JoS/Henriette/4th Journal - Degeneration

Frostfall , 2nd, 4E 201

We've been wandering around aimlessly for the past few days, trying to improve ourselves and our abilities. Most of our adventures so far have been planned, but not this one. We spontaneously decided to explore a cavern, which ended up being populated by the blind cave-dwelling Falmer and their pet Charus. I really, really want to stress at this point that we have never encountered these creatures before, se we had no idea we would be encountering the kind of problems we did.

The enemies we encountered there were easy, although scary. That was until we found their hatchery and attempted to harvest some of their eggs. Why would I put my hand on something as disgusting as that? Well, I've heard that their eggs have some alchemical properties which could prove to be very useful for someone like me. I knew Charus take many forms, but something like this? Something so overpowering?

Tentacles reached out from beneath me and caught me by surprise. They stripped my armor, stripped my weapon, made me completely unable to defend myself. Not even Sofia could help me. It started rubbing my crotch, and it rubbed it a lot, and fast, didn't stop until I came. That was unfortunately just the beginning.

It then proceeded to insert its slimy tentacle inside my body. I had literally just came, and the beast penetrated me without any delay. It continued raping me for a painfully long time, making me climax over and over again, until it finally finished at retracted back into the darkness, out of my reach. Thank Sithis I had the foresight to kill all the Falmer and the Charus before I started checking the piles of eggs for ingredients.

Ever since then, I've felt something crawling around inside me. I've heard that this is how some of them reproduce… By laying eggs, by infecting parasites into their victims… Luckily for me, this condition is at least curable. I hope so anyway, I don't know where to start. I really should pay a visit to a healer or an alchemist for tips. I really, really don't want to go along with this process and actually give birth, not to some disgusting bugs.

I swear, I will never ever touch another pile of Charus Eggs ever again.

On a more positive note though, I learned that Falmer blood is quite delicious.

Frostfall, 3rd, 4E 201

By the time we made it back to Whiterun, I was hornier than I'd ever been before. Me and Sofia split up, trying to find help at different parts of the city. I walked around the city looking for a healer, but couldn't find one. Perhaps I won't find one in this city. I haven't seen any real visual change, but I feel a little fuller than usual, a little bloated and heavy in my lower stomach area, if you know what I mean…

I have a feeling that bad things are going to happen, and that I have missed whatever chance I had of curing this condition.

That's when I met a certain Wood Elf who goes by the name Larkspur. He's a real lady-killer, and although I have a feeling girls around my size are outside his preferred zone, he made advances on me. Perhaps he saw I was horny, perhaps he felt that I would be an easy target, either way he made me his newest conquest. I let him do whatever he wanted with me.

Letting an Elf dominate me is sure to displease Sithis, but this is an emergency, so forgive me for what I'm about to do oh Dread Father.

He was huge, too big to even fit inside me fully, but that didn't stop him from having his way with me. Never knew elves could be so well equipped! I took him laying down in a missionary position, and he made me come multiple times. I begged him not to finish inside, but he didn't care. He filled me up with his semen. I don't know if it's possible for me to even become pregnant while I'm infected by this stupid Charus… It's never guaranteed that I become pregnant, but I have a bad feeling about this…

Frostfall, 4th, 4E 201

My stressed heart wasn't letting me sleep, so I didn't end up getting much rest. I even woke up in the middle of the night for something very unpleasant.

I couldn't get out from the bed, and the pleasure was simply too much to bear. The parasite had grown thanks to absorbing energy from me, and I… I ended up laying its eggs. Sixteen little eggs in total… It took forever for them all to get out, and I was so sweaty, so out of breath, trying desperately to muffle my screams and moans. I'm in an inn for Sithis' sake. I could never get over the shame if anyone saw me like this!

When it was over, I had never felt so relieved. At that point, I was too tired to even clean the mess I had made, and I ended up falling asleep, luckily only briefly. I don't think anyone had come to my room while I was out.

That was an experience I'm not sure I want to repeat.

Frostfall, 5th, 4E 201

Today we went on another pointless adventure near Whiterun and came across an old fortress conquered by bandits. I think it was called Greymoor? Either way, they had an awful lot of prisoners locked down in the basement. Well, most of them were dead, but one poor fool was alive.

This idiot had actually came here trying to convert these bandits and help them turn a new leaf. What an imbecile. Well, I helped him escape at very least, didn't feel like letting his starve to death in this dark and cold place. As far as I'm concerned, his only crime is stupidity, so letting him die would feel wrong. It wasn't like I was feeling hungry anyway. Bandits provided me with a lot of blood. Their Chief in particular had some excellent tasting blood. I bit into his neck when he was down on his knee. There's something very satisfying and empowering about taking a big, muscular man into his knees, have him squeal for mercy like a pig, and then feel his body spasm as the life leaves his body. It's almost like the fear just makes the meal tastier, like a good salt and spice rub on fresh lamb steak…

Oh, I apologize, my dearest, sweetest diary, I'm getting carried away in my ramblings. It's just that I enjoy getting stronger, and I even enjoy being an evil little bitch every now and then.