Dirty Talk/Three Brats/June 21st, 2021/Caught Off Guard/Heidi's Morning
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Good morning, Heidi.
*yawn* Mornin' …
Were you up late? You seem tired.
Don't worry about it…
Breakfast's still waiting for you! Got some sourdough bread and porchetta at the table!
I'll be feeding the pigs if you need me!
Careful now.
H-huh? Oh… morning, dad…
You'll cut yourself like that. Let me help you.
I wasn't gonna slice my finger off, dad…
Sure looked like you were. And you look tired.
Nothing a cup of coffee can't help…
You know you shouldn't use that as a substitute for sleep.
Like you're one to talk! I bet this is your third cup or something…
Hahaha! Fourth actually. Want me to pour you a cup while I'm at it?
Thanks…
With milk as usual?
Nah, I'll drink it… black…
Just make sure you go to sleep early today.
*sigh*
What's wrong?
Look, dad… I know this is super awkward, but… I know you know about me…
Oh, well…
Hahaha, this is awkward indeed.
Just laughing it off…
How did you expect me to react?
I almost expected you to… well, just say anything, I guess… or be angry at me or something…
Why would I be angry?
I don't even know anymore…
You know I'm not an angry person.
Yeah, yeah… like Henna always says, you're a calm and gentle giant… but I don't know… I thought this time would be different because… I probably shouldn't be doing what I'm doing, or something…
Don't worry about it. As a fellow participant in the game, I'm in no position to judge anyone. Not even my own daughter. That's not to say I wasn't surprised. I was. Shocked even.
Well, I'm sorry if your little girl isn't as innocent as you thought she was…
It's not like that. If there's one thing I've learned living my entire life here, there's no such thing as a wholly innocent child.
REALLY now?
Really! You'd be surprised!
That's a giant relief, for you to not be mad at me, but…
Does mom know then…?
Is this what's troubling you? What's keeping you up at night?
Huh? W-well, maybe… partially… mostly it's something else, but…
Rest assured, Heidi. I haven't told Hulda. To reveal a Star-Bearer's identity to someone like that, to violate their secrets like that…
*chuckle* Even though she's your wife? My mother? Really?
What kind of a Joker would I be if I didn't follow the rules to the T myself? What right would I have to enforce them?
Well, since you put it like that…
That's exactly why I decided it was for the best to not talk to you about it. Just keep it as a secret in my own head and wait for you to bring it up…
Well, now I did, and -
…Wait, you totally just admitted to being a Joker…
I bet you knew that already. Just like I know secrets about your private life, you know secrets about mine.
Well I didn't KNOW know, but since I know you had sex with Emilia, and since Danny said he had called on a fellow Joker to punish her…
Hahaha, that's what Danny told me too!
Was it your intention to… punish her then…?
Oh no, you got it all wrong! Despite what Danny said to me about having to punish someone, it was just a simple hook-up in my eyes.
Hmph! Just another lie Danny told us…
But you're right about one thing. I did indeed have fun with your cute little friend.
And she had fun too, so if that's what you're worried about…
I know she did, so I'm really not worried for her…
So if it's not me, your mom, or your friend, what is it then? What's troubling you?
The past three days have been… stressful… got a lot of things in my mind…
Do you actually know how we… you… we all found out about each other?
I know the gist of it, but not all the details.
But you know what we actually saw…
Yes. Did what you see shock you?
Yes it did! And I can't even stop thinking about it! Ve… I mean, that girl, she… she was having so much fun! It looked like it felt so good, even though…
EVEN THOUGH it was so disgusting! She had sex WITH A DOG! And then, everything that happened after that! Laura hooking you up with Emmy, Danny coming after us, lying to us about Laura wanting to punish us! LYING about us all being in trouble! And then HE got us into trouble! And hurt us!
And YOU are the same as HIM!
Oh, so it is about me after all, huh…
No, I… didn't mean it like that…
Danny put you and your friend in quite a scary situation, didn't he? All while being blind to the fact that you two were innocent.
So you know about that too…
I've talked to Henry and had a long talk about it with Maija too, so I know everything. I'm not condoning Danny's behavior, if that's what you're worried about.
But you ARE the same as him… right?
Not at all. We're not much alike, rest assured.
In fact, why don't you sit down for a minute? I'll finish making your sandwich.
O-oh, I almost forgot… thanks…
Danny and I are not alike as far as our tactics go. There are many kinds of Jokers out there, you know.
Really now?
Really. Some are sadists who will tie you up and whip you until you're red in the face crying for forgiveness, while others prefer to whip out their dicks the moment they see black. Both are different, but punishers in the truest sense of the word.
S-so if Danny's the latter… are you the former?
Actually, your old man Eddy here is the third type. I like to kill them with kindness. You see, I don't enjoy punishing little children like the other Jokers do. Sitting them on daddy's lap, having a talk, and explaining why they're wrong while gently rubbing and caressing them is more of my style.
O-oh, but you're still putting your hands on them…
That's our traditional way of "punishing" disobedient children, no matter how uncomfortable it may make you. Kostikki doesn't put black marks on rulebreakers for fun, you know. But when my size alone makes children cover in fear, both boys and girls alike, I don't want to scare them further by being too forceful, you know. You'd be surprised at how many times I've managed to calm a crying child down and still manage to make them lay down for me.
Kids at school have actually nicknamed you "Leatherface" because of how scary you look, but you really are a gentle giant then, just like Henna says…
Hahaha, I might be a butcher, but I'm the farthest thing from a mass murderer this village has! That honor belongs to someone else.
Not gonna tell me who the other Jokers are?
I wish I could tell you, but it's not my place to do so.
Oh, and here's your sandwich.
I can't eat all this! Too big!
Growing girl needs her sustenance. Just eat what you can, and I'll finish the rest.
But we got a little sidetracked with that Joker business, didn't we? Or are you really worried I could be the same as Danny?
H-huh? N-no, I… I don't think you're as BAD as him… never did…
But still, regarding all that happened. Us discovering them doing that… I find it hard to get over it, yet my friends… they're just over it! It was just so, so perverted what we saw, yet they can act like nothing at all happened! Emilia especially! It's like…
*sigh* She's so new to this! She's barely lived here, and she's already like that!
Like what?
Brave! Confident! Having sex! It's only been like two weeks since she moved here!
We all learn things at a different pace.
I know! But it feels too fast to me! I learned when I was much younger, but it took me months to REALLY start trying things! I was always interested, but… I was still shy about it!
Or maybe she was always like that? Who knows how much curiosity she had in her heart prior to moving here…
W-well maybe that might be true, because she's my age and all…
But it's not just her either! Milka too! She's SO much braver than me! Wearing lewd marks, black marks, seducing men with them! Like it's normal! I feel like I have something to prove!
Don't be silly. This isn't a competition, so why would you have anything to prove to your friends?
No, no! Not to them! To myself! All that super lewd stuff, I'm interested in it too! But I -
What's holding you back then?
What do you mean…?
Since you're interested…
I'm worried about what might end up happening if I didn't like it after all!
Well, I'm not gonna tell you what you should do, or start making suggestions. I think those are all healthy worries to have… but at the same time, I strongly believe that if you're genuinely interested in trying something, you will end up liking it in the end.
I've never thought of it like that…
You must've been able to overcome some of your fears and doubts in the past to get to where you are now…
That IS true…
I bet you're thinking of many such examples right now.
Or is that just what YOU wanna know? Catch up with everything your daughter's been doing around the village?
It was just food for thought, since you must have such experiences.
I guess you're right… I mean, just my first time, for example… I used to think dicks smelled icky and was afraid to even touch one… but then I actually… tasted one…
Hahaha, you don't have to share if you're too ashamed!
And I used to think I would be too embarrassed to do it with a girl, until I actually did! Now I crave other girls! And then I did it with a stranger, loved it too! And I used to think anal would hurt like hell, until I actually tried and LOVED IT!
And that one time I wore a diamond for Henry! I thought he was gonna be awful to me, that I was gonna hate it, but it was so much fun!
For Henry? Our Henry?
Yeah, pretend you didn't hear that…
I've known about him for the longest time.
Really…?
Well, not the part where he had hooked up with his own little sister, but still…
But it sounds to me like you've got nothing to prove then. You're a brave girl, I can tell.
But I could be braver! No, I almost want to be!
But why? Is there something specific you want to try? Or, since you mentioned a diamond…
I mean, it's not about wearing a specific mark, but doing a specific thing. Although, wearing a diamond outside… that's nothing I've done in the past either…
You don't have to tell me.
N-no, I think… y-you could actually be h-helpful to me…
Me? As in me personally?
T-that's… not w-what I meant…
How then?
I get it. It's about what you saw three days ago, isn't it? Since you even brought it up earlier…
You're interested in dogs, aren't you?
D-don't be s-silly…
Are you interested in doing what you saw?
No! Of course… No, I mean…
You're curious about it. I can tell.
M-maybe… j-just a little… because it looked like she was having so much fun! Like it felt good! She was moaning so hard! And… even though my brains tell me that what I saw was icky and gross, I just… can't stop thinking about what it could feel like… s-so maybe I kinda… want to try… h-having sex with a…
I understand why you're holding back. That's not something any girl takes lightly.
Y-yeah, and… besides… I don't e-even know how one does it…
If you knew how, would you do it?
I… I don't… know…
You could ask Laura. She could help you out.
But I'm not brave enough!
You said I could be helpful to you, so…
T-that's…
I don't want to push you into anything, but I can hook you up, if you're too afraid to do it yourself.
Oh hell no! Screw this!
Do you want more, Heidi? Since you've been staring at an empty plate for a while…
Thanks, but I'm good…
When's Henry coming home anyway? He's been with his girlfriend for like three days straight!
You'll understand when YOU get yourself a girlfriend, kiddo!
As if I would never get THAT obsessed with a girl…
Anyway, thanks for the meal! Gotta run!
Best for me to get back to work as well.
Ummm, daddy? ♪
Oh. What is it, Heidi?
I've made up my mind…
Is this about what we talked about earlier?
Yes, and…
♢ This is my decision!
That's a wild thing you're flashing at your father.
You promised to help me hook up with Laura, so…
Do you really want this?
I… I can't stop thinkng about it, so… I feel like I must… actually… do it… to get over these feelings…
Are you absolutely sure?
Yes, seriously… I want to have sex… with a dog…
So help me like you promised me!
Let me just call Laura then.
If you could, let me talk to her. With your phone, of course, since I don't have her number…
Alright then. Here's the phone, it's already ringing…
Hello? Edward?
Hello, Laura…
Oh, Heidi! Isn't this a pleasant surprise!
Look, I…
Ever since that day, when we saw what we saw, I… haven't really been myself, and…
Is this about Gunnar and Venla?
Yes it is, and… I haven't even been able to look at dogs the same way anymore after that. I mean, I love dogs. We used to have one, but he… died… not too long ago…
I'm so sorry to hear that. Losing a friend like that hurts.
Y-yeah, I miss him… but still, I think I know how I can get over what I'm feeling…
Ask away. Don't be shy now.
Can I… - No, can WE take him for a walk together? I think if I could spend time with a dog, I could maybe…
That's a wonderful idea, actually! I was about to take him for a walk soon anyway. Where do you want to meet up?
Well, maybe my place? You know where we live, right?
Yes, your father gave me the adress. I'll be there as soon as I can.
Perfect, and… thanks…
See you soon then!
Beep.
*sigh* I was too afraid to be direct…
So this is your plan, huh? Get discovered by Laura with that purple diamond of yours, and announce to her that you're a pervert…
It's too shameful to actually say it out loud, so maybe if I can just show it… and have her come to me first…
Hahaha, I understand! It's a good idea, and Laura will surely take notice. And since it's purple…
Y-yes… that's basically my logic here, since it applies to both sexes…
But you didn't take me into your plan.
H-huh?
You don't want me to be present?
Ummmm, preferably… not…
But what if that's my claim to your little diamond?
Oh, stop!
Hahaha, you're that opposed to the idea? It's mostly about being there for your support. Sex with an animal is risky and dangerous business, and you'll need some muscle just in case something goes wrong. I doubt Laura alone is strong enough to stop Gunnar.
I get it… you can watch…
I'll get to work. Gotta think about a safe place to do it…
I'll be feeding the pigs if you need me!
Oh wow, been a while since she's prepared a whole damn roast. She's gone all out…
But seriously, what a night. At least I got some sleep in, but I must've tossed and turned for hours because my head's just so filled with confusion and conflicted thoughts, lewd thoughts… When even was the last time I rubbed one out anyway? It didn't even help, because now the same questions are racing in my mind again…
And I still can't believe what Milka did! She seduced a man with a black mark like it's normal or something! Like some kind of a maniac, and she even had fun with it! The way she described it all… fucking hell, I know she's always been bolder than me - like, that girl's just reckless at times - but even if I grant her that what she did probably was fun and felt amazing… I could never wear black in front of anyone! No way! So how?! Ugh!
But seriously, what a night. At least I got some sleep in, but I must've tossed and turned for hours because my head's just so filled with confusion and conflicted thoughts, lewd thoughts… When even was the last time I rubbed one out anyway? It didn't even help, because now the same questions are racing in my mind again…
And I still can't believe what Milka did! She seduced a man with a black mark like it's normal or something! Like some kind of a maniac, and she even had fun with it! The way she described it all… fucking hell, I know she's always been bolder than me - like, that girl's just reckless at times - but even if I grant her that what she did probably was fun and felt amazing… I could never wear black in front of anyone! No way! So how?! Ugh!
And Milka did all that just days after she almost went through something horrible… after we both did! So why was she so okay with wearing black like that? I just don't get it! I know she trusted Ludwig because guy's a family man, but what would've happened if he was a dangerous man?! He could've done anything! It could've ended so badly for her! So how am I more shaken up than she is, even though Danny barely touched me?!
You idiot, even had me worried for nothing…
You idiot, even had me worried for nothing…
Hahaha, this is awkward indeed.
Does mom know then…?
…Wait, you totally just admitted to being a Joker…
But it's true still? Not that I ever thought Emilia would lie about it, but it's just… feels like even she's bolder than me! Not that there's anything particularly extreme about having sex with adult men. That's perfectly normal, but… she's so new to this! She's known about the game for about a week, and she's already doing this!
And she had fun too, so if that's what you're worried about…
Do you actually know how we… you… we all found out about each other?
EVEN THOUGH it was so disgusting! She had sex WITH A DOG! And then, everything that happened after that! Laura hooking you up with Emmy, Danny coming after us, lying to us about Laura wanting to punish us! LYING about us all being in trouble! And then HE got us into trouble! And hurt us!
And YOU are the same as HIM!
In fact, why don't you sit down for a minute? I'll finish making your sandwich.
I can't believe I raised my voice when talking about a subject like that, especially inside my own home. Nobody else is inside, right? Henna's always helping mom at this hour, Henry's with Pippi, and… Hannu? Surely he's not home… right? Still, I need to calm down. It's not like I can start blaming him for what happened, even though I know he's friends with Danny…
Oh, and here's your sandwich.
Sheesh! At least it's bloody delicious…
But still, regarding all that happened. Us discovering them doing that… I find it hard to get over it, yet my friends… they're just over it! It was just so, so perverted what we saw, yet they can act like nothing at all happened! Emilia especially! It's like…
*sigh* She's so new to this! She's barely lived here, and she's already like that!
But it's not just her either! Milka too! She's SO much braver than me! Wearing lewd marks, black marks, seducing men with them! Like it's normal! I feel like I have something to prove!
Fuck! I can't believe I said something like that in front of my own father… in the spur of the moment! Didn't even think about what I was saying! Oh my lord, he's just staring at me now… I'm afraid to even imagine what he's thinking right now…
Ugh! Why am I sharing!? I can't even look him in the eye! I just want to bury my face under my hands like this forever!
Sheesh! Laughing at me! I've never been this embarrassed in front of my dad, but…
Fuck it!
Fuck it!
Well I'll be. I honestly didn't expect her to share anything…
Oh, shoot…
I don't know why, but talking about this so openly with my dad… almost feels refreshing…
Okay, deep breaths… he's not gonna laugh at me, or mock me…
No! I just can't tell him! Too embarrassing!
No! I just can't tell him! Too embarrassing!
You're interested in dogs, aren't you?
I can't believe I'm about to admit it aloud, but he must've seen through me…
I can't even say it out aloud…
Oh my God, my heart feels like bursting…
Oh, running off, is she? I must've freaked her out by suggesting I could talk to Laura about it. And she has barely even touched her food. Maybe I'll leave it behind her door and just knock, so she can have her peace. I think she needs that right now, to go over what she's feeling…
But still, to think my own daughter would be like this…
But still, to think my own daughter would be like this…
I was planning on telling someone about how I feel, but not HIM! Like, maybe Henna, because she understands me! Or even Milka! So why did I tell him of all people?! In the spur of the moment, I admitted something that disgusting to my dad! I'm so stupid! Ugh! I want to just bury my head in the sand, suffocate, and die! I can never look at him again! He must think I'm some kind of a sick pervert for even thinking about fucking a dog! And that's what I fucking am! Sick in the head! Why am I still thinking about it?! Why am I fantasizing about it?! Why was that stupid dog the only thing I could think of when I rubbed myself out yesterday?! FUCK!
Wait, a text from Milka?
Wait, a text from Milka?
You awake? Call me as soon as you can!
Oh my God, this is the worst. I promised I would help her, that we would go through her plan, but… I can't go out like this… not when I feel like I'm about to cry out of embarrassment, not when I can't brush these feelings aside…
I must lie to her… say I'm grounded or something… and just… close my phone…
. . .
I feel like such a cunt for doing that, but… I can't tell her what I'm thinking about either…
I must lie to her… say I'm grounded or something… and just… close my phone…
. . .
I feel like such a cunt for doing that, but… I can't tell her what I'm thinking about either…
But still…
If I want to try it…
My dad said he would be willing to help me… but would he really? Would he allow to have his own daughter to get fucked by a dog? No parent should agree to it, but… since I'm interested… this might be a golden opportunity for me to try it. But should I even try it? It's simultaneously so gross and scary, but also so alluring because of how good it might feel…
I just don't know, but…
I have to do something to get over what I'm feelings…
If I want to try it…
My dad said he would be willing to help me… but would he really? Would he allow to have his own daughter to get fucked by a dog? No parent should agree to it, but… since I'm interested… this might be a golden opportunity for me to try it. But should I even try it? It's simultaneously so gross and scary, but also so alluring because of how good it might feel…
I just don't know, but…
I have to do something to get over what I'm feelings…
I spent at least three hours thinking, but now that I'm at the lunch table, out of my room, it doesn't feel so bad at all…
Dad's been looking at me, but… hasn't so much as said a word to me…
Dad's been looking at me, but… hasn't so much as said a word to me…
This is gonna be my chance! Just gotta wait for a minute…
. . .
Okay, there he is, and nobody else is around…
I'm so nervous…
. . .
Okay, there he is, and nobody else is around…
I'm so nervous…
Well would you look at that…
I'm just gonna say it out loud, no sugarcoating the fact…
So help me like you promised me!
This perverted, sexy daughter of mine… growing up so fast…
Okay, I know exactly how to ask her…
Oh Jesus, I'm still so nervous…
Ever since that day, when we saw what we saw, I… haven't really been myself, and…
Fuck! I feel like actually just closing the phone after all, but… I've got to stick to this…
Oh? She's not being direct? Still, that's an interesting suggestion she's making… or maybe she's just too shy to say it over the phone…
No turning back now, I guess… but could it really be dangerous? Dad says so, and Gunnar IS a big dog… and since they don't exactly understand consent in the same way humans do… having a big adult there is important just in case something goes wrong. I don't want him there, but if some muscle is needed, like he says, then I'm not gonna say no to that…
I'm getting butterflies all over again, feeling like I should just scrub the diamond off… or at least move it somewhere less noticeable, away from my wrist… I made it so large too… but I guess a big pervert deserves a big diamond…
Or maybe, I'll just try to stop thinking about it and just do it…
I'm getting butterflies all over again, feeling like I should just scrub the diamond off… or at least move it somewhere less noticeable, away from my wrist… I made it so large too… but I guess a big pervert deserves a big diamond…
Or maybe, I'll just try to stop thinking about it and just do it…
See what comes next:
I don't like bestiality! Take me somewhere safe!