Dirty Talk/Three Brats/June 21st, 2021/Emilia makes a decision
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These two feel even moodier than usual. They've hardly said anything since coming home. I'd normally ignore it, let the young ones mope and brood, but Ludwig isn't here to share in my pain, so…
Geez! For a second there…
It's already bedtime. What a lame day. Sven is probably going to get away with being out until midnight. He keeps getting to see people and do stuff while I'm stuck here all alone. And at the same time I'm finally not crushingly grounded for… doing what I did, and MY friends bailed on me too! That's not fair at all.
I'm being mean. They didn't bail. Milka is out with her dad and Heidi is now sleeping over with an "old friend", whatever that means. It… had better not be Sven! Gosh, I never thought of that. But either way, that still means that I'm alone… and lonely… and trying to figure things out all by myself.
. . .
I… I think I do want to wear a mark again. The cabin did freak me out a little, but if I'm being honest, everything since then has felt boring, too. Whenever I think about it, REALLY think about it - about Henry… a-and then Danny, both of them lifting me… and Henry's orgasm… p-pouring out of me… into Venla's mouth… - UNFF! I can't help get all hot and nervous and trembly and my pussy fucking aches as that all churns through my mind! I feel so dirty touching myself to all those thoughts, too… but I want so much MORE than to just touch myself…
Mmm, god, Heidi smothering me with her pussy after SHE got fucked. I licked and tongued through the thick taste of cock until all I could taste was her… my bestie's pussy. And her face-grinding orgasm… I could hardly breathe… Fuck! It's so… all these thoughts are overwhelming! I still have a hard time processing that I DID all of that, and yet… I wish I did even more.
Am I really any closer to knowing what I want? I feel so helplessly, desperately, frighteningly horny, and yet I'm too scared to do anything about it. Pathetic. Scared of what might happen next…? Or what I might let someone do to me…
I'm being mean. They didn't bail. Milka is out with her dad and Heidi is now sleeping over with an "old friend", whatever that means. It… had better not be Sven! Gosh, I never thought of that. But either way, that still means that I'm alone… and lonely… and trying to figure things out all by myself.
. . .
I… I think I do want to wear a mark again. The cabin did freak me out a little, but if I'm being honest, everything since then has felt boring, too. Whenever I think about it, REALLY think about it - about Henry… a-and then Danny, both of them lifting me… and Henry's orgasm… p-pouring out of me… into Venla's mouth… - UNFF! I can't help get all hot and nervous and trembly and my pussy fucking aches as that all churns through my mind! I feel so dirty touching myself to all those thoughts, too… but I want so much MORE than to just touch myself…
Mmm, god, Heidi smothering me with her pussy after SHE got fucked. I licked and tongued through the thick taste of cock until all I could taste was her… my bestie's pussy. And her face-grinding orgasm… I could hardly breathe… Fuck! It's so… all these thoughts are overwhelming! I still have a hard time processing that I DID all of that, and yet… I wish I did even more.
Am I really any closer to knowing what I want? I feel so helplessly, desperately, frighteningly horny, and yet I'm too scared to do anything about it. Pathetic. Scared of what might happen next…? Or what I might let someone do to me…
. . .
No. I have to do something. I'm… I'm doing it. I'm going to…