TBaby/Jason/Veronica/Friday/Ronnie and Emily/Emily's History

"I'm not sure who Ronnie's father is, he could have been any one of the three boys who fucked me that night. Where I grew up, most girls lost their virginity before they went to high school, and I was no exception.

"When I was eight, my brother and his two mates had a kind of secret den in the woods behind our house. They'd always said that girls weren't allowed, but one day they said I could come with them if I promised to do everything they told me.

"It wasn't much of a den, just an old frame tent that is they scrounged from somewhere. They had a carpet on the floor and some beanbags to sit on, and they had a big stack of soft-porn magazines. They had a bottle of cider and they made me drink some, even though I didn't like it very much, but they all had a big drink and I remember they kept whispering and nudging each other.

"Jack, that's my brother, told me that they had this kind of initiation ceremony that I had to go through if I wanted to join their gang. (You must think I was pretty stupid, but I guess I knew what was going on really.) Naturally, it involved getting undressed and they all sat on their beanbags watching me take my clothes off.

"I think it was the black kid, Winston, who told me to turn my back and then bend over to touch my toes. When I stood up and turned around again all three boys were sitting with their cocks in their hands. Of course, I'd seen my brother's cock before, but I was curious about the other two. Winston had the biggest one, but not by a lot and the third boy, Arthur, had the smallest.

"They sat there, wanking and looking at me and then Jack told me that I had to suck Arthur's cock. I suppose I could have run off if I wanted to, but instead, I got down on my hands and knees and gave a twelve-year-old boy a blowjob, my first, but certainly not my last.

"Arthur pushed me off before he came and most of his spunk ended up on the carpet, although some did splash my leg. Jack made me swallow his, although there wasn't actually very much. Winston took longer and came more than the other two and I spat most of it out all over his cock and balls which made them all laugh.

"Once they'd all cum, they'll kind of lost interest and I got dressed again, but from then on Jack was always pestering me to give him a blowjob and by the time I was nine, he was fucking me a couple of times a week. Of course, he told his friends and it soon became a regular thing at weekends, for me to go down to their den and spend a couple of hours fucking and sucking.

"Mum knew what it was like, so as soon as I hit puberty, she got me put on the pill. I was supposed to take it every morning, but I'd put on quite a lot of weight and wasn't really having sex very much by then, so I wasn't as careful as I should have been. When I was fifteen, I went to a birthday party and got very drunk. I woke up in a strange bed the next morning, covered in dried spunk and with a sore pussy and arse.

"The very next day I decided to become a Goth. I went on a diet and started wearing the scary black make-up, but a couple of months later I found I was pregnant. Mum was okay about it and I stayed with her after Ronnie was born, but then she met Sean and when he started coming on to me, I applied for a flat here at St Godwin's.

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