Dirty Talk/Three Brats/June 16th, 2021

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I'm on my way now!
That message was about thirty minutes ago, so she should be here any minute, assuming she took her bike.

There's the doorbell.
Emilia dear, you have a visitor.


Finally, I'm so glad to see my new friends again.
Hello! May I come in?


Of course you can, stay as long as you like!


Let's just go to my room.


Good afternoon to you too, Sven!


Oh, hey…


He's getting all flustered, totally trying to ignore me…
Come on already…


Yeah, yeah, I'm coming.


So, you came alone today?


Just me today. Milka's helping around her granny's store. She's got to earn her allowance somehow.

But enough about her, how have you been doing?


Do you even have to ask? It's super boring just being inside all day…


Riiight… I guess your parents didn't take to you staying out too long lightly…


Well, it was partially my fault for worrying them. I should've at least notified them that I was alright…


Made any progress?


What is she getting at? Unless, of course, she's trying to ask me if I've tried it… I don't know, should I just be honest? I guess there's no harm in telling her.
Yeah, the curiosity got the better of me…


So? How was it?


It felt good…


I know, right? How about that, you know… The little toy we found…


Yeah, I tried that too…

You weren't kidding with "blowing your socks off"…


Hahaha, obviously not…

…But have you thought about the future?


I'm not so sure yet…


It did pique my interest, there's no doubt about it. The idea of sex, which sounded distant and beyond anything I'd be willing to do just a week ago, now sounds like something I kind of want to try, but the question is "with who". I can't even think of anybody I'd care about enough, or I'd trust enough, or who was handsome enough…

I may still not be ready after all, but if there was someone like that… Like, if I had a boyfriend, no doubt I'd want to have sex with him. I'm unsure how I should put my desires into words or explain this to her when she obviously has a different outlook on these things than me.
Let's just say, I'm open to the idea.


Well, I did tell you to go at your own pace, didn't I? I'll say it again, this is all very personal things, so no rush. Just start off with things you're comfortable with, don't rush into anything you might come to regret later.


Right, right, that's exactly what I intend to do.


You can still consider me, let's just say… Hmmm…

How would something like, I don't know, "Your personal sex counselor" sound like?


K-kinda dirty, to be honest.


Well, since you're smiling, you obviously don't seem to hate the idea.


You got me there.

Fine then, miss sex counselor.


Atta girl!


There is something that I'd really like to ask you though…


Shoot away.


It's just that, since these are such personal things… Why are you telling me about this stuff so openly? Like, it's almost as if you're trying to drag me into this on purpose.


Well, if I may be perfectly honest with you, you're partially correct…


But why?


Because, and I'm sorry if you're not ready to hear this yet, but you really seem like someone who would enjoy stuff like this…


A-and what gave you that impression…?


Hard to explain, just this gut feeling I have… And I think Milka feels the same since she lured you into spying on me that one time, and based on how everything unfolded that day we toured the village together as well…

You may try to deny it, but it's SO obvious you're interested in this stuff as well. Not as much as we are, but you've got the right attitude toward this considering how many questions you've been asking…


I'm not so sure about that… It could really be that she's just saying that to make me want to believe that really is the case…

No, who am I kidding? She has already proved time after time that there's truth to what she's saying. She may just be right about me.
Besides, it's not like anyone's forcing you into anything. This is all voluntary, you know. It's just fun. The line goes where you decide to draw it. If you tell me that you don't want me or Milka to push this stuff onto you, we won't, full stop.


It's totally okay, you don't have to stop…


*giggle* See~ ?


Alright, I admit she's totally right about me. She managed to get me into masturbation, and I loved it, and she made me want to try that vibrator too. I can't live in denial.
If you're supposed to be my sex counselor, then what's Milka's role in all of this?


Oh, I have a fun idea!

Think of me kind of like your good conscience, the angel on your shoulder leading you down the right path and slowing you down to let you do things at your own pace, and then think of her as the devil who's constantly trying to push you into doing more and more perverted things!


Seriously…?


Hahahaha, well, not exactly! Because you know, I can be quite devilish myself!


Jokes aside, there IS some truth to what I just said. I've known that girl all my life, let me just tell you. She's my best friend, I love her to death, and I know her mind just as well as I know myself. She may not say it aloud, but she wants to encourage you to try out new things, probably even more than I do.


I kind of got that same feeling as well… After all, it was her who dragged me into this in the first place…

Okay then, that's fine. I won't hold that against her. It's just her playful personality. Besides, she's friendly and funny too.

How about what's next for me then? I mean, since you're supposed to be my sex counselor…


You may want to explore your sexuality more and try to find out what you like. You know, kinks and stuff. Roles, preferences, and what pushes your buttons just the right way.

Obviously, the best way to do that is through experience.


Experience, as in, trying things out?


Exactly! Here's what I did back when I was younger:

I didn't really know much about porn or where to look for it, so I thought that the best way to learn about pervy things was by simply finding someone to teach me. You know, because this is about co-operation and doing it with other people, it only made sense to me. Since I was just seven and pretty damn tiny, I didn't want penetration on my first date. I was so scared it would hurt! Still, I did find a nice young man to explore myself with, and also explore him. Maybe finding someone like that would be a good first step for you!


Did you use a heart, or…?


No, but in hindsight, I probably should have. I kinda ended up just using a pink star to get myself a "boyfriend", if you could even call him that. It's not like we were dating. He was just teaching me stuff.


Finding someone like that might be cool.


My point is, you can take these steps as slowly, or as quickly as you want, really. There's no such thing as a "wrong next step". If it's the heart you wanna pick, suggest a simple date. If it's a star, just say it's your first time or something similar. Our "clients" - for lack of a better word - are very understanding and supportive, and most importantly, caring. You won't be pressured or forced into doing anything you're uncomfortable with. It can even be as simple as kissing, snuggling, or touching each other's private parts if you're not brave enough to go further. Most importantly, it will be as safe as walking in and out of a convenience store. You won't regret it!


Jesus, my heart's pounding so fast just listening to what she's suggesting to me. She's totally telling me to just try things out.
…And if all that sounds too extreme?


Well, you know what's best for you. Follow your intuition, and if it tells you to continue exploring your sexuality by yourself, then go for it. It's a completely valid route. I can even show you where to find tons of porn for inspiration!


*chuckle* I actually ended up looking for some lewd pictures the day I was grounded…

And I hate to admit this, but I may have watched some more after that as well when the curiosity got the better of me…


That's cool. No shame in admitting that, because it can be a source of inspiration, you know.

*zip* *rustle* Oh, let me just take some things outta my bag…

Here's a small pencil case. Care to open it?


It's small alright, and I can already guess what's inside…

Yep, markers. Four in total. She even carries a black one around? They told me that it's the "bad one", the one you shouldn't wear, one that will get you in trouble for wearing, and yet she has no problem carrying it around…
You can keep them.


Are you sure?


Yeah, these are all extras I had. Besides, Alhroos' store has them in stock as well, and if you show Milka's grandmother that you're wearing a marking, she'll give you new ones for free.


That old woman is enabling and encouraging this behavior as well? This whole village is full of perverts, I swear…
*scribble* *squiggle*
 As you can see, it sticks perfectly to your skin and dries off instantly without making a mess or spreading. Try to rub it off! I bet you won't be able to!


Hmmm… Yeah, seems to stick like glue…


Yep! I think I mentioned that the markers we use are specially made for this purpose. They're rub-resistant once the ink dries but dissolve easily in liquid. Water and drool will work, just like this…

Just… Gimme a moment…


See? Already gone! Tastes funny, but who cares?


That's handy. Should I only use these markers then?


Well, any skin-safe, felt-tip marker is recommended, mostly because normal sharpies have god-knows-what kind of chemicals that are bad for you. Normal off-the-shelf markers aren't reliable, and even a permanent marker that isn't specialized for skin use can easily rub off and stain your clothes. Trust me, I've tried. Ruined my favorite blouse once two years ago, and made me have to dispose of it in fear of getting caught by my parents. I was so mad you wouldn't even believe it!

Still, there are other options too, like those sticker papers that give you temporary tattoos when you pour water on them, skin-safe permanent markers and whatnot… But I guess I don't have to explain why they could be problematic for a beginner…


Right, right… I want something that can be easily washed off when needed…


Exactly! That's why the markers I gave you are perfect!

Now, I'm OBVIOUSLY not gonna give you a drawing tutorial. I trust you know how to unleash your inner artist, so try it out yourself.


Okay… I suppose my wrist is fine?


Probably a good idea! You can even wear a sweatband over it to make sure you can hide it easily. Wouldn't look out of place either, given how freaking hot this summer has been!


Let's see, drawing like this is a little difficult, not gonna lie, but I think I can make out a good, nice heart shape.


A heart, huh? So you'd prefer a romantic date and a relationship over a one-off?


I mean, I'm just drawing to try how it works. I'm not sure what I want yet.


Perfect. I believe you're ready to do whatever you want now.


Thanks, counselor.


Oh, and one final thing…


S-sure, what is… it…


She's leaning in for a whisper?
I'm always up for guiding you hand-in-hand as well if that's what you prefer… I'm all for exploring your sexuality on a more, let's just say… "intimate" level…


You mean, like, girl on girl stuff…?


Yeah, so if you're interested, just wear blue, okay? And see what happens when I find you with it…

Let me just tell you, I am amazing with my tongue…


I'll… keep that in mind…


Oh gosh, that made even me nervous…
Thanks again.


So, now that that's out of the way, are you up to anything today?


Not really, but I guess we could hang out later if my parents allow it. Maybe together with Milka.


Emilia, lunch is almost ready!


Well, I'll take that as my cue to leave. I've got lunch at home soon myself.


Take care. Talk to you later.


Oh, right… I wonder if I should've given that vibrator back to her? Well, too late for that now. I suppose I could just go return it by myself… Or maybe I'll keep it…




Thanks for the food. Can I go hang out with my friends today?


Sure, but make sure you get home by six tonight.


Six? Normally my curfew's been around eight or nine…


Today it's six. Understood?


*sigh* Yes, mom. I won't make the same mistake again.


Alright, Gunnar. Let's go for a walk.


Aww yiss!
Alright, before I call Heidi, lemme just sit down for a moment and take out this little thing… There's the pink marker…

Just thinking about drawing something on my skin makes my heart race. It may be just a drawing, but it's also a lot more than that because of the messages and implications it carries with it. I know the rules say that once discovered and asked out with one on my wrist, I shouldn't just refuse, but how strict is that rule really? And is there REALLY some god that's gonna punish me if I refuse?

If I'm seriously gonna worry about that, then I shouldn't even draw it… That's also what they said… At least there's always this sweatband I can pull over my wrist so I can at least hide it from the old men… I hope… I wouldn't want my first time to be with some elderly old man…

I'm gonna at least exercise drawing the star. A heart was straightforward, but what's the best way to draw a five-pointed star? Start out with a pentagram and then color it all the way through? That should work…

Perfect!
I thought she was going out, but there she still is. I guess she's gonna text her friends first.

No, wait… What the fuck? That's the same star her friend had on her. How does she know about them? Did that kid teach my sister about it?

I can't just tell our parents as I don't want to get her in trouble or anything like that, but… I need to do something about this…
Still here?


O-oh! H-hi Sven…


Care to explain yourself?


He totally saw that star on my wrist… No doubt about it… I'm screwed…
Explain what? You creep…


Where did you learn about that?


. . .


Let me guess, your friend told you about it. This is exactly what I meant by them being a bad influence on you…


Enough with that already…


These are dangerous things you're doing. Do you understand that?



Stop treating me like a kid! I-I'm not dumb, okay!? Of course I understand all this perfectly!
Understand what exactly? Why not explain it out loud then?


. . .


How did you even learn about this shit?



Well I know because it was your ass hitting on Heidi the first chance you had! You perverted pedophile creep!
I knew it, Heidi really told her about what she did with me. That must also be why Emilia got interested in the subject and why she was masturbating…

It's a bit hard to believe that she would get that interested and horny just hearing about it. She was so curious about it back then, and she didn't understand what was going on, but that black-haired kid totally knew as well. Maybe Emilia learned about what was going on even earlier. That also explains why she's calling me a pedo too. She definitely knows I boned that brunette… Not just that, but maybe she may have even seen it…
I knew it. You spied on us.



W-what? Of course not!
You're so obvious. I can tell you're lying.


Okay, I did. So what? I didn't know what I was getting into. I certainly didn't WANT to see my stupid-ass brother having sex.


Right, but you did, and then you learned all about it, got even more curious, and then they taught you all about this. Now, you're gonna try all this for yourself.


Yeah, and? Why do you care?


Because you're my sister. It's worrisome because I don't want anything bad to happen to you.


Well, that's nice and all, but I can take care of myself. I know what I'm getting myself into, okay?


I doubt that. Have you even done it yet?



That's none of your business!
You haven't, good. Don't do it either. You're not ready for it. Wash that star off and just stick to your hand.


Hand? W-why even suggest something like that…



Wait, you totally saw me do THAT? Why didn't you tell me straight away!?
Can you blame me? It wasn't my fault you left your door open. I had no idea what I was getting myself into.



Stop copying me!
Just, please… Think this through, okay? And stop shouting already, or your mother will hear us.


Fuck, he's so annoying today!
I'm not trying to pick on you. I'm just trying to make you understand that this might be a bad idea.


Okay, got it. That's your opinion, but the choice is mine. Now, got anything else to say, or can I finally leave?


. . .

Just don't do anything stupid…


Whatever. Bye! *slam*


Can't lecture me through the door, now can you? Why is he getting all bothered about this anyway? What right does he have to make decisions on my behalf? Ugh, I hate him so much!

Nevermind that, now he totally knows I saw him have sex… And now he must think I'm some kind of pervert since he also saw me playing with my vagina… He's totally just teasing and bullying me, isn't he? No way he's actually concerned about me…

Or maybe that horny bastard is just jealous… I wouldn't be surprised that he was getting jealous, considering he's a bona fide pedophile himself… Fuck that pervert…
*sigh* I've got to stop being mad…


What he's saying though… I'd imagine my parents saying something similar to that as well if they knew about these things and learned of me doing these things… No, they'd be WAY madder at me… I bet even my mother would yell at me, and she hardly ever raises her voice…

In that sense, Sven's reaction does make sense… It could be that he's really worried about what I might do… I don't think he should have any business worrying about it, but… What can I do if he does regardless… Should I think this through again? I'm just gonna cover up that drawing for now…
Haaa… Deep breaths… I know what I'm doing…


I should call Heidi now and ask her if she's free…

What's this, a text message? I must've gotten it during Sven's lecture…
Sorry, Emilia! Something came up, so I can't hang out with you after all! Let's talk later, okay?
Bummer, I was looking forward to hanging out with them now that I'm no longer grounded. No matter, maybe I could hang out with just Milka this time around? I'll call her…


Oh hi, Emilia! What's popping?
Hi, umm, are you free tonight? Me and Heidi were supposed to go out, but something came up with her.



Yeah, I know, she just sent me a message too. I'd love to hang out! Where do you wanna -


Et ole lähdössä minnekkään tänään!

((TL: "You're not going anywhere today"))


MIKSI!?

((TL: "WHY!?"))
Well there's something I can understand, even if I don't know what it means…


Koska tänään on siivouspäivä! Ala moppaamaan, tai olet arestissa huomennakin!

((TL: "Because today is a cleaning day! Start mopping, or you're grounded tomorrow too!"))


*sigh* Sorry, Emilia… I hate to turn you down, but I don't think I'm gonna be able to come after all…
It's alright. Tomorrow's a new day. See you.



Yep! See you tomorrow!
*tap*


I guess I'm on my own then, but I'm already dressed up in my shoes and told mom I'd be out. I could just go back in, or maybe I could just explore the town on my own… Or, maybe…

There's still that pink star on my wrist, although I did cover it up with a sweatband, just like Heidi did on that one day. I'm not sure if I wanna walk around with it in the open. Like, I was just gonna show it to my friends and show them that I'm a little more daring now, but this certainly is a wrench to my plans…

Whatever should I do…




Follow Emilia.


Follow Sven.