Apotheosis/Dione/Backstory/Ask him to tell you what was going on inside

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"Can you tell me what they were doing?" you ask, finally deciding to say something out loud.


Paco immediately sighs. "You need to go to sleep, Dione."


"But I wanna know what they were doing…"


"If I tell you, will you be a good little girl and go to bed?"


This is exactly what you wanted. So, you nod, with a sparkle of curiosity shining in your eyes.


"Will you be a good girl and promise not to sneak around anymore?"


"I promise."


"Very well then", Paco says and walks up to you, sitting next to you, presenting a hand on your shoulder. "Lisa is having sex with that man."


You can swear that you've heard that word being tossed around before, but you have no idea what it actually means. "What's that?"


"Well…" Paco begins, thinking about how to continue. "Sex can be a lot of things, but it is typically something intimate that two people who are in love do together in private." That makes you a little confused, because you're fairly sure that Lisa wasn't in love with that old man. "Most often sex it's between a man and a woman, when man puts his penis inside woman's vagina. This is also how children are made."


"Is Lisa going to be a mommy then?"


Paco immediately laughs. "No, no, of course not. Lisa is too young for that."


"Does Lisa love that man?"


This time, Paco doesn't really laugh. Instead, he appears a little nervous. "Like I said, sex can be a lot of things."


"So can you have sex with people you don't love?"


"Well, yes… But I'm not sure if you should. It's probably a too little hard to understand for you." Paco pauses for a moment, almost as if waiting for you to ask more, but you hold back your thoughts for now. "Two boys and two girls can have sex too. What Theo did to me can also be considered sex. As you can see, there's a lot more to sex than meets the eye."


Well, you're certainly intrigued by what you've heard, but you're also confused. Your own feelings and Paco's explanation kind of make it seem like sex is something fun, but it didn't seem to be fun for Lisa and Theo. It returns your thoughts back to how you asked does Lisa love that man, and to how Paco couldn't give you a direct answer. "Why didn't they like it?"


"They? Do you mean Theo and Lisa?"


You nod.


"W-well, you see… Sex is something that is very private and personal, so obviously people want to do it within their own terms. This is why sex is not necessarily always fun. In fact, it can be quite painful and humiliating if you're going to have sex with someone you don't want to have sex with. "


"So… Were you punishing them with sex…?"


"Yes, yes", he says, nodding and smiling. "It can be used to punish bad boys and girls too. That's why it is extra important for you to be a good girl as well."


You feel like the conversation is delving into territories not even you're comfortable talking about, so you change the topic. You've got one final question to ask him, which relates to the fact that you haven't been able to convince anyone to do anything sexual to you, and the fact that nobody has really talked about it to you until now. "Is it okay for me to have sex?"


Paco laughs and gives you a pat on your head. "Not yet, Dione. You need to wait a little bit more." He stands up and takes your hand gently. "Now, it's time for you to go to bed, like you promised."


You suppose you must, since you really did promise. Besides, you finally got the answers you were looking for. You let him lead you quietly back to the room. You politely wish him good night as he allows you to go back inside. You go to sleep immediately. You have no trouble falling asleep now.