Step daughters/Asexual/1st Wednesday/pleased Sandra/Masha Watches Sex/Control/Phone/Mess/Responsibility/POV Maria/sex-how?
Suddenly, he wound up asking the single question she dreaded most from him... Well, Ok. Dreaded the 2nd most. But, suddenly, she thought maybe she actually WOULD have preferred he ask if he could have sex with her. At least that would have been simpler and wouldn't involve her having to think about all those things that she let her ex do with her.
But yea, OF COURSE he would be curious about how she could break down and let a guy have sex with her. She really was scared about doing it, but her parents kept feeding her those conservative messages about getting married and having children being the only way for her to find happiness. Well, the whole thing had made her so unhappy it had estranged her from her family since she finally managed to break up with her ex.
At first she was scared, but her ex, she supposed, seemed pretty sweet. He said he would take it slow and teach her everything. She remembered nervously touching his penis for the first time on their wedding night. She'd always used the "not before we're married" excuse to fight off his advances before that. But now, she didn't have that shield anymore. Then, when she got nervous and asked if they could slow down, he'd said they were supposed to have sex on their wedding night, and... well, every time it felt like he'd pressured her, and she almost felt just shy of calling it rape as she lay there under him. If anything, it seemed like the whole experience made her even more squeemish about this sort of stuff. Maybe she might have been able to get herself to shower her girls right if her experience with their prick of a father wasn't so bad. Maybe that's why her current boyfriend was able to do it even though...
Of course, that was nothing compared to all the disgusting kinds of other sex her ex said he wanted to try. That was when she'd said enough was enough and just said he couldn't do anything with her anymore.
She looked back at her current boyfriend's blushing face as he finished asking his question. There was something about it that just melted her heart as his embarrassment seemed to further affirm what she'd suspected since the beginning. He's just as embarrassed about the subject as she is. He won't want to try anything. She wondered whether or not he would even bring it up if he was... needing release. Suddenly she thought about him accidentally doing it in his pants while Sandy was bouncing on his lap, and then they'd think he'd wet his pants. Maybe she really should come forward and offer to take care of it, at least with her hands. But, later. When they trust each other a bit more. She didn't want to scare him off.
She ultimately answered that she didn't want to talk about sex with her ex. That should have been that, but for him, she felt compelled to add a little more. Tell him she hadn't really wanted to and it was just what her parents told her. After all, she really didn't want him to think she was really just hiding the fact she was actually a sex maniac or something and have him get scared off that way.
He seems to understand and says she doesn't have to say anything more. He even comes over and starts rubbing her shoulders. Yeah, guess he could see how much this upset her. This guy's definitely a keeper. He seems to be exactly what she needs
But, he also wanted to ask something else.
Fortunately, he seemed happy to stop asking questions there.