Life Hacks/Autumn's taboos and interests

Sexual history

Despite their masturbatory activities, masturbating at the same time but not necessarily in view of one another, the twins have something of a feed back off one another that has made them both a little neurotic about sexually related activities. This trend started when they were 4 and just learning about body shame. They eventually began re-enforcing it on each other as they both began having a desire to explore their own or each other's bodies, but then quickly told the other that this was wrong. This absolute red-line for any looking or touching one another that, for a time, even extended to touching their own bodies was eventually broken when they discovered masturbation, and when Autumn began to have romantic feelings for Spring a little after the girls started puberty and began to be pushed by their hormones, and they have since been softening lately. However, the shadow of their old anti-sexual absolutism still lingers over them to the point that they have to be in different rooms (usually one in the bedroom and the other in the bathroom) during their simultaneous masturbation.

The twins are unaware of their older sisters' mutual masturbation with each other, their older brother's side-by-side masturbation with Xander, or their younger siblings' peeing game in the woods. If they were to find out about either of the former, their first reaction would likely be to lecture their older siblings, but it very well could later lead to them letting their guard down about experimenting with each other. If they were to find out about the latter, they would absolutely forbid their younger siblings from going into the woods again, tell their parents and older siblings about it, and then watch them like hawks to prevent and shut down this activity.

Autumn is a closet lesbian and is slightly confused over this, and she has a strong desire to taste the forbidden fruit of touching her sister's body in the same way she pleasures herself. Due to the connection she shares with her twin, she is fully aware that she knows about this and also that she does not exactly share the same feelings for her. As such, despite the fact that she wants to push them both farther outside their anti-sexual absolutism and get closer to her sister, she does not dare to take that step.

Sex ed classes in their school system are going to be next year. She has not formally learned more than how to take care of her monthly issues, but informally she has started hearing things from her class mates. Information is sparse and confusing. She has heard about something called "fucking" and knows it has something to do with boys and girls touching each other's privates. She has heard that this is what boyfriends and girlfriends do, and also that the sex ed teachers go off like crazy preaching about how it is wrong unless you are married. She has also heard from some who say they have done it and that it feels better than masturbating. As she heard all about this stuff, she started to become sure that this was what she wanted to do with her sister rather than a boy, even though she knew this is something that would be regarded as even more sinful than doing it with a boy in a way that was not approved of by the church.

Sexual Knowledge

As Autumn picked up her second-hand sex-ed knowledge, she has had several crucial things that she missed from her education. She does not know about semen, and thinks that sex is a boy sticking his fingers in a girl's vagina. She has thought of the concept that a boy could probably stick his penis inside there too, but thinks that would be a gross and unusual thing to try rather than it being the whole main idea of sex.

She also has no idea about semen. She has somewhat gotten the idea that sex is in some way related to how babies are made, but does not think it is related to fingers or even the penis going into the vagina.

Knows where babies come from?: Knows they come from the mother's belly and it involves the father somehow. She has a theory of her own that the father needs to get something from the doctor in order to make his wife pregnant, and that whatever this is would have to come from a white box of some sort.

Knows what semen is?: Does not know what semen is, but if she were to see it on a girl's stomach or leaking from her vagina without having seen it come out of the boy's penis she would come to the conclusion instantly that it was the stuff that makes babies. If she were to see it come from the boy's penis, she might be momentarally confused and could be lead to think anything about it, but would still have about a 50% chance of coming to the correct answer about its role in making babies if not fed a story or otherwise lead off the path.

Knows about a boy's penis?: Yes

Knows what sex is?: Sort of. As described above, she thinks partner masturbation is sex and PIV sex is something some weird people might decide to try.

Sexual interests (start of story)

• Slave to her hormones: (Body shame -5,10,15,20,25,30, or 35% depending on stimulus while ovulating.)

Without a proper sexual education, Spring is less able to resist her sexual urges while her hormones are demanding she engage in sex. She is still able to fully resist on principal if she is not being reved up, but any form of sex act, even a benign act, will get her motor running and gradually strip away her resistances. If she consents to a sex act, her body shame for the purposes of measuring resistance for all future sex acts in the same encounter will be reduced according to the intensity of the sex act performed. These intensities are as follows.

• Benign = -5%
• Dismissable(taken as sexual) = -10%
• Mild = -15%
• Moderate or mild-seming fetish = -20%
• Fetish related to mild acts = -25%
• Hard-core normal sex act = -30%
• Hard-core fetish sex act = -35%

This effect is only in place while she is ovulating. However, she will become regretful after the fact if she allows any sex act she would normally not consent to under her normal body shame stat once it reverts.

• Sort of sees Xander as feminine: (Can regard Xander as male or female)

Due to Xander's long hair and somewhat effeminate appearance, Autumn might act toward Xander as she would toward a female depending on how high her romantic love stat is with him. Will use the higher of the two stats, lust or trust, for her resistance (the appropriate stat having the modifier for the appropriate gender applied, so trust may still win for breaking down her walls even if lust is higher,) and will default to lust if they are even. Lust/romantic love must be 50 or higher before this will effect her sexual behavior.

Pending Sexual interests (requires triggers to activate)

• Responsive to grooming: (An extra -5 to acts she is acclimated to and -10 to acts she is groomed to)

Since most of her sexual resistance is based on her complex, she is extra responsive to having her walls of resistance torn down. For her, it is -15 for sex acts of the same level she is acclimated to, and -10 for the level above it. Similar for grooming witch is -60 and -30. (Neurotic sexual resistance still applies, this just compensates for it. However, being groomed will eliminate the "lesbianism is sinful" modifier for that level and halve all others at all levels.)

• Wants sex with her sister: (-20 to -60 to any sex act, surrogate or on herself, she feels will bring her closer to doing it with Spring.)

Autumn will more easily accept a sex act done to her if she feels it will make it easier for her to do something sexual with her twin sister. This includes having a threesome set up between them or something she perceives as teaching/getting her ready or sex acts done on Spring perceived to be for the purpose of breaking down her resistance. It will be -20 for the mere hint this might help without definite proof, and up to -60 for things she is sure will work that she can see a direct line between this act and her getting to do something with Spring.

• Gratitude barrier breaking: (-40 to all sex acts after being helped into a sexual relationship with her sister.)

If you help Autumn to break past her twin's resistance so that the two of them can freely have lesbian sex, or if she is actively engaged in a sex act with her that you helped facilitate, she will feel somewhat obligated to allow you some sexual pleasure with her body as well. This is a mix between gratitude and public messaging. She will also feel that it is not as sinful to have lesbian sex with her sister if she is also having sex with a boy.

Sexual resistances (start of story)

• Lesbian: (+10 to all mild or higher sex acts with males, and will not initiate a sex act with a male.)

Autumn does not have an interest in sex with boys, but does not really actively avoid it due to her lesbian status. Rather, all the avoidance of sex comes from her being neurotically modest, witch is something that cuts at both genders equally.

• Lesbian sex is sinful: (+30 to all sex acts with females)

Ironically, Autumn is actually driven away from lesbian sex even harder than she is from heterosexual sex due to the public messaging she has gotten on the subject. Unlike with boys though, she might actually try to initiate a sex act with a girl. Also, Autumn uses lust/romantic love as her prime stat for lesbian sex and trust as her prime stat for heterosexual sex, and higher lust stats make her more likely to initiate on her own.

• Neurotically modest: (+50 all sex acts, including benign.)

Has developed a major complex regarding modesty, and pain-staking efforts must be made with her to get her to drop her guard. (Does not stack with "parents say no" or "church says no." The one that produces the higher number is the one that will be used.)

• The Church says no: (Body Shame = resistance to all mild and higher sex acts.)

All mild and higher sex acts, unless their default resistance is higher than her body shame stat, are raised to match her body shame. This is reduced by half if she is in a crowd made up 100% of people she has 50% or higher trust with and are also all engaging in sex acts. (Acclimation at any level will reduce this any time you initiate it by half for all levels, and completely eliminates this form of resistance for all levels if she is groomed to accept any one level of sex acts

• Her parents say no: (Body shame + 20% = resistance to all mild and higher sex acts.)

Same as "church says no," except stronger because her parents are closer at hand. Can be reduced by half if an older sibling is present and participating in the sex acts as they will take the blame if they are found out. (Acclimation only reduces this effect by 1/4, and half for grooming, as the parents will always be a far more powerful punishing force.)

Taboos

• Homosexuality:' (See above under sexual resistances)