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Revision as of 03:07, 25 October 2022
Emilia? Wake up sweetie, it's almost eleven. I had to tell your father you were feeling ill.
Enough of that. I know you're not sleeping.
I just like my bed, okay?
C'mon, sit up. We need to talk about yesterday.
...talk? Er... do we have to?
Yes, I think it's quite important we do.
I've been doing a lot of thinking about everything that happened, ever since I brought you home from the cabin.
Oh my, where to start. There's so much... I know you and your friends saw something yesterday between Venla and Gunnar. If it wasn't obvious, you and your friends were never meant to see that.
Oh no! She knows? How did she find out?
That was private... just like how the cabin was private. I would hope you know not to discuss those sorts of things with other people, but in case you feel that you can't help yourself, I-
I just want you to know that discretion and poise are important in all things, but especially these sorts of things. This is extremely important. Understand?
Good. Second, you're grounded until further notice.
No buts. Your behavior lately has been far less than ideal.
But... you sat there and watched them do all those things to me!
That's not what I'm talking about. Your attitude. Sneaking around. Lying to me.
I don't like it, Emilia. We've taught you better than that. I feel like you've been skirting on being entirely disrespectful lately, ever since you started spending so much time with your new friends.
There's nothing wrong with my friends.
So, for now, you're grounded. If you want to mope in your bed all day you can, bu-
But until I see an improvement in your attitude, and I feel you've been sufficiently punished for what you've done, you need my explicit permission to go anywhere. And you'd best assume my answer will be “no” to whatever you ask for some time.
Thank you. What else... you may think differently of me after seeing me play a part in, well,
various things yesterday, but I want you to know that I'm still loyal to your father.
I'm not cheating on him with anyone. He knows about my interests and he indulges me quite graciously, and I support his interests in kind. We have an understanding. But Danny is a friend - with similar interests to my own - but nothing more. Your dad knows nothing about what happened yesterday, let alone whatever you've been up to with those other girls, and I would prefer it stay that way.
Your father is a wonderful partner and a loving parent, but his tastes are... vanilla, compared to mine. I'm a dom at heart, but I wouldn't dream of bringing any of my kinks into our relationship. Quite the opposite. He is the only person I will ever submit to, and I do so both faithfully and proudly.
Submit...? Mooom... I don't need to hear about you and da-
But either way, perhaps out of respect to him, my interests lean more towards young girls. Girls that have a penchant for marking themselves.
She's stroking my hair... why is she doing that?! That's what she does when she's apologizing for something. Does it have something to do with yesterday, or... for something that hasn't happened yet?
But I have to say Emilia, you are quite young to be getting yourself wrapped up in all this. Not that I was much older when I first began to explore my own desires, but I never played the game you've subjected yourself to. It even disappoints me that you chose to do so at all as I'd always hoped you'd be more like me, but what's done is done. My only problem with all this is that you don't appear to be responsible enough to keep yourself out of real trouble.
Um... what are you saying?
It's perfectly natural to want to explore your urges.
Where I'm going with this is... I think you should be allowed to mark yourself however you see fit... so long as you do so in the safety of our home.
It's the one place where you can practice wearing whatever mark you choose without being forced off a cliff. Let me assure you, the last thing you want to do is “try out” a black spade just to “see what happens”.
I don't want you leaving the house wearing a mark, period. Not until you better appreciate what those marks truly mean,
and you have a much better respect for black. I think you've proven yourself too irresponsible to go out anywhere while wearing them.
But I... I didn't... that doesn't feel fair!
I think it's perfectly fair. You prove to me you have a better handle on them, much like your attitude, and we'll talk. But for now all of that stays at home, and ideally in your room, unless you
want your father finding out. Understand?
Good. Now, on a less serious note... I also wanted to say I'm proud of you.
What? Wh-why? But... you just grounded me?
I've seen much more experienced girls than you crack under much less pressure than you were subjected to yesterday. So although I disagree with your choices lately, I'm still impressed you got through that in the way you did.
Oh... um, thanks, I guess. I... I am kinda sore though.
That may not have been your first time, but you should know Danny doesn't tend to hold back. He could have been much rougher on you. It's almost lucky that I was there, although I had no idea you would don black. He likely went easy on you since I was present. Hard to say what he might've done if I
wasn't there...
Danny was holding back? That's... terrifying!
Anyway, we can talk more later. You rest up and think about things, m'kay?
Um, mom? What
are you going to tell dad?
Hmm? About what? You think I should tell him his 10-year-old daughter threw herself at the mercy of an orgy while I watched with amusement? If you think that's best...
I'm sorry, I shouldn't tease! Of course I'm not telling him that! Goodness, he'd have a stroke!
But... a-about why I'm grounded?
I'll tell him the truth. You've been disrespectful and irresponsible. Simple as that. He respects my judgment, and you should as well.
Good. Maybe we'll play a board game tonight, hmm? Something a little less... stimulating for you.
Ugh, that was the worst conversation ever! Worse than dad trying to explain about birds and bees last summer! And I already have a text from Heidi that they're going to the beach again today. I guess I have to let them know I'm grounded. Unbelievable... This is all so embarrassing! I hope they understand.
Two days later
*Sigh* I swear I haven't been grounded in forever... This sucks...
Just knowing I'm not allowed to go anywhere is frustrating I'm just... so... bored...
Look at that. I think the purple looks prettiest against my skin. How many lesbians would there be in a village this size anyway?
There were more than just stars and hearts though. What were all the other symbols again? I think this was one of them...
That's like
a star, isn't it? But, like you "really" want it or something. I can't remember now. I'll have to message Heidi t-
I'm putting on a load of laundry, dear, did you have an-
Emilia, are you scrawling the marks of Lauhatar all over your arm? As if they're for doodling?
Emilia, I can see them from here! And is that a diamond?
Oh, Emilia. You're really asking to be taught another lesson, aren't you?
A purple diamond. God, the kinds of things I could do to her with a purple diamond...
You, missy... are lucky I'm both busy and disciplined. It may be “just a game” to you, but you still need to give it the respect it deserves!
If you are going to practice marking yourself can you
please try to be more
constructive about it?
*sigh* I'm just going to assume you
don't have any laundry.
Good gravy. This girl... I swear she's trying
to anger the old gods. I'm going to have to keep her in her room until highschool at this rate.
Urgh! "WHaT aRe YoU dOinG?"
I'm bored, okay mom? Thanks to you! Besides, I don't know what the big deal is if I'm just in my room! And she said I can ONLY wear them at home, so... oh, I don't know. I'm getting all worked up, but none of them feel as exciting while I'm cooped up in here anyways. I could have the whole alphabet scribbled down my side and I wouldn't even...
And what did she mean by "constructive" practice? Am I supposed to be practicing? Maybe I should go see what some of these look like in the mirror...? Maybe different symbols need to be different sizes. Or maybe I need to test hiding them. Hmmm. She wasn't very clear.
Emilia's boredom may be getting to her, but her mom's suggestion is intriguing. How does she explore that?
