TVR/Andrew/Bedroom/Talk/Nurse/First/BJ/Weekend/Talk

You open Janet's bedroom door as quietly as you can and when you look through the crack it looks as if she's asleep. You creep in to have a closer look and kneel on the floor beside her. "Are you awake," you whisper.

She frowns when she opens her eyes. "What do you want?"

"I couldn't sleep; I keep thinking about our kiss. I'm sorry I scared you, I just thought we needed to talk."

"It's okay," she says and smiles."And thanks for coming swimming with us."

You take a deep breath. "That kiss - do you want to try it again," you whisper, and without waiting for her to reply you lean over and kiss her on the lips, this time you try "French" and she pulls away. You didn't put your dressing gown on and your only wearing your pyjama bottoms so you suddenly feel quite chilly. "It's cold out here," you whisper. "Can I get into bed with you?"

"Why?"

You shiver theatrically and she reluctantly holds the quilt up and moves out of the way so that you can snuggle in beside her. It's not a big bed, and as you both lay on your backs it feels natural to put your arm out under her head. She stays still for a few moments and then rolls over to face you.

"The Nurse said that lots of brothers and sisters do stuff together," you say after a while.

"Were you talking to the school nurse about us," she asks.

You explain how you were worried about having feelings for your sister and that the nurse told you that it wasn't unusual and that lots of brothers and sisters feel the same. She asks you what you mean by feelings and you roll on your side to face her and put your arm across her.

"The feeling that I want to kiss you all the time and maybe even have sex. She said it's quite normal for brothers and sisters to feel like that that each other and she said that anything is okay so long as everyone agrees and that nobody does anything that the other person isn't okay with."

She looks at you and whispers;

• "Go back to bed, we'll talk about it tomorrow."
• "give me a hug."