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DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED Star Trek: Voyager! EXTREME SPOILERS!

I woke up in a shuttle, I was alone in the shuttle, I was on a course to a star, Voyager was chasing me. Voyager was hailing me, I was unable to respond, as all the controls were encrypted, including comms. I got up, barely, and went to the helm, I was locked out of that too, this was not the Delta Flyer, just a random shuttle. I was going one quarter impulse, headed for the star, I could see it, I was only 5 minutes away from it. On Voyager: "She is headed straight for that star." Said Harry Kim, he was pretending not to know anything about it. Everyone on Voyager thought that I had left Voyager somehow, and then I came back and took a shuttle to go commit suicide with. "Alter her course somehow, get her to not go to that star!" Said Janeway, who was very worried, I was gone for a week, and then came back to commit suicide. Tuvok locked a tractor beam onto the shuttle, he tried to pull the shuttle towards Voyager. Tom secretly pressed a button on a remote controlled helm he had created for the shuttle. The shuttle disrupted the tractor beam and disabled Voyager's tractor emitters. Tuvok fired at the shuttle and disabled the shuttle's propulsion, but my momentum, and the gravity of the star, just kept pulling me in. Tuvok fired at her again, trying to lower her shields so that they could transport me. On the shuttle: I was able to receive messages through communications, but not able to respond. I needed to know the access codes to my systems, and I figured that Seven could figure it out. Seven did figure it out, and now Tuvok was controlling the shuttle, he lowered the shields. Tom was prepared and put the shields back up and changed the access codes. I knew that two different people were trying to control my shuttle, but I didn't know how. I was one minute away from the star, environmental controls were failing from when Tuvok attacked, so it was getting quite hot in here. After a few seconds, it got so hot, that I passed out, I collapsed onto the floor. On Voyager: Tom deactivated literally every system on my shuttle, including life support, and shields. My shuttle exploded from being so close to the star without shields, but before it did, I was transported straight to sick bay. Tuvok said, "We have her." Tom looked mad, everyone assumed that he was mad about the shuttle or something. Kim left the room before he showed emotion, him and Tom had put her in that shuttle to kill her, but Kim didn't really want her to die. Tom didn't either, but he thought it was necessary so that I didn't tell on him. After a few days, I woke up, the doctor was standing above me, smiling, I was naked still, just had a sheet over me. I was not in very much pain anymore, I looked up at him, not really processing what happened. Then I noticed that Janeway was also standing there, she stood a few steps away, she looked angry at me. She walked towards me after giving me some time to think, "What in the world made you think that suicide was a good idea? And where were you the week before that?" I thought about telling the truth, after all, they tried to kill me, but something deep inside of me wanted them not to get in trouble, I wasn't sure why. I couldn't think of anything to say to not get Tom or Harry in trouble, so I didn't say a word. This made Janeway a little angry, "I asked you a question, I don't care that you are a kid, you had a reason, what was it?" I suddenly got an idea of a reason, maybe I didn't like the punishment, and so I left, but how would I explain where I went, and how. I all of a sudden remembered that I was hungry, I looked at her, I didn't want to be rude and change the subject, but I was starving. "I am starving, I haven't eaten in at least a week." She thought I was just trying to change the subject, she got angry and walked right up next to the hospital bed. I was still laying down, she said, "I won't ask you again..." She looked into my eyes, I felt like she was piercing through my soul. "Where were you, and why did you try to kill yourself." I opened my mouth, "About a week and a half ago... I woke up in the middle of the night...T-" I stopped talking, I was instantly afraid of Tom Paris. I decided to continue, because Janeway was still staring into my soul. "Uhh, Tom... Paris... And uhh, Harry... Umm... Kim..." She held up her hand, "Ok, stop. I want you to take a deep breathe, and then tell me the story, ok?" I nodded and tried to relax my nerves, I took a deep breathe, I closed my eyes. I opened my eyes, she was no longer staring into them, she was still looking at me, but not through me. "About a week and a half ago, I woke up in the middle of the night, Tom and Harry carried me to the brig, they stuck me in the brig." Her eyes were wide, not really believing a word of what I was saying. I continued, "They locked me in the brig and umm, fucked me every day for a week. They put a dampening field around the brig to hide my life signs, then after the week ended, they threw me against a wall, I passed out and woke up in a shuttle, headed for a star." I could tell she didn't believe a word of what I said, "Janeway to Neelix, bring some food to sick bay for Naomi." I was grateful that she was getting me food, she left the room, which kind of hurt my feelings, she didn't trust me anymore, especially after I confessed to the other time I "stole" a shuttle. The doctor also didn't trust me, though his trust was mainly not trusting me not to run away, like I did last time, too. He was doing something in his office, but he never went out of eyesight of me. I didn't want to leave right now, I just laid there, waiting for my food. Eventually Neelix came in and I sat up, he gave me a tray of food, and also a drink. I started eating, he looked at me, "So, why did you try to go into that star?" He looked worried about me, I already told Janeway the truth, and I wasn't in the mood to talk, so I just stayed silent. Neelix grew even more worried about me, after I finished eating, he left without another word. I laid back down and my mind tried to make sense out of everything that had happened. A few hours later, I was allowed to leave sick bay, but I was requested to go straight to the ready room. I went out of sick bay and went up to the bridge, I walked slowly towards the ready room, wondering what she was gonna do to me. I almost broke into tears just thinking about it, not even knowing if she had changed her mind. I entered the ready room, Janeway was standing in front of her desk, staring at me as I entered, fear struck me immediately. Ready room