Dirty Talk/Three Brats/June 17th, 2021/It was Sven

I ended up doing with my brother. After you left, Heidi, we actually got into a bit of an argument because he saw the star on me, and he was against the idea of me wearing it. I meant to just do what I wanted anyway and spend some time outside, maybe go for a walk somewhere, I don't know, but I ended up just going back inside instead.
I forgot to wash the star off, and he saw me with it again and started teasing me about it, saying something like I'm trying to test him, or that I want to do something dirty with him, something like that…
And, well… He was kinda right… I thought he'd make a good first for me…

So from what I'm hearing, it was you who approached him… Correct?

Kinda… It wouldn't have happened if I wasn't wearing the star in the first place…
We tried tons of stuff, and it ended up with him, um… You know…

Feels awkward talking about this, considering that it was supposed to be our secret… I don't think it's normal in any world to talk to your girlfriends about how your first time having sex was… Or is it? I don't know…

He ended up, um… How do I say it…

Cummed inside?

Y-yes, exactly that…

Sounds like a lot of fun indeed!

I must admit, it was a lot of fun.

I guess we'll need to visit my granny to get you some pills then. Don't wanna risk you getting pregnant!

R-right, I don't want that either…

We can stop there next, before we'll do, err… Whatever it is that we're gonna do later.

Now that I got all of that said, now that I think about it more . . . talking about this stuff openly with my friends actually feels kinda nice and exhilarating, especially since I know they're doing similar kind of things themselves. I'm nowhere near the point where they are though, but it feels great to know we've got a special and a unique secret to share with each other.

So, would you consider him a proper knullkompis now?

Wait… Does that mean exactly what it sounds like?

Yes, a fuck-buddy! Someone you trust, someone more than just a normal friend, or in your case brother… Basically just someone you fuck regularly!

O-oh, I'm not sure about that… It was just one time…

As much fun as it is to hook up with new men, hooking up with familiar faces is always the safest, especially if you know they're reliable partners～ !

Well, that's definitely true.

Think he'd be interested in me～ ?
Now that you've both done him, I kinda wanna be next!

Don't ask me, ask him.

Well since you're progressing nicely, makes me wonder what's next for you? More fun on your own?

I'm not sure yet…
The way you asked it makes me wonder if you ever do anything together?

Oh, absolutely. During spring it's all we did. We would both wear the star in the same spots and hang out together. If one of us would get spotted, both of us did. It led to a lot of fun moments.

I wouldn't be surprised if I ended up doing something like that as well. It might even be easier and more fun with one of those two around, if not even both of them. It would also probably be a little safer, a fun way to ease myself into doing it with people I don't know very well…
…If that is something I intend to do, that is… I'm still not sure…

Alright, I know what I wanna do today!
You both got laid yesterday while I was left inside cleaning like a slave. Tonight I wanna change that and have some real fun, if you know what I mean. Are you two up for it?

Always up for that! How about you, Emilia?

Well, it does look like I now have the opportunity, and that I may have to make that choice instantly… But I'm just not sure if I wanna do it with a stranger yet…
On one hand, I might want to just stick to hanging out with Sven for now, but that would mean letting these girls down…
On another hand … well, actually … I'm not sure what would happen if I agreed to whatever these girl's definition of "fun" is. Maybe I would end up having sex with another man today? I had so much fun yesterday, so maybe it wouldn't be so bad…
Doing it with someone entirely unknown to me still sounds very intimidating though… I'm not sure if I'm brave enough…

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What to do tonight?

• "Fuck it, I am brave enough!"
• "Maybe I should to stick to just doing it with Sven for now."