seriously?! You seriously got pregnant?! Didn't you think what would happen if you had unprotected sex?! I can't believe you'd actually do it! Wait, does Josh know? Was he okay with becoming a father? I can't believe you did this, Sis!

"It's not his... I wish... it was... but... it's not..."

Tears are streaming down my twin sister's face. What?! How could it not be his? You mean... you had sex with someone else? And got pregnant with his baby? Tell me what happened Sis... In between sobs, my other self began telling me her tale...

"At first, everything was fine. Josh always used condoms even though it didn't feel as good. The four boys still came over, but they said even if they didn't get to do it with you they still wanted to watch. But after awhile, they got too excited and said they wanted to join in too. Josh tried to protect me, but they started beating him up. In order to protect him, I agreed to do it with them once...

"After it was all over, I said they shouldn't come over any more... but they started taking pictures instead. They said if you stopped coming over, then I should be the one to take care of them... and if I didn't then they'd show the pics to everyone...

"Of course, I couldn't get you involved... I was the one who had invited them in the first place... Josh said he'd still love me no matter what, but in order to keep them from bullying him... and since I was the one who made you do it with them instead of Josh... I said okay... as long as they wore condoms...

"I didn't like doing it with them... but at least they kept their promise... they didn't hurt Josh... and they didn't go after you... so I thought it would be fine... but then one day... one of them showed his older brother, and told him about me.... and he wanted to do it too... so he came over... and brought his friends... and none of them used condoms...

"I was scared... that I would get pregnant... but then I got it last month... so they all said that it was fine if they didn't use condoms too... and then Josh was the only one who still wore one... and I hated it... but I hoped it would be okay... but then... I didn't get it... and they gave me a pregnancy test... and I was..."

If my jaw would have dropped any further, it would have hit the floor. That all happened?! While I was going home each day, she was being made a plaything for all those boys?! We need to do something! Umm... Mom! Let's tell Mom! Don't worry! I'm with you Sis!

"No! Don't!" She stopped before I reached the door. "Please... don't tell Mom..." Are you sure? This seems bigger than what we can handle on our own... Are you really sure Sis? After she nodded back, I returned to her side on the bed. Okay, if that's what you want... but I think she's going to find out eventually... I don't think you'll be able to hide it once that baby inside you grows...

My twin nods again, "That's why... I need a big favor from you..." Sure, just name it Sis. I'm on your side, and I'll do anything for you. She takes my hands and looks straight into my eyes... and then makes known her request...

"Will you... please... get pregnant too?"

WHAT?!!!! I know I said I'd do anything, but...! Of all the things to ask, you want me to...! She's still holding my hands and staring into my eyes. Wait, is she serious? No, there's no way I can do that! Why would you ask me that Sis?!

"I... didn't think you'd agree... Even I know that I'm asking something outrageous... but still, I had to try..."

My twin gets up and gets a bag out of the closet... and then begins filling it with clothes. What are you doing, Sis?

"I have no choice. I have to run away..."

Run away?! What do you mean? Why are you packing as if you are leaving, Sis?!

"Mom and Dad will be worried when I'm gone... but at least they'll still have you. They like you more than me anyways."

What do you mean?! And why do you have to leave?! I don't understand, Sis! What do you mean they like me more?!

"You get good grades... and you help out around the house... even though we are the same person, you are better than me..." Once again, my twin has started crying. "I tried! I tried to be the good girl!... but no matter what I did, I couldn't catch up to you!" Her tears are streaming down her cheeks. "Every time I brought home my test scores, Mom asked me why I couldn't be more like you! That if you could do it, that I should be able to as well! But I can't! I tried everything! I just can't do it like you!" Her nose has begun to run as well. "And now I'm pregnant! I have a baby inside me! And I don't even know who the father is! It's obvious that they would hate me!"

That can't be true... after all, you are their real daughter... I'm the fake!

"If they had to choose between the two of us, they definitely would choose you. It might have been okay if we were both pregnant... if we were both the same... but since you refused, I have no choice except to run away before they find out." Although still crying, she's finished packing and is heading for the door. "Please don't tell them... even if they're worried that I've disappeared, I don't want them to hate me..."

Wait, no! You can't go! Where are you even planning to go, Sis?!

"I managed to get the numbers of some of the guys who had sex with me. I should be able to stay with them for awhile... at least until I can figure out what to do... after all, it's not like I can get more pregnant..."

No! Don't do this! You don't need to leave, Sis! Let's figure this out together!

"Oh, I almost forgot... once I'm gone, those guys might use my photos to try to get you to take my place... Well, you are smarter than I am, so I'm sure you can handle it... Goodbye, other Me..."

STOP!!! Don't go! I'll... I'll do it!!!

My twin was nearly out the door... but stopped in her tracks. "Really?" Yeah, really. I can't believe I'm saying this... but if that's the only way to save you then... I'll get pregnant... too... A moment later I was on the floor due to the tackle hug my twin sister had given me. "Really? Really, really? You'll really do it for me? I didn't think that there was any chance you would accept, but... you'll really get pregnant too?"

Yes, I'll do it... You've been protecting me all this time, and I never knew... so the least I can do is help you now... My twin is all over me giving hugs and kisses and thanking me over and over again. Even after she unpacked and we went to bed, she had me locked in a bearhug. For the first time in awhile, she fell asleep first... with tears of joy still dotting her face as she peacefully slumbered. As for me... well, I couldn't get any sleep at all that night.

I don't remember much of what happened at school today... all I remember was wishing that last bell would never ring. But it seems I had just barely sat down for first period that the bell rang signalling the day was done... and it was time... to go... get...

Honestly, the whole day sped by like a blur. Whatever the teachers were saying, I didn't hear a bit of it. Instead, my mind was busy trying to figure out any possible way I could get out of this. Surely there must be some way I can help my twin sister... but without getting pregnant in the process. I thought about telling someone... maybe not Mom and Dad, but a teacher or something. But even if it somehow went well, I'm sure my sister would never talk to me again. Even if it was just telling on those four boys, no doubt there would be rumors springing up all over about why they were being punished... and about who their victim was...

No! I can't tell anyone about this! When I first arrived in this new world, it was my sister that first came to my rescue. When I was having trouble making friends, she was the one who broke the ice. When I was so wishing just to be able to talk to my long time crush, she got me to even be intimate with him... despite the fact that he was actually her boyfriend. Even when it would have been so easy to surrender me to be a toy for those boys, she took my place... quietly protecting me without giving any hint that she was going through all that. No, she's been my truest ally from the start. If I were to betray her trust now... if I were to tell someone despite her pleading me not to... I think that would hurt her far more than anything those boys could do to her...

But... pregnant! Do I really need to get pregnant?! Surely there's something I haven't thought of, some solution that's just out of sight. What can I do? Surely there must be something...

"Are you having second thoughts, Sis?"

Oh I'm way past second thoughts... I'm somewhere between third and fourth thoughts. Wait a minute... where are we? This isn't the way to Josh's house... where are we going? My twin scowled, "Those guys were bragging about who it was who actually knocked me up... there's no way I'm giving you over to them as well." Ah, okay... then where are we going? "Don't worry, I've got some friends who are willing to help us out."

You mean... friends that'll help me get pregnant... Well, okay... I was actually hoping that perhaps Josh might be the one to give me a baby... but of course that's too much to hope for. After all, I'm sure that my twin also wishes that the baby inside her was his. Still, I can't believe I'm going through with this. No, no... I said I would... Yeah, it's okay... I really don't want to... but I'll do it for you, Sis...

After a smile of gratitude from my other self, I allowed my Sis to lead me down one street and then the next... until we finally arrived at some apartments. We walked up the stairs to the second floor... and then we stopped in front of a door. Ah, we're here... this is where I'm going to have sex... unprotected sex... where I'm going to try to conceive a child... Do I know them? Some more of her classmates, perhaps? I wonder who she's recruited to do this...

The doors opens, and I follow my twin inside. It's rather dark... my eyes gradually get used to the dim light and I see... wait, who are these people?! I don't know any of them?! They aren't even my age... these guys are adults! Sis, I'm scared! I thought it would at least be with boys again... these are all men!

"Don't worry. These guys are all nice. They'll be sure to treat you right." Even if you say that... it looks like even the youngest is more than twice my age! I can't do it with them! I need to get out of here! Sis, save me!

"Calm down... these guys are my friends. They're not going to hurt you. They won't do anything you won't like." Really? They won't hurt me? Now that I've calmed down a bit, I can see that all three of them are keeping their distance from us... with a look of concern on their faces as if they were trying to befriend a stray kitten.

Okay, so they really are nice guys... Are you sure they won't hurt me? ...Okay, I'm okay now... thanks... So these guys... will be the ones to... Sis, do I really need to do this?! Surely we can come up with something if we give it some more time... Ah, okay... I understand... Yeah, I'm okay... I'll do it... with them...

Wait, where are you going?! Are leaving me alone with them?! Yeah, I suppose the boys will get suspicious if you don't show up at Josh's place like usual... but I can't do this by myself! At least wait until... No, you don't need to tie me to the bed... no, I don't need the blindfold either... but I'm scared... I don't know these guys... and you want me to... have sex with them...

"Don't worry, they'll take good care of you. I'll come straight back to pick you up once I'm done there. So just let them pleasure you... and do your best to get pregnant, okay?" As she was leaving, she said "If they do anything you don't like, just let me know... and I'll make sure they pay for it. Bye, Sis." And then she was gone... and I was alone... with three grown men...

Ah, no... I'm okay... I think... Thanks for asking... Yeah, I suppose we can get started... I should take my clothes off?... Yeah, okay... I'll do it... Oh, this is so embarrassing! I thought I was used to being seen naked, but... I'm cute?... Umm, thanks I guess... okay, I'll do it... here it goes...

Is it okay if I put my clothes over here? Okay... will do... Ah, this is embarrassing enough, you don't need to cheer me on... Okay, my top is off... now for my skirt... just my panties now... ohhh.... I can't believe I'm doing this... and there... it's all off...

Ah, you're cheering again... I'm naked... I can't believe I'm doing this... ah, yes... you can come closer... yeah, it's okay... no, I'm not that pretty... ah, you're making me blush... The bed? Okay, let me get on it... Lay on my back... and do what!? That's too much... are you sure?... okay... okay, I'll do it... My legs are open... and I'm... showing my... can you see it okay? Stretch it apart!?... Ohhhh... okay... here it goes... ah, they're looking inside... My heart is beating like crazy!...

Oh, they're taking their cloths off... They're big! They're way bigger than the boys! Are you sure that'll fit? It won't hurt? You promise it won't hurt? Okay... I'm scared... but I'm okay... you can... do it... with me... Ah, that tickles!... No, I'm okay... you can... go in... I'm ready...

You want me to say what?! I can't do that! That's way too embarrassing! ...Really?... I have to?... okay... okay... I'll say it... I'll say it... Hoo... haaa... Please... take your adult cock... and push it in... my child pussy... and... and... fuck me... and give me... your... your... give me... a baby...

Woah! Slow down! You're going way too intense!... What do you mean, you can't stop? You're the one who told me to say that!... Okay, relaxed... I'm relaxed... You're still way too rough... Calm down... I'm not going anywhere... You don't need to be in such a rush... Well, yeah... it is starting to feel good... I can't believe you got it all the way inside me... no, it doesn't hurt... yeah, I like when you touch me there... Oh!... yeah, that felt good... Ah! Not that spot!... No, it feels good, but... Oh! Ohh! Ahh! Ahh! Ahhhh!... You're hitting it!... No, I'm okay... Ahhh! Ahhh! Ahhhh!... It's too intense!... I'm going to...! Ah! Ahh! Ahhh!... I'm almost...! You too?... Then let's... Oh! Oh! Ahh! Ahh! AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

Ah, this feeling... it's been over two months since I've felt it... but this time... a baby... a baby... I'm really doing it... He's coming inside me... he's trying to impregnate me... I'm going to have... a baby... It's too late now... I'm going to be pregnant... He's getting me pregnant... a guy I don't know... is...

No! I don't want this! I don't want this! I don't want to be pregnant! I don't want to have a baby! Please stop! Let me wake up! This is all just a dream! It has to be just a dream! I'm only eleven years old! I can't have a baby! I can't have a baby!

Mmmmph... mmmm... mmmpah... a kiss... mmmm... mmmpah... I wish it was Josh... that was kissing me... mmmph...mmmmmmmmpah...

Yeah, I've calmed down... Sorry, I got scared... Yeah, I'll be okay... You want to continue?... well... I suppose... yeah, it's okay... I agreed to it... it's for my twin sister... I can do it... for her...

Okay... then it's your turn... Wait a minute! What is that?! That's way too big! It's as big as my wrist! There's no way that will fit in me! Wait, stop! Don't pick me up! What do you mean, gravity will help?! I don't need gravity to help! It won't fit!... Ah! It's stretching me open! It's going inside me! No way, no way, no way! Ahhhh! It actually went in... His big dick... is inside me...

Ah! If you move now... Ah!... It's too big!... You can't move yet!... Wait, why are you behind me?... Why are you touching my butt... eek! That's cold! What was that?! What did you put inside my butt? Wait, I feel something poking me... no, no, dicks don't go inside there!... Of course I've never done it!... Why would anyone want to... ahhh! It's entering! Something is going in!... It's where I poop from... but something is going in instead!... What is this!? I need to poop... it feels like I need to poop... Wait! If you start moving now...

AaaaAAAaaaaAAHH! What is this!? AAAaaaaAAaaahh! You're both moving inside me! AAaaaooohhhAAAAAAA! It's too much! It's way too much! I'll go crazy!... OOooohhhAaaaaaAAAooooOOAAAAHHH!! AAAaaaahhhooOOOAAAoooaaaahhOOOOHHH!! AAAaaaAAAaaaaoooOOHHHAAAAHHHooooaaaaOOOHHAAAHHH!!!...

...

I open my eyes to see my twin sister staring down at me. Oh, you're back so soon? Thank goodness!! Sis! They... they... put it in my butt... and they wouldn't stop... and it felt really weird... but kinda good too... I think... I don't remember much after the third time... Thank goodness you're back, Sis!

"You guys went too rough on her. Remember, we still have to walk home." Walk? I don't think I can move right now. All my limbs feel like jelly. Just let me rest for awhile...

"Make sure you pay extra, or you won't get a next time." Next time? Wait, before that, what does she mean 'pay'? I can barely focus, but... my twin is receiving a wad of cash from one of the guys. I can't quite see how much it is, but... "Okay, this'll do... No, she's already booked for the rest of the week... I can put you in for next Thursday... Discount? I'll give you a discount if you bring in more customers..."

What's going on? What's going on?! What do you mean, customers?! I thought this was just a one time thing... after all, I should be pregnant now, right? Why do I need to do this again?!

"You might be pregnant. But, you might not be. Just in case, you'll need to keep doing this until we are sure you are. Here, I'll put this on..." My twin reaches in her bag and pulls out a bandaid... which she then applies on my cum-filled pussy. "There, that'll help keep it in. Come, let's get you dressed, and we can go home."

So that's how it is... I suppose in the back of my mind I was holding on to the little bit of hope... that I wouldn't get pregnant from this... but even if my egg is able to fight off all the invaders trying to connect with it... the next day will bring a whole new batch. By the time this is all over... I really will be...

Since I was exhausted both physically and mentally, my Sis helped me dress and let me lean on her as we started heading home. On the way I remembered something... why was she collecting money from them? "If we're going to do this, we should at least get something to show for it, right?" Well, I suppose but... something about selling my body for sex... just feels wrong... My twin stopped for a minute and gave me a serious look. "This is actually insurance. Although you getting pregnant is helping me, Mom and Dad are definitely going to blow their tops once they find out that we both have a baby growing inside us. No doubt they'll go on and on about responsibility and how expensive it is to raise a child. We can't do much about the first, but at least they might calm down a bit once we show them the money. And... if the worst does happen... and they kick us out... then at least we'll be able to live off your earnings for awhile until we can figure out what to do."

Okay, that makes sense. It doesn't make me feel any better though. Still, where are you going to hide it? Mom's definitely gonna ask questions if she finds it while she's cleaning. My twin replied with a wicked grin, "Don't worry, I've got the perfect hiding place. No one will ever find it until we're ready."

This can't be happening! What will I do?! What can I do?! Someone wake me up from this nightmare... I want to wake up... please... let me wake up... It's just a dream! It has to be! But every time I open my eyes... reality hits me like a truck. No! This can't be real! I don't want it to be real! Please... don't be real...

Okay... calm down... I can't put this off any longer... no matter how I wish it wasn't true... I need to figure out what to do... Oh, just what should I do?!... Right, right... deep breaths... in... out... in... out... I have to accept this... I have to figure out what to do... before everyone finds out... Okay... I can do this... I just have to keep calm... and breathe... breathe...

Alright... maybe I can figure this out if I take a step back and look at it objectively... okay... first of all... I'm pregnant. Well, this is to be expected... after all, I've was having unprotected sex every day after school. As soon as class ended, my Sis would tell me where I was going that afternoon. Occasionally she would come with me, like if I hadn't been to a particular address before. But once I was inside, she always hurried off to Josh's place... leaving me to the mercy of that day's clients. She would always come pick me up when we were finished... and collect the fee, of course. I'm not sure how much she was charging... but it must have been cheap enough since I had steady stream of customers waiting for their chance to fill me with sperm.

I've gone to about ten different places... some houses... some apartments... and one treehouse. Usually it was just three or fours guys... although there was one time when about ten guys came out of the next room after my twin had left... That was a rough day... I still don't remember how I got home afterwards. I don't know if my Sis did it to protect me... or if she just didn't get enough payment for it... but I never went to that place again.

It should have been no surprise that my next period never came... it should have been... but I still cried like a baby when I saw that little line appear... Thankfully, my other self was right there to comfort me, and thank me again for doing this for her. A baby... I'm carrying a baby... of someone I don't even know... Not Josh... not even a classmate... just a total stranger who was willing to pay money to have sex with me... I don't even know which one it was that succeeded in knocking me up... with all the guys I've been with, any one of them could be the father...

Calm down, Me... this isn't the time to burst into tears again... I still need to figure this out... what I need to do now is... Keep going, maybe there's a clue what I can do if I keep going. Speaking of 'keep going', my twin persuaded me to continue seeing clients even after I was pregnant. After all, it's not like I could get even more pregnant... and she wanted to build up our bribe funds as much as possible while we still had the chance. So I kept on going every day after school... even when my belly began to show...

But then... disaster! Of all the things that could have gone wrong! Why did that have to happen?! My twin sister... my other self... is gone! Completely vanished! Leaving me all alone!

About a month ago, we were discussing when we should come clean... and reveal to Mom and Dad that we both were with child. By then, my twin's belly was becoming quite noticeable. She'd been hiding it as best she could with baggy clothes... but it was just a matter of time before someone found out. We needed to tell Mom and Dad... before they found out on their own. My twin was hesitant, of course... telling her parents that their little baby was about to have one of her own was probably scarier than anything she's done before. I can't blame her for procrastinating... heck, that's the same thing I'm doing right now! Still, I managed to convince her that we needed to sit down with them and explain what happened... that I'd be right there with her... with my own rapidly expanding tummy. So it was decided... that coming weekend we'd take them out for dinner and butter them up... before we dropped the bomb on them.

She was scared... but she agreed. The next weekend... we'd tell them everything... and show them the money... and hope that somehow they would forgive us. Perhaps both our minds were focused on the coming D-day... that we didn't notice the rumble of thunder as a storm began to brew. After our discussion, my twin went to take a shower. She had just finished... and turned off the faucet... when lightning struck our house! It was so loud! Everyone was taken by surprise! Mom and Dad found me, made sure I was fine... and then went to check on the other me.

After that big discussion we had, it seemed like fate was trying to play tricks on us... No way she'd be able to hide her big belly when she was completely naked in the shower. All our plans were about to go up in smoke... our parents were about to find out the truth... that their darling daughter had been having sexual relations... and had become pregnant at eleven years old.

But it never happened... when my parents opened the bathroom door, there was no one inside. The shower curtain was still drawn... and a few drips of water was hitting the bottom of the tub... but there was no one behind it. My twin had completely vanished... leaving no trace of her... or the baby inside her...

Of course, everyone panicked... Their own child had disappeared. After everyone had calmed down, it was decided that she had probably gone to another world... similar to how I had arrived in this one. Although they couldn't see her, they managed to convince themselves that she was fine... that she had just gone back to my world for a visit. I don't know if she did go back to my world... or if she ended up in a completely different one... but I'm sure she'd be fine... that my parents would love her no matter what world she ended up in.

It wasn't until later that I realized that she went over with a 'plus one' inside... that now she had to explain to my parents why she was pregnant. Would she tell them that I was pregnant too? I hope my parents on the other side don't get worried about me... but I suppose there's not really anything I can do about it. Our parents were discussing whether we should move... since they didn't want anyone else to disappear the same way... but it was decided we'd stay here just in case my twin found her way back. Still... that bathroom is now completely off limits... even more so when there's any kind of storm nearby.

However, it's been a whole month... and she still hasn't returned. And now, my belly... is even bigger than hers was... I've been putting off telling them about us, hoping that my twin would find her way back before I had to break the news to them... because I really can't do this on my own! How am I supposed to tell them... Oh, hey, by the way, I'm pregnant with a stranger's child. And even though she's not here any more, your daughter is pregnant, too... Yeah, there's no way I can tell them that! Would they even believe me?! If I told them I had sex with strangers because their daughter asked me to... Even I have a hard time swallowing that, and I know it's the truth!

And worse yet! The money! The money that was going to be our bribe! The money I've been earning by selling my body every day after school! I have no idea where she hid it!!! I've checked every possible hiding place that she might have chosen! It's not there, or there, or even there... I took it for granted that we'd be together, so I never thought to ask where she was hiding it!

So the money... the proof that my story is true... is no where to be found. So even if I tell my parents that Sis was selling my body for sex... there's no evidence I can give them to support my claims. Her phone as well... I thought if I could show them all the contact information for all the clients she was setting me up with... but it's locked behind a password! And every possible solution I can thing of... isn't a match! I can't get into her phone, and I can't find where she hid the money...

Of course, I thought about taking my parents to the places where I 'worked'... but if I haven't been back there since my sister disappeared. Well, besides the obvious of not wanting to sell myself anymore, my sister was the one who set everything up in the first place... so I didn't know who my next customers were, or even how much she was charging. So now, if I was to show up a month later... with an obviously pregnant belly, along with two angry parents in tow... of course, they would deny even knowing me. And I would have to find every single one of the guys who slept with me... including the ones who don't even live there... and have them all take a paternity test... No, that's too much to ask... it just won't work...

So I can't prove anything about what happened... but I don't want to lie to my parents. And even if I did, what would I say? That I was raped? Even if I were to make up some story... they'd be sure to ask why I never said anything to them until now... why I waited until my belly was this big before letting them know about it... Obviously I can't say that I didn't know I was pregnant until now... It's pretty obvious that I have something growing inside me!

I thought about running away. That is what my twin was planning to do if I hadn't agreed to her plan. But... where should I go? Back to my customers? If I were to show up on their doorstep after all this time... with a pregnant belly... and ask them to take responsibility... No! I'm scared of what they might do! Would they lock me up and keep me hidden to satisfy their lust for the rest of my life? Would they whore me out and force me to take customers until I break? Or would they just try to get rid of the evidence... by getting rid of me?

No, that's too risky... I don't even know them. I don't know which ones are my sister's 'friends' and which ones are just happy to be able to have sex with a little girl... no matter how much it screws up her life. I thought about finding out through my twin's classmates... the very ones who caused this catastrophe by getting her pregnant. At first, I thought they would try to blackmail me the same as her. If they pretended the photos they took of her were actually of me, then they might try to coerce me to take her place. But they never approached me... perhaps feeling guilty that my twin had suddenly moved away with no warning. They were probably scared that they'd be in trouble, so they're playing dumb about everything.

Josh was the only one who came to me. He said he wanted 'to take responsibility' and asked where my other self went. Such a kind boy, even though he knows the baby isn't his. I told him that my twin went to live with my previous parents (which is kinda true, in a way), and that it was decided on the spur of a moment, so she wasn't able to say goodbye to everyone. I told him that she might not be able to come back for some time. Perhaps he didn't realize that my twin had told me what happened, because he whispered to me that she had accidentally gotten pregnant. An accident, right... If only those guys had just kept their promise, then maybe none of this would have happened... Josh must have forgotten the boys had originally promised to wear condoms when they were banging her, because he looked a little confused. Well, I suppose it's not his fault... it has been quite some time since it was just the three of us together.

As much as I would have like for Josh to 'take responsibility' for me in my sister's stead, I can't do that to him. He doesn't even realize that I am pregnant too. Or even why I did it. He wanted to protect my sister, not me. If I were to tell him everything that happened since that fateful day that my sister showed me her pregnancy test, the poor guy would probably feel crushed from guilt. No, I love him... and I love that he loves my sister. So I can't tell him about our secret plan that all fell apart when she disappeared.

But that still leaves me with this unsolvable problem... just what should I do now? I'm from a completely different world, and my original has completely disappeared. I'm pregnant with no way of knowing who the father is... and every day my swollen belly gets harder to hide. I don't have any money, no where to run away to... and I can't even tell anyone the truth about what's happened.

Except for you. You are the only one I can talk to about this. You are the only one who knows everything. So... please... tell me... what should I do now?

Me and the other Me... END