The Story of Hanna/Chapter I - The Forest

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There are no cultists in the forest, which is an overwhelmingly positive thing, but the lack of people who want to kidnap you doesn't mean that there aren't dangers lurking in the shadows of the night forest. In some ways, forest can prove to be just as horrifying and dangerous as an eldritch worshiping cult.

Forest is much more dangerous than road, since it's full of monsters. Sure, sometimes monsters can wander off to road, but there they lack the element of surprise. One thing you've learned from this world is that wild animals tend to be dangerous to the point of ridiculousness. The area you live in is relatively safe, but it would be a suicide - or worse - to enter any forest alone, especially since you're just a child.

Ever since Chad moved you to countryside he - and literally everyone else as well - has told you that you must never go to the forest, and he has always emphasized the "or worse" part. Sure, most monsters are after your life and meat, but some monsters want you alive. Lesser races such as goblins, more devious adventurers and even tentacles are happy to take women as their slaves, and it's not even an unusual thing to happen. And they do not do it just for fun, but also for breeding purposes. Many monsters can impregnate humans. If you were alone there would be no chance for survival if such a monster caught you, and you would be guaranteed a life as a slave for a monster. Lucky for you, Leon is more than capable of fighting in your stead and protecting you from harm.

He got to prove this quickly when a small pack of wolves ambushed you two. They were no match for his fighting skills, which were boosted by your magic to be even more destructive. It wasn't the worst possible enemy that could find you, but a pack of wolves was amongst the worst. Defeating them easily really boosted your morale and made you confident you would survive anything the forest had to offer to you. There is just another worry you have and while you will surely survive it, it will continue to annoy you if you don't find help for it.

You have a routine, and a biological clock attached to it. As a working prostitute, you have always had a set of days you offered your services to paying customers, and today was supposed to be such a day. You were horny even before you met Leon, and now you are really starting to feel it. You really wanted to have sex before leaving the village. To you, not being able to receive a dick when you're supposed to is like not being able to receive a medicine on time. It throws you off, and today is no different. Constantly blushing and pouting a little, you walk close to Leon, constantly looking at him. You know he has already denied you sex, and quite strongly as well, so you're a little afraid of bringing it up.

"Oh, we're almost to the checkpoint", he suddenly says. "We should sleep there."

"Sleep in the forest…?" you ask, worried.

"We have no other choice. But don't worry. It's actually a very safe place to sleep."

"If you say so."

"Oh, I just remembered. You mentioned before you have some special powers you were born with."

You smile at him. You're happy to tell. "Hanna is cursed, kind of."

"Cursed? Is that curse a source of your power?"

"Yes. Think of it like selling your soul to the devil, except in this case devil has owned Hanna since her birth", you explain. "Basically, Hanna isn't allowed to break any promises she makes."

"That doesn't sound like a special power to me."

"But it absolutely is! When Hanna makes a promise and vows to keep it, she receives powers. If she breaks it, she will be cursed and lose as much power as she would gain from the promise. Some of the losses may even be permanent."

"Oh, I see. I take you have made a couple of promises to make yourself more powerful then."

"Well, not many… But quite a few…"

"Let me guess one… You're not allowed to talk about yourself in first person?"

You shake your head and to prove it, you even switch to different talking style. "I can't promise something like that." Speaking normally honestly feels even more unnatural and embarrassing to you than your own talking style, so you switch back. "Some of her customers don't like it when Hanna talks like this."

"Well shoot… How about your growth? Have you forcefully stunted it?"

"Hahaha, wrong again. Hanna wishes she could do that though."

"Hmmm, so you can't promise things that are out of your control then?"

You nod. "Hanna can't make promises that depend on other people either. Hanna can only make promises she can fulfil on her own."

"Have you made a promise to yourself about not being allowed to fight directly?"

"Oh, that's partially right. Hanna can not use her magic to deal direct damage. Hanna can only weaken enemies with curses."

"That's a massive restriction, if I must say."

"It's a massive source of power, as well."

"I guess so."

"Hanna has actually got three tiers of different promises. Promises, pledges and bargains. Promises are those, which curse Hanna for breaking them, and Hanna has a lot of them. Pledges on the other hand are those that Hanna literally cannot break, ever. They're kind of like laws."

"Have you made any?"

"Yes, few! But none of them are active anymore."

"Oh, really? So you can make promises that last only for a while too?"

"Yes! For example, if Hanna made a promise to do one favor of any kind for you and pledged to do it no matter what, the pledge would be over once Hanna did you that favor."

"Well, how does the power aspect of that work then?"

"In case of pledges, power gains are always permanent."

"Very interesting indeed… I underestimated your power, but it could actually be really convenient power…"

"Oh yes, it absolutely is! But it's also pain sometimes…"

"How about bargains then? The third-tier promise."

"Hanna can bargain with the devil to gain something other than power in return with a risk of losing power, or vice-versa. Bargains can be either promises or pledges. They're kind of limited in usage though, since Hanna can't bargain things that are impossible for the devil to take or provide."

"Have you any active bargains then?"

"Yes! Hanna has made a special bargain about lying, for example. You see, Hanna can't lie."

"Well, you can probably still work around that, right?"

"Yes!" With every subject you tell, you raise one finger. "Hanna can dodge questions, change subject, tell things that are partially or technically true, spread lies if Hanna sincerely thinks they are true, and act out a character! There are some other exceptions as well, but that's most of it."

"But haven't you lied to me once already?"

"Oh, really? Hanna doesn't think so."

"You said you are eight when we met despite the fact that you're fifteen."

"Oh, but technically it IS true that Hanna is eight, because Hanna's body is eight. It hasn't matured past that."

Leon seems to be deep in thought. He looks at you a little skeptical, and you just smile at him from ear to ear. He's not sure if he should believe you. "Well tell me honestly how old you are then."

"Eight!"

"How many birthdays you have celebrated?"

"Hanna hasn't celebrated all of them, so…"

"Alright… How many years has it been since your mother gave birth to you."

After a short pause, you finally answer: "Fifteen… You dick…"

Leon laughs. "Okay, I'm sorry for that."

You turn towards him and loudly say: "Hanna is eight, you asshole! Say it!"

"Hanna is eight."

"Thank you!" You cross your arms with a smug smile on your face.

"Sheesh, you should make a pledge to never swear. Swearing doesn't fit a little girl like you."

"Fuck that", you say, jokingly, and then laugh out loud. "Don't worry, Hanna rarely cusses. Like you said, little girls shouldn't cuss."

"Anyway, what have you bargained for that if not power?"

"Feelings."

He looks at you, very confused. "Huh?" You laugh out loud. "What's the sense in that?"

"Hanna doesn't like lying, so she bargained feelings! If Hanna lies, she will feel REALLY bad."

"…That's silly", he says, with a judgmental look on his face.

"No! It totally isn't! Feelings are a powerful thing! If Hanna lies too much, she may even cry!" He looks at you, still not at all convinced. "Okay, okay, Hanna was kidding… Of course Hanna can lie… The bargain Hanna has actually made is that Hanna can break the promise about not being able to lie without receiving a curse. It gives Hanna no power either."

"Now you're just confusing me on purpose", Leon says and presses his hand on his forehead. "What the hell is even the point of that?"

"Oh, you really don't get it do you? If Hanna says she promises something she MUST keep that promise. Hanna wants to be honest always, and lying really makes her feel bad, but Hanna also has to lie sometimes. If Hanna didn't make this bargain, Hanna would be royally screwed."

Finally, he nods and looks forward. "Well, I suppose that makes some sense… I still don't understand your line of thinking completely though." You see that you've arrived at your destination. It's a small meadow by a stream. There's a little cliff as well with a cave on the side. There's everything a natural rest place in the middle of nowhere could offer. "We will sleep here."

"Together, right?"

"Well, not in the same bedroll, of course."

You tilt your head. "Why not?"

Leon blushes and scratches his cheek.

"Don't you want to sleep with Hanna? She's very soft, warm and cuddly."

"Please, just stop trying", he asks you, kindly.

"Tell Hanna… Why not?"

"I…" He begins to speak but pauses instantly. He looks at you and your serious yet smiling face. "I just really don't think we should do it."

"Are you afraid of doing it? Could it be that you're a virgin?"

"That's none of your business."

You laugh out loud at his comment.

"Stop laughing, you brat! Do you think it's funny?"

You show him double peace signs and say: "Hanna doesn't care at all! Hanna will gladly can take away your virginity!"

Leon blushes, little angrily. He's still not persuaded. He decides to ignore you and starts to set up a campfire, so you can have something to eat. You are left standing still, maintaining your cute pose. You drop down your hands slowly and you're starting to get irritated. 'Unbelievable', you think. Why won't he have sex with you, the cutest and sexiest eight-year-old girl in the entire universe? What the hell do you have to do to get his dick? All the talking and walking with him and watching protect you has made you feel too horny for comfort. You want it, and you want it bad. You have seen him check you out. He doesn't look at just your face, but also your flat chest and your butt. He's a lolicon and you know it. He's interested in you. You just know it! There is a beast inside him that wants to put his hands on a prepubescent girl and have his way with her. But he doesn't want to release this beast. You think you know why. It's his morals. He doesn't want to hurt a child. He's a kind of person you were in your past life. A virtuous lolicon determined to never touch a live three-dimensional child, a man who wants to keep to his fantasies. Well, it's not completely the same, since he doesn't have an outlet, but that just makes you believe even more that he should do you. And this frustrates you just so much more is because you know you wouldn't be hurt by it. You fully consent to anything he would do to you. All you need to do is prove him you're serious.

And you might have an idea of just how to go about it.

It's a risky plan and not just risky, but it could be literally dangerous as well. But at the same time, it's the most "Hanna" thing you could possibly do to convince him. You told him about your curse, promises you have to keep and then the laws you literally cannot break. You decide to submit yourself to him by a law. There's no way he will continue to deny you, and no way he's going to deny himself and his feelings for that matter.

"Leon, stop what you're doing. Hanna has something to show to you." He turns, not knowing what to expect. Then, you cross your hands to pray, and you read your pledge with a smile on your face. "I, Hanna von Albertini, forever pledge to submit myself sexually to you, Leon, whenever and wherever you want, and therefore answer unconditionally all of your sexual advances towards me." Then, to finalize the spell, you cast a spell on yourself and let its power flow through you. And so, it comes to be. Everyone is present for the spell to be activated and every condition is met. The devil on your back takes his chains and he restrains your body and soul, locking them tightly never to be broken by the devil or you ever again. The spell changes your soul from the within, rewrites your heart and your brains so you're never able to break this vow, and then, the devil hands the chains, along with the keys, to the man you pledged to serve. You stare into his eyes, who stares back into you with shocked look on his face. His stare alone is enough to make you feel weak, make your heart beat like a drum and make your groin ache in anticipation. The oppressive power of the spell is more than you had thought. It is so overwhelmingly strong. Even with you both just standing there, you feel like he has the power to move you with his eyes. Just one word from him is all it takes for you to forcefully submit. And there is no going back. Of course, the pledge only applies to sex-related things so he can't make you do literally anything, but it's still a huge pledge. Leon looks like he can't believe what he had heard, and he can't say a word in response. He starts to walk closer to you, and you open your mouth to let out a deep, girly sigh. Then, you say: "From this moment onward, Hanna's pussy is your rent-free property. Please use it as you wish."

Leon rushes to you and lays his arms on your shoulders, holding you in place. "Why would you do something as irresponsible like that!? Are you out of your mind!?" You know you are insane to do this. You have always known you're a deep in the "crazy" side of the sanity spectrum. You just press your index finger to your lips and thin your eyes. "To pledge something like that, something so extreme. And we only met just hours ago!"

"Hanna knew the risks when she made the pledge… But Hanna trusts you with her body and soul!"

"How can you be so sure? I could be a bad person!"

"Honestly…" you start. He could be right. If he is a bad person, you have made a terrible mistake. But like you said to him, you trust him. You're sure he's not a kind of person who would abuse this power. Besides, there's more to it as well. "Hanna can't explain it. It's in her nature. Hanna finds danger and gambling stimulating… Hanna needs danger in her life to make it worth living…"

"Worth living? If I were to abuse you, your life would just as well be over! What if I gave some horrible command to you? Like, go out there into the forest and have sex with the first monster you see?"

As he tells you that, in a process he gives out a command carelessly, you feel an overwhelming power to obey his command. You know it was a joke because of the context of his questions, but your heartbeat feels out of control and you almost instinctively start looking out for anything there might be in the forest. You would probably walk off as well, if it wasn't for his hands. You realize it, and so does he. He has held you in place for a long time now. "Oh, d-don't joke about giving out orders like that… If you're going to order Hanna, please do it properly and she will obey…"

He realizes that he might've done a mistake and retracts his statement. "Okay, Hanna, I'm sorry! Don't have sex with a monster."

You sigh and feel a rock being lifted off your soul.

"I just can't believe you would promise something like that…" Leon says and kneels in front of you, looking at your face directly from a lower altitude, thinking about what he should do. He's conflicted. "You little loli bitch… I can't believe you're actually making me do this", he says, and your heart instantly skips a beat. He assaults you and holds his arms, hugging you tight as he steals a kiss from you. You instantly find yourself giving back to him before you could even react. Your body reacts on its own. It is the pledge you just set answering to an implied non-verbal command, but then again, you are so horny to begin with that you must ask yourself honestly, would you even need this spell to oppress you into any kind of submission? And it's not just a hug and a kiss. He's using his hands to grab your butt. He squeezes your buttock and presses his fingers deep into your flesh through your skirt, moving his hand in a round clockwise motion. He uses his tongue too. He's so lustful. He wants to feel and taste every part of you. Kiss is over soon, but he's still touching you. "If you want this so bad, I will give it to you and then some. I will work you hard, you little slut."

"Yes, of course…! Your first command…?"

"Call me master."

A word reserved for Chad Mason, your legal owner on paper, he says? Well, there's no helping it, since you're his sexslave in heart and soul now. "Yes, master."

He glances at the campfire that is still waiting to be lit. He was planning on making you food, but he doesn't care about that anymore. Not like you're that hungry anyway. "Let's go set up a bed. Since you want it so bad, I'm going to have sex with you."

"As you wish, master."

Leon walks inside the cave and quickly starts to set up a bed. You realize a lantern hanging from the room, left over by previous adventurers that had set their camp here, and you cast a spell on it. Leon realizes this as well and sees the cave being lit by a fire spirit trapped inside the lantern. He looks at you and shows you a thumb. You giggle happily at his silent praise. "Well, what are you waiting for? I thought you I gave you an order to obey. Get naked while I prepare our bed."

Once again, you oblige. You unbutton your top and your skirt, and let the skirt fall to your feet. Then, you took your blouse off. You don't have much more to undress, only panties, socks and shoes. There's nothing covering your body from the waist up anymore, since you don't have a bra. Why would you need one? You're flat. You got on your knees to untie your shoes and then, stood up. You balanced on one foot, taking off your shoe with one hand, and moved on to the next one. You laid your hands on your panties, ready to undress them next, when Leon spoke. "That's good enough", he says. "Okay…" you say with a very childlike and bright tone. You hold your hands behind your back and show off your raw, naked body of an eight-year-old child. Your perfectly flat chest along with cute and pink nipples were there for him to see, along with your slim waist and soft looking belly. He looks at you with lustful eyes, concentrating on your figure. You have seen that face many times. It is a face of a man who just wants to grab a hold of you, kiss and lick your body like there's no tomorrow.

"Alright then… It's time to put your pledge into test…"

"Yes, please fuck Hanna silly, master…!" you say happily. "Hanna must obey you, so please command Hanna however…!"

"Get on the bed, on your knees." You walk past him and lay on your knees on soft blanket. "Now, bend over, and press your knees together." You lean your body forward and press your palms against the bed. You lean even lower until your elbows press against the bedroll. Then, you finally move your feet closer to each other. On your fours, you now anxiously wait for the next command. But there is none. There is no more need for commands, because he already has you where he wants you.

You are trembling in excitement. There is a visibly wet spot on your underwear. They're not drenched, but you're visibly horny. Leon can tell that as well. You can't see what he does, because you face forward and don't want to look, but you feel him getting on his knees as well. You figure out he must've already gotten rid of some of his clothes as well and has taken his junk out. Then, he stretches his arms to your body, touching your ribs. His fingers press against the hardest part of your torso, which still is incredibly soft and smooth, and warm. His large hands feel very warm to you as well. He moves his hands a little to get a feel of your chest, and your stiff nipples. They're sticking out in the middle of two small flat pillowlike pieces of fat on your chest, and his fingers move them around. You don't even try to stay quiet and act modest, and let out a surprised sound, filled with pleasure. He moves his hands down your body, almost as if massaging you, getting a good feel of it. His hands finally reach your hips, and you feel his fingers instantly slide beneath your panties. He pulled them down, all the way to your knees, exposing your bare butt. With your legs pressed together, your vulva was visible from behind, with a small gap between your legs where they didn't meet. He lays his hands against your hips even more firmly than before, and his fingers press into your flesh. Your butt despite being on a flat side feels bubbly and soft, and he can feel it very well. He moves them around, probably to get a look of your anus as well. His thumbs are close to your vagina, and he presses them against your vulva, opening your slit. A strong, warm tingly feeling runs up your spine as he does that. He can see everything now, from your clit to your tight and wet hole. Your breathing has gotten heavy, and you're panting as you wait. He doesn't do anything but watch for a while.

Then, you suddenly felt his shaft rub against your legs. He pushes it between your legs. His hands move a little bit down and press your thighs together, moving his dick in the soft hold of your smooth legs. You feel like begging him to push it inside you, but you don't dare. There is a pecking order. He's your master, and he does what he feels like. You are left panting heavily, feeling happy regardless. You're happy that he's enjoying your body, and happy that he's feeling good as well.

He pulls his hips backward and you feel glans press against your cunny. He doesn't push hard, just hard enough for you to feel it try to stretch your hole. But there's no way he can insert without force, without using his hands to help. He tries, regardless, and it pushes your entire body forward in surprise, making you moan out loud. It did feel like it entered you half an inch deep for a moment, but it's not enough. You help him and push backwards as he lays his hands back on your hips. He opens your vagina once again with his thumbs, and he aims. He doesn't wait, he's impatient. He slams his hips into you from behind, at the same time pulling your waist back. His dick finally enters you, pressing against the deepest reaches of your hole. You let out few loud and girly moans, and you push your hips a little bit back. After staying still for good few seconds, he starts to move. His dick grinds you from the inside. There is no pain, or no friction. It moves like a piston in your well-oiled pussy.

"So damn tight…!" you head him say.

He's fast from the start and moves in a perfect rhythm. You can tell he's held off for a long time, and now he just wants to orgasm fast. He's already completely sucked into it. He's a wild animal that can't be stopped. You're starting to feel increasingly better, and your wetness is all over his penis. The sounds that the place your genitals are connected make are loud, wet and juicy. And so are the sounds you make. You can't help but to moan. Your high-pitch angelic moans echo in the cave with every thrust.

Suddenly, you feel his palm to slap your butt, and it wasn't a soft slap. You let out a scream of pleasure. "You like that, you loli slut? Is this what you wanted?"

"Yes, yes! Hit Hanna more!" Of course, you would never allow sex to cloud your brains enough to forget you're supposed to stay in character.

"Address me properly, you slut!"

"Yes, master! Hanna is so sorry, master!" He slaps you again. He slaps you the instant you call him master the second time. The sharp and short sensation of pain it made you feel made your hole tighten with every hit in reflex. He must've realized this, because he started to hit you more. But you can't help yourself. It is driving you nuts. It is making you cum. Your body, especially your lower convulses as you climax. You can't even keep hold yourself properly up with your arms. Your legs opened in reflex, or at least tried to. Your panties were still on your knees, and you couldn't stretch them past a certain point.

"You dumb slut. Who gave you a permission to cum?"

"Ahh, Hanna is so sorry! Please forgive Hanna for being a worthless slut! Master's dick is just too good!"

He doesn't slow down for a second. Rather, he just picks up the pace even more. His hands also bite into you even tighter, moving along with his hips. Two violent forces, his hands and his dick, and your weak and petite hip in between, still sensitive from your last climax. It feels so strong, he's handling you so forcefully. They say silent ones scream the loudest. By your experience the shy ones fuck the hardest. Leon lives up to this rule. Years of pent of lust and stress are being released on your 125-centimeter and 24-kilogram body as he makes you his bitch. You gave yourself to him, you pledged to submit yourself to him. Now he owns you. The hands that grab you own you. The dick inside your pussy owns it.

He accelerates for one last time. He is moving too fast to even be in rhythm anymore. It is a violent and uneven spurt. Every hit pushes deep against your cervix. Your entire body is shaking. You feel it everywhere from your knees to your bangs and it is making you scream in pleasure. It feels like he's trying to fuck you clean in half, and it feels so hot. His large solid rod is so hot your insides feel like melting.

Then, it all stops. He finally halts in place, pressing his member against your deepest. He's too long to be fully inside you, but he pushes like he tries to. Well, he can't, but you don't care. He's cumming. His semen is gushing inside your womb with an astonishing force. There's a lot of it, and it's filling you up. You moan mouth wide open with your tongue sticking out a little bit. His filling his property with his seed, filling your insides with white hot baby batter.

The pressure from Leon's hand becomes more lenient as he pulls his waist back from your trembling pussy. Still rock-hard rod pops out and semen drips out of your hole. Your hands completely give up as well, and you pressed your chest and your cheek against the bedroll, exhausted. You can't move. Then again, you don't really want to move either. It was so incredible, even if it was a quick few minutes fuck. Left satisfied, you held your position, with your butt in air.

Your master laid his hands back on your body and he rolled you on your back. You lay there, exhausted, and looked at his face.

"You were amazing", he says.

You laugh softly and thank him, smiling.

"To do it with someone like you… A little girl like you. It's a dream come true."

You close your eyes for a moment. You're glad he's happy with you. You then decided to speak slowly and softly, with a childish demeanor and tone. "Did Hanna do good…?"

He presses his hand against yours and pushes it down. You grab it with the weak force you have. "Yes, you did very good."

"Thank you, master."

Leon laughs and then he lays down next to you. "You can stop calling me that now."

So, it was just a part of play, huh? "Alright, Leon…" You nod and come to terms with calling him Leon moving forward.

"That's better."

"Thank you, Leon. For doing it with Hanna." You turn your head towards him and realize that he's still eyeing your body. The girl he just fucked. You wonder if he's still horny, if he wants to do it again, this time in a position that allows him to see your front. You wouldn't mind if he wanted, but you've already gotten what you wanted once, so you're fine either way.

"Speaking of being your master", Leon starts. "I think it's about time we discuss how we can get rid of this spell."

You look away, blushing. "B-but… You said Hanna was amazing…"

"Hanna, I can't deny that I've changed my views on you, but… I'm not comfortable with the idea of having a sexslave."

You think about your reply for a moment. He already fulfilled your selfish wish and then some. It's only fair that you tell him how to break the spell, so he at least gets a peace of mind. "When Hanna made a promise, she made it into a pledge, but Hanna didn't specify the timeframe. Hanna could've said until the end of time, and it would've been an unbreakable pledge, but Hanna didn't… Hanna still can't break it herself, but… You can break it if you want to… All you have to do is tell Hanna is that she doesn't have to obey your orders anymore, and when Hanna asks, if you truly want to break the spell, you say yes."

Leon nods. "Thanks for telling me."

"You're welcome."

"So, Hanna. You don't have to obey my orders anymore."

"W-wait, wait just a minute…" you say, replying in a completely different way you told you would reply.

"I swear, you're the most insane girl alive…" Leon says and sighs but decides to hear you out.

"Hanna is happy to respect your wishes, but this pledge is a source of great strength. Promise like this gives Hanna a lot of power in return for power over Hanna. You can break the spell later. Just… Until your adventure with Hanna is over… Please keep it intact."

Leon seems to be deep in thought as you wait eagerly for his answer. You're prepared both positive and negative outcomes. "If I end the contract, will the power gains stay present?"

"No."

"That decides it then, Hanna. Continue to be my sexslave then."

"Yes, Leon! Gladly!"

"Besides, you've proven yourself to be a reliable ally. If this can make you even more powerful, it will make me more powerful as well, so I'll take it."

"Thank you, Leon. Hanna loves you…"

"I think I might love you too…" Leon admits. "We have a long day ahead, so let's go to sleep."

You nod to him and crawl a little bit closer to him. He grabs the blanket and pulls it over you both, as he holds you in his arms. Words weren't needed for this. You both want the same thing, to sleep in each other's warmth.

It doesn't take long for both of you to fall asleep.