Offline/Take out your dick for Hannah
With Hannah taunting you and Jet at least neutral, you open your bag, skittishly push down your underwear, then lay back. You just silently agreed to show yourself off to your cousin and his girlfriend. You're so nervous that you worry about even staying hard in front of them.
"Not bad Jay!" approves Hannah. "But you can do more than show it, right? What were you doing a minute ago? I wanna see." She swirls her tongue around Jet's glans some more to encourage you.
Jet tucks some loose strands of Hannah's hair behind her ear. "You know what, you're right... you are a perv," he chuckles.
Nervously grabbing your dick, you pull back your foreskin to show off your tip, glistening with precum. Hannah raises her eyebrows at you while she goes down on Jet again. You play with yourself a little before you start stroking in time with Hannah's movements, your eyes fixated on her mouth.
There's no doubt that she's into being watched. Hannah starts humming and cooing over Jet's shaft, offering you lots of encouragement to keep going. Even Jet seems a little into it, glancing between you and Hannah with curiosity, feeding on the energy. She bobs faster and faster, carefully watching your rhythm fluctuate and the expression change on your face. It's not at all hard to imagine her bobbing up and down your own cock while watching her suck off another one, so you're having a hard time controlling your orgasm. But you really don't want to cum too fast, so you strain and falter again and again, interrupting your strokes, holding off as best you can, wanting to keep going as long as Hannah is sucking.
"Awwww-yeah baby girl. I'm totally gonna cum."
Hannah hums a hungry sounding moan with her gaze still locked on you, begging with her eyes for you to finish right now. As soon as Jet starts to grunt you blow your own load, firing your long overdue orgasm a couple feet into the air. Hannah's eyes light up, pulling up to suck on the spurting head of Jet's tall cock as your own peppers your body with a spray of semen. You feel emboldened by her unrelenting wide-eyed gaze and buck your hips into the air, letting it all fly free as you pump away furiously, your warm seed splattering all over your naked body as if you're the girl in a porno.
After sucking Jet dry, Hannah forces a big gulp then gasps and falls back onto her butt.
"Aw shit, you swallowed. Goddamn," notes Jet.
Hannah is bubbling with delight, crawling up Jet's body and pointing at you. "Ohmygawd, you see that? That was sooo hot. HE came when YOU came! And he went everywhere! I'm seriously, like, just a puddle of wet right now. I totally need new panties."
"It sure was a lot for a little guy."
You can't even process Jet's jab at you. You came so hard you're dizzy. You have to lay back again to catch your breath, to wait for the world to stop spinning. But it all ends so abruptly after that. You use one of your shirts to wipe yourself down (and parts of your sleeping bag). Meanwhile Hannah and Jet are ready to go out of nowhere. You're still naked and wiping at things while they stand together in the corner fully dressed, glancing at you while nuzzling noses and sharing a few soft pecks with each other.
With more guilt than you should feel for being openly invited to jerk off in front of people, you awkwardly tuck your still deflating cock away into some non-semen-smelling clothes and follow them into camp.
Your guilt makes walking with them takes forever. They're not walking slow or anything, it just can't end soon enough. You're trying to not make it awkward, but your post-nut shame hit you heavy. Briefly stopping for you all to pee just off the trail halfway in only makes it worse. Hannah doesn't care; she keeps teasing you about being a perv and grabbing your arm as the three of you walk, talking up both how amazing this morning is and how 'not a big deal' it is to 'have fun sometimes', going well beyond alluding to your masturbating in front of them. You kinda hope she's doing this to try to convince Jet to have a threesome at some point, but if that's true you're not sure why she's directing so much of her antagonization toward you. Maybe to make him jealous? You'd rather she not do that.
When you hit camp you quickly wander off in the opposite direction as them just to get some time to yourself. Even though you're hungry, you avoid breakfast. You need some time to process what happened. Mom asks if you're feeling okay. You insist you're just not hungry and she eventually leaves you alone.
You've never done anything like that before. It was exciting but conflicting. Watching Hannah stroke and suck Jet's immaculate cock was incredible. Blowing your own load all over your body is mortifying now, although it was quite the thrill in the moment. You're not damaged or messed in the head or anything - at least you don't think you are. This is all just really new to you and you're not sure what to think of it, other than the general sense of shame about sex that got drilled into you when you were younger.
Nicole notices you midmorning sitting off by yourself. You also take notice of her; wearing jean shorts, a sleeveless blue tee, and a black tattoo choker necklace that both contrasts and compliments her glasses. Your first thought is that she looks more grown up today than usual. It's possible that these are the most revealing clothes that she owns, besides her very noteworthy swimsuit. Her skinny legs appear so much longer with nothing covering them, and her figure looks nice. Of course you can only really check her out for a couple seconds before you have to look away. You shouldn't gawk at her at all, but especially not while she's walking toward you.
You're sat on a fallen log just inside the treeline poking at the ground with a stick when she peeks around a nearby tree and teases you for hiding from her. You laugh it off, but not convincingly it seems.
"You okay? Did you go to bed early? You kinda disappeared last night."
"Uh, yeah kinda."
"Well, what?" Nicole waits for you to reply, but she can read between the lines when you hesitate. "Wait, 'they' didn't do stuff again, did they? What happened?"
You dismiss her with a wave of your hand. "It's not a big deal."
"Well it was yesterday," notes Nicole. "So what did they do now?"
Yesterday isn't the problem, but you don't want to talk about this morning. You sigh."Ummm... they were really drunk. And they did... it."
"They did it? Like, they did it?" she whispers back to you, eyes wide. You just nod. Taking a seat on your log, she presses you further. "What happened? What did they do?"
"I dunno. I walked in on them going at it all hot and sweaty. They kinda rolled around for a while, an-"
"Wait, you just watched them?! Why didn't you leave?"
You shrug. "I dunno. I was gonna, but they said I could stay, so I did." You pause waiting for her reply, but Nicole just stares gobsmacked, so you add, "It's fine. It's just sex." As if you're some seasoned veteran.
Nicole isn't sure what to say to that either, but her curiosity isn't dampened. "But... what'd they do?"
"After I got there? Hannah got on top, but she was too drunk or something so Jet - who is friggin huge by the way." You emphasize that for Nicole's benefit, assuming she would want to know, before continuing. "He rolled her over and held her legs up and... well, they did it a lot. It was like being in a porno, but not 'in' the porno."
Nicole looks astounded, but her own inexperience seems to shut her up at this point. She clearly thinks sex is a pretty big deal, and she'd be right for thinking that, but she's not about to question her (slightly) older cousin about it either.
"So... that's it? They just had sex and you all went to sleep?"
"Pretty much. I mean, they went at it for a long time. It was really, really sweaty in there. But yeah, last night? That's all that happened."
Nicole isn't satisfied. This isn't the same level of detail you were giving her yesterday. Either you're broadcasting your discomfort on your face or she really wants to dig. "So there was nothing else that happened? I don't mean that what happened isn't a lot. I... that's crazy! But is there something else?"
You're hesitant to mention it, but Nicole staring into your eyes breaks down your walls. "Well... I watched her blow him this morning."
"You what?" shouts Nicole. Leaning in closer, she repeats her question more quietly. She knows what you just said, she just wants to hear you repeat it.
You take a big sigh and then very clearly state, "She gave him a blowjob after we all woke up."
Nicole searches your face for an answer to a question she doesn't have. She's either skeptical or confused. "Like, she waited for you to wake up, and then she did that? You didn't walk in on them doing that? They just... did it? This is... I dunno."
You are definitely not going to mention jerking off to them. "I don't know either. It might be hard to believe, but-"
"More than that! It sounds crazy! Sex and blowjobs, right next to your cousin? Is that normal?"
"Hannah's not my cousin," you mutter. Nicole keeps rambling.
"And Hannah wanted that? I can't imagine. Just to, like, let someone watch you while you... I don't know if I..." Nicole trails off, seemingly picturing something that is pretty distracting. Possibly of herself getting fucked in front of other people. At least that's what you're going to tell yourself she's picturing.
"Yeah, I've been real hard... I mean, um, it's been hard. Aw geez..." You start kicking yourself for that Freudian slip. Nicole just smiles, then mock recoils from you.
"Ew! Your cousin! That's really pervy, Jay. You're honestly getting a hard on from your cousin?" she says a little too loudly. It sounds even worse coming out of her mouth.
"And his girlfriend!" you fire back, getting defensive.
"But did you really get a stiffy just watching a guy get a blowjob?" It's hardly a question, and yet she seems sincere.
"Sex is sex, okay!? It's not my fault! It's like I'm living in a sexpocalypse out there! Just dicks and titties constantly! I can't help if seeing Jet got me hard!"
You startle yourself with that statement. Is that what you've been struggling with? The fact that the sight of Jet's cock got you excited? It's not like you're supposed to be grossed out by dicks, are you? Sex is sex, you just said it. So what if the sight of a long, thick, meat-bat of a cock got you excited? You were way more excited when it was ramming into Hannah's picturesque pussy. But whether these feelings do or don't mean anything, acknowledging them out loud immediately makes you feel better.
Still smiling, Nicole punches your arm. "Yeah, sure. You totally couldn't have left or anything."
"Well I'm not gonna go sleep in the forest."
"Hmm. I suppose you could come sleep with me if you want."
"Huh?" you ask. You know what she said, but you want her to repeat it.
"I said you can sleep with..." When she notices your grin she punches you again. "Not like that! I just... the cabin I'm in. You could move your stuff. That's all I meant." Suddenly she's the one embarrassed and awkward. She even starts to blush.
"Yeah, well thanks for the offer to sleep with you," you reply just below a shout to rib her a little. "But that won't work. My parents will be awful suspicious if I suddenly don't want to share a cabin with Jet and Hannah. I might get them in trouble, then I'd get in trouble. It's no good."
"I guess." Nicole kicks the dirt, sharing a moment of silence with you. "But... I guess I could come to your cabin."
"Because... you want to sleep with me."
She playfully hits you again. "No! But yeah, sorta. I just mean that if I'm there then maybe they won't do anything."
That seems so unlikely. Giving Hannah a bigger audience is probably something she'd be up for. You're not sure about Jet though, whether his girlfriend has worn him down enough or if he might still be protective of his cousins, especially a girl cousin. But Nicole has to know this is a terrible idea, and yet she is the one who suggested it.