Dirty Talk/Three Brats/June 17th, 2021/After the "Doctor's" Appointment
To be honest, I was a little worried about how this whole arrangement was going to pan out after mom said she wanted to mold and guide me, but honestly, it turned out alright and not that scary in the end. I mean, at one point, I was fearful that she could make me do something as extreme as I saw that older girl do, but luckily, it didn't come to that today. I went from figuratively crapping my pants to being overall satisfied with myself.
I'm still not sure about how I feel about all those cameras and them filming me. I don't mind it being for personal use only, but if something like that were to be posted on the internet… I can't even imagine how I'd feel about thousands or millions of people seeing that. I probably shouldn't worry since child porn is illegal. Someone could end up in jail if my face appeared on the internet…
I'm still not sure about how I feel about all those cameras and them filming me. I don't mind it being for personal use only, but if something like that were to be posted on the internet… I can't even imagine how I'd feel about thousands or millions of people seeing that. I probably shouldn't worry since child porn is illegal. Someone could end up in jail if my face appeared on the internet…
It's probably in my best interest to lie. I'm not sure how I'd feel about him knowing or how mom would feel if I shared this secret without her permission. Sure, he was my first, but on the other hand, would that not just complicate things even more?
I think we'll need to discuss that in the future. Maybe tomorrow… Or just think about it myself some more…
I think we'll need to discuss that in the future. Maybe tomorrow… Or just think about it myself some more…
Care to fetch me a glass of Pommac?
Just kidding, I'll get your lazy ass one. Maybe you deserve to be pampered at least once in every blue moon.
Oh… I wonder if THOSE two are done with whatever Danny had planned for them… It's getting too late for me to meet them in person, but I'll at least text them.
It Looks like they've bombarded me with some questions as well.
It Looks like they've bombarded me with some questions as well.
Heidi: You okay, Emilia? We're a little worried.
Emilia: No need to worry. Just vibing at home now. How about you girls?
Heidi: Oh! I suspected you would be sending a message soon. We're just vibing too. Trying to wrap our minds around what happened today.
Emilia: Well, what did happen? My mom said she sent Danny to punish you.
Heidi: Oh, did she now? 🤔
Emilia: Is that not what happened, or…?
Emilia: No need to worry. Just vibing at home now. How about you girls?
Heidi: Oh! I suspected you would be sending a message soon. We're just vibing too. Trying to wrap our minds around what happened today.
Emilia: Well, what did happen? My mom said she sent Danny to punish you.
Heidi: Oh, did she now? 🤔
Emilia: Is that not what happened, or…?
They seem to be taking some time replying…
And I haven't even seen Milka write anything yet…
And I haven't even seen Milka write anything yet…
Oh, finally! Some typing…
Heidi: Yeah, Danny had my brother help him punish us for being bad. Me and Milka were SO surprised. We had NO IDEA they were coming for us.
Emilia: Well, how was it? Your punishment, I mean.
Heidi: Danny was a little rougher than usual, but since my beloved Henry was there, it was all good!
Milka: Yeah. Danny was scarier than usual alright. He went on and on about how we shouldn't be a bad influence on others and how a "hitman" had hired him to punish us harshly for it.
Heidi: And like you said, Emilia, that was your mother.
Emilia: Right…
Emilia:Oh right, my brother was actually afraid about you being a bad influence on me as well. I don't mind. I think it's a good kind of bad influence.
Heidi: That makes me so glad to read! It is indeed a "good" bad influence! But enough of that, how did your day go? You talked with your mother, and then what?
Emilia: Well, she didn't seem too angry, although she did insist on punishing me in her own way, I think. She wants to guide me or something.
Heidi: Doesn't sound too bad! We were worried you could be in DEEP trouble!
Emilia: I mean, considering how my mother is, even though she's not angry…
Milka: I know what you mean. She's trouble in her own way. But you did at least have fun, right?
Emilia: I was in for quite a surprise. Danny had apparently hooked me up with Heidi's father. Mom made me then shoot some kind of home sex video with him…
Milka: WOOOW
Heidi: I'm speechless. You had sex with my father?
Emilia: Yeah… It was something, alright. He was so, so big…
Heidi: That explains what he told me when he got home some fifteen minutes ago. He just stared me down without actually greeting me and said that he knows. Nothing else. I thought it could be related to something else, but… I guess those two, Danny and your mom, must've told my dad about me and Milka too.
Emilia: I suppose… Do you think he's mad at you?
Heidi: Honestly, no idea. He always seems a little tense, but he's never been seriously angry with me before.
Emilia: Anyway, wanna talk about your experience more?
Heidi: Maybe in person. You can fill us with deets about my father later too.
Emilia: I'm happy everything's good with you two. My mom had me worried after she said she sent Danny after you.
Heidi: Everything is fine. Don't worry. 😉
Emilia: Anyway, dad's home and we've got food soon, so got to go!
Milka: We'll hang out tomorrow, okay?
Emilia: For sure!
Emilia: Well, how was it? Your punishment, I mean.
Heidi: Danny was a little rougher than usual, but since my beloved Henry was there, it was all good!
Milka: Yeah. Danny was scarier than usual alright. He went on and on about how we shouldn't be a bad influence on others and how a "hitman" had hired him to punish us harshly for it.
Heidi: And like you said, Emilia, that was your mother.
Emilia: Right…
Emilia:Oh right, my brother was actually afraid about you being a bad influence on me as well. I don't mind. I think it's a good kind of bad influence.
Heidi: That makes me so glad to read! It is indeed a "good" bad influence! But enough of that, how did your day go? You talked with your mother, and then what?
Emilia: Well, she didn't seem too angry, although she did insist on punishing me in her own way, I think. She wants to guide me or something.
Heidi: Doesn't sound too bad! We were worried you could be in DEEP trouble!
Emilia: I mean, considering how my mother is, even though she's not angry…
Milka: I know what you mean. She's trouble in her own way. But you did at least have fun, right?
Emilia: I was in for quite a surprise. Danny had apparently hooked me up with Heidi's father. Mom made me then shoot some kind of home sex video with him…
Milka: WOOOW
Heidi: I'm speechless. You had sex with my father?
Emilia: Yeah… It was something, alright. He was so, so big…
Heidi: That explains what he told me when he got home some fifteen minutes ago. He just stared me down without actually greeting me and said that he knows. Nothing else. I thought it could be related to something else, but… I guess those two, Danny and your mom, must've told my dad about me and Milka too.
Emilia: I suppose… Do you think he's mad at you?
Heidi: Honestly, no idea. He always seems a little tense, but he's never been seriously angry with me before.
Emilia: Anyway, wanna talk about your experience more?
Heidi: Maybe in person. You can fill us with deets about my father later too.
Emilia: I'm happy everything's good with you two. My mom had me worried after she said she sent Danny after you.
Heidi: Everything is fine. Don't worry. 😉
Emilia: Anyway, dad's home and we've got food soon, so got to go!
Milka: We'll hang out tomorrow, okay?
Emilia: For sure!
I still have no idea if I should tell him about today. I mean, how would he even react?
Everything's good and peaceful!
After everything that happened today, I have to admit, I'm feeling it a little tonight… It's a good thing I have this wonderful man to satisfy my OWN needs…
I think he's up for it himself, considering how deep he's tonguing me, and how firmly he's grabbing my ass through my jeans…
I think he's up for it himself, considering how deep he's tonguing me, and how firmly he's grabbing my ass through my jeans…
I mean, I should tell her, but the problem is that I'm really not sure how he'd react, especially if he learns that I'm directly involved. He's a product of this village and no stranger to taking advantage of Star-Bearers, but that was when he was a child himself and later a teenager. It made sense for him to approach children and youngsters his age with romantic and sexual intentions, but from what I've understood, he hasn't solicited a minor ever since then. In that sense, there lies a huge question mark over the topic: would he be okay with Emilia being a Star-Bearer, and on top of that, MY girl to be groomed?
I'm not even sure if he finds pedophilia morally acceptable. Like, I met him when he was twenty, when I was fresh out of my eighteenth birthday. It was by accident; he was "dating" this girl her age at the time, if you can even call it dating. She wasn't really a girlfriend but rather a "slave". Like me, he was into BDSM, and it was actually in Stockholm's BDSM circles where we hit it off as fellow doms. I took an interest in his little "slave" while he found the idea of finding a woman who had similar tastes to him to be hot. After we fell in love and started going out, he kind of settled down and started being more career and family-oriented. He may not have a problem with me continuing to be into this stuff, but he hasn't so much as spoken about his own thoughts about the subject in years. The point is, I really don't know if he's into children. He wasn't when I met him, I think… At least he's never outright admitted or denied it.
If he is, well okay, that's not bad, but if he isn't… Well, there's no way for me to walk back what I did, and even though Emilia herself was okay and happy with our arrangement, how would you even begin to explain that to someone who finds pedophilia unacceptable? It's not easy to convince such a person that the child DID consent when they firmly believe that a child can't consent to sex in the first place.
One way or another, I have to get to the bottom of this. I need to find out whether or not Ludwig would be okay with such a thing without actually asking if he'd be okay with it. I can't be straightforward. What if he'd be mad? What if he'd find this something utterly unacceptable? I'd hate that… I love our entire family…
I think I have a perfect idea for how to approach this, but I need to think about it for a little longer…
I'm not even sure if he finds pedophilia morally acceptable. Like, I met him when he was twenty, when I was fresh out of my eighteenth birthday. It was by accident; he was "dating" this girl her age at the time, if you can even call it dating. She wasn't really a girlfriend but rather a "slave". Like me, he was into BDSM, and it was actually in Stockholm's BDSM circles where we hit it off as fellow doms. I took an interest in his little "slave" while he found the idea of finding a woman who had similar tastes to him to be hot. After we fell in love and started going out, he kind of settled down and started being more career and family-oriented. He may not have a problem with me continuing to be into this stuff, but he hasn't so much as spoken about his own thoughts about the subject in years. The point is, I really don't know if he's into children. He wasn't when I met him, I think… At least he's never outright admitted or denied it.
If he is, well okay, that's not bad, but if he isn't… Well, there's no way for me to walk back what I did, and even though Emilia herself was okay and happy with our arrangement, how would you even begin to explain that to someone who finds pedophilia unacceptable? It's not easy to convince such a person that the child DID consent when they firmly believe that a child can't consent to sex in the first place.
One way or another, I have to get to the bottom of this. I need to find out whether or not Ludwig would be okay with such a thing without actually asking if he'd be okay with it. I can't be straightforward. What if he'd be mad? What if he'd find this something utterly unacceptable? I'd hate that… I love our entire family…
I think I have a perfect idea for how to approach this, but I need to think about it for a little longer…
- Back to the start of the day. - Explore other options.
- A couple of days later. - Advance the story.