The Story of Hanna/Memoirs of Princess Hanna - Page Four
For the rest of the day, you couldn't sustain your anxiety. It was a very long and stressful day, but you can't back down. Not anymore. 'I can do this', you keep telling yourself. 'I must do this.' Then, time came for you to go to sleep, per your scheduled bedtime, but let's be honest, you definitely wouldn't be able to sleep even if you tried to. It's ten o'clock, and you start to prepare for Renault's arrival.
You start with a long bath, cleaning your body and hair thoroughly. You dry your body with a warm towel until comfortable. Satisfied with the rosy smell of your soap and your natural smell, you decide not to use any perfumes. No make-up is needed either. Your natural beauty is enough. Then again, you also suck at applying make-up, so there's that too. You leave your hair untied as well. You have a feeling he likes your hair in your most natural state, after all. You're not sure, but it's a hunch you have.
As for clothing, since you're a princess, you want to make him feel like he's going to do it with one. It's very easy for you to do, because your collection of jewels and clothing made of exquisite, high-quality materials is the envy of every little girl in the kingdom. First and foremost, you decide to wear your silver tiara - mostly because the golden one is only reserved for celebrations - and you wear your ring, a royal signet that is a proof of an Albionian princess and the sign that you have sovereignty over those born to lower class than you. You don't wear it just because it's your treasure and you love it, but also because you want to use it as a sign to Renault that you have a final say no matter what he wants to do to you. White silk is also great, since it's the most premium fabric to make clothes out of in your kingdom. Of course, you're not going to go for actual clothes; knee socks and elbow gloves are only thing you need. You want to show your body to him from the very beginning. You stand in front of a long mirror and look at your body, covered now in accessories of your choosing, and your heart begins to beat even harder. You like what you see. Your childish appearance is cute and sexy. You're sure that he will be very pleased with your looks as well.
Then, a soft knock on the door surprises you, bringing you back to reality. You instantly turn toward it, covering your chest and your groin. Door is not opening. You run to your bathrobe, putting it on you faster than you ever have before. Whoever is behind the door is waiting for you to open it, so it's not your family member or your maid. You look at the clock. It's still thirty minutes to his scheduled arrival. You walk to the door quickly on your tip toes and you open the door slowly. Renault is waiting for you, standing a rather long way away from the door.
"Oh…" You smile shyly at him, with a bright blush on your face. "You're early…"
"I hope my early arrival has not inconvenienced you", Renault says and bows humbly.
"Not at all. Hanna was actually just getting ready as well."
"So, we're both early?"
You nod as you make him room, opening the door wide open, inviting him to get in. As soon as he enters your personal quarters, you lock the door to make sure you won't repeat your sisters mistake. Now, your only worry is the soundproofing, which while not perfect, is actually pretty damn good. Then, you turn towards him with a gentle smile on your face. Standing at 192 centimeters tall compared to your measly 125 centimeters, your eyes are roughly at the height of his bellybutton. Weighing comfortably four times as much as you, he is like a closet compared to you. His shoulders are broad and his muscles are impressive. He is so much larger than you it scares to think how he can manhandle you given the chance. "Hanna is a little scared…" you say, with your voice trembling.
"To be honest, I am scared too", Renault admits. "I didn't even know if I should come here."
"Hanna assures you, there is no need for you to be afraid. What is going to happen here is forever going to be your and Hanna's secret."
"Thank you for putting my mind at ease, your highness."
"Erm, Hanna is fine…" He looks at you a little confused. "I mean…" you say, breaking your character in front of someone for the first time in your life. "You can call me Hanna."
"Oh, that's what you meant. I'm so used to you referring to yourself as Hanna I got confused."
"Well… Which style do you prefer?"
"I highly prefer you talking like you usually do. I think it's very cute."
You sigh happily and nod with an elated expression on your face. "Then Hanna will stick to it!"
"You said you are scared, and it worries me too."
"Hanna is scared, really scared, but… Hanna has been scared for months, and Hanna wants to overcome this fear with Renault…"
"What's scary about it?"
"Erm, Hanna doesn't know if there's one thing in particular…"
"Are you afraid it's going to hurt?"
You nod very, very slowly. It's a real fear you have. You let out a really worried long "Uhh" and you stare at his groin, blushing like crazy. "Is it big…? Hanna has never seen a real pe… Penis…"
"Well…" Renault seems embarrassed. "It might overwhelm you, if you don't know what to expect."
You really start to wonder how big it really is. And since size is relative, even if he is average sized it is probably still going to feel huge to you. You don't know what to think but you try to at least make yourself seem brave in his eyes, so he doesn't have to worry about you. "Then!" you say loudly. "Will you finally talk honestly and openly to Hanna? Since you're alone with her, you should be able to."
"I believe my presence is an answer to most of your possible questions."
"But Hanna wants to hear it…" You stare at each other silently. "Are you really a pedophile?"
"Yes. How does it make you feel?" You don't know how to respond. "Are there any negative feelings?"
You shake your head and state: "It actually makes Hanna feel good, in a strange way…"
"Why do you think that is?"
"Because it means that you could perhaps find Hanna sexually desirable…" You press your hands to your cheeks and close your eyes. "Compliments aren't enough. Hanna wants to be desired… It makes Hanna feel good…"
"Really? It is hard to believe someone as young as you would feel that way."
"Well, Hanna DOES suppose it's a little unusual for a child her age to be interested in sex." You start to feel a little more daring, and you start to push him more, with even more intimate questions. "So, tell Hanna… Do you like her?"
"I think you are very cute."
"Do you find Hanna to be sexy?"
Renault nods one and answers silently. "Very much so."
"Oh…? Do you find Hanna arousing to look at?"
After a short pause, he nods once, this time without a verbal answer.
"Then… Say it to Hanna, please…"
"You arouse me, Hanna."
His words strike your heart like a cupid's arrow, piercing your soul. It hits you more than you anticipated, and it makes you feel hot inside. To hear those words, words you have wanted to hear another person to say to you for a while now, fills you with such a nice feeling. You can't even hide it, and you start to fidget happily. You finally collect your thoughts together and adjust yourself fully towards him. "Thank you very much."
"Well, do you like me then?"
You press your hand to your jaw and rub it. "Well, you kind of are Hanna's type."
"That's a little underwhelming answer", he answers and laughs. It makes you giggle as well.
"Oh don't worry. Hanna thinks you are very handsome."
"Really? Thank you."
"So, do you want to see more?" you ask and undo the tie that is holding your bathrobe together. You hold it closed with your hands and lean towards him. "Want to guess what's underneath?"
"Have you dressed up for me?" asks Renault. "You are wearing silk and your jewelry, so I thought that could be the case."
"Well, actually… What you see is everything Hanna is wearing…"
"So… There's nothing underneath?"
You nod slowly and begin to open your robe, lowering it from your other shoulder, teasing him. His eyes are locked to your chest. He's anxious to see your bare, flat chest. However, you refuse to reveal your full body or even a single nipple to him yet. "Do you want to see…?" He nods twice, showing visible interest. "But you have to promise Hanna… You can't touch her yet…"
"Yes, I will just look."
"Okay then…" you say and turn around. You get closer to bed and you open the robe fully, revealing everything underneath. He can't see anything, but that's just what you had in mind. You want to show him you from behind first. You finally let go of your robes and they fall to your feet.
"Hanna… I appreciate the thought, but your hair…"
"Oh… Oh!" You realize this and glance at your body. Your long, fluffy hair covers up your butt from behind. He can't see your body well. You cough into your fist, cross your arms behind your back and you turn around quickly, revealing your naked eight-year-old body. He's completely mesmerized by you. Your body is raw and your skin is pale and glossy. Your chest is perfectly flat, and your stiff nipples are small and cute. Your tummy is also flat, since you're very slim. Your hips are narrow, and your puffy vagina is hairless. He can see it all, your every bit. "Better…?" you ask.
"You're absolutely stunning."
"Really?" you ask and touch your hair. You keep rolling it around with your finger.
"Can I come closer?"
"Of course… Look at Hanna as much as you want…"
Renault comes closer to you and kneels about one meter away from you. He's really looking at you closely. He looks like he wants to touch, but he keeps resisting. He's not quite close enough for you to feel his breath on your skin, but you start to feel a little uncomfortable. "You're even more petite than I anticipated. You're so slim…"
"Is it not to your liking…?"
"Oh, the opposite. It's better than I hoped for."
"Then… Can you be more specific…? What do you love about Hanna…?"
"Your small and petite figure, your flat stomach and your chest… You look so irresistibly soft… And your hips, your legs, your arms, your face…"
So, he loves absolutely everything about you? Well, again one more reason to be happy about for you. It eats away all uncomfortable feelings you had before, and you suddenly feel happy that you showed him yourself naked. "Oh, but you can't touch Hanna yet…" you remind him.
"Can you show me your butt?"
You turn around and grab your hair. You adjust it all over your shoulder and let him see your back and of course, your butt, as he requested. He's behind you and you can't see him. You have no idea what he's doing. The idea of him aggressively grabbing you came to your mind instantly, as you imagine him touching you. Could he actually do it? He's a pedophile, and some of them tend to be very aggressive. "Well…?" you ask, your voice shaking.
"It's small, but looks soft and squishy… I just want to grab you, honestly…"
So, he really wants to do it. You wonder if he's really an aggressive type. Letting him touch might not be a bad idea after all, but you want to do it facing towards him. You turn around and look at him in the eye. "Hanna will let you touch her then…"
Renault gulps once and nods. "N-not just yet", he says, with such conviction. "There is one more thing I really want you to do and show me…"
"Alright then… Hanna will grant you your request…"
"Can you sit down?" You obey him and lay your butt down on the side of your bed. You automatically cross your legs out of habit. "Lay back a little bit", he commands.
You bend your back backwards and lay your hands on bed as well. "Like this?"
"Yes. Now, can you spread your legs for me?"
You think for a moment, but after a pause you finally uncross your legs. Then, slowly, you open them, revealing what's between them to him. Without asking for your permission, he moves closer to you, kneeling. He looks at your vagina closely. You're not wet yet, but your virgin pussy has got a reddish pink hue to it to reveal your arousal. He can tell it too. "Wanna touch it…?"
"C-can I?" he asks and looks up at your face. You nod to give him a final permission. Then, he presents his hands forward. His arms are as thick as your legs and his palms are also massive compared to you. He lays his hands on your skin, and you instantly twitch because of the warm sensation. You feel like closing your legs, but without even pushing you open, you can't move your legs properly. He moves his thumbs to your vulva and opens you up to see everything inside. The sensation of his touch to your genitals is strong, but not really overwhelming. It feels good, but not amazing. Psychologically though, it makes you feel weird. You watch too, but obviously you can't see yourself or your insides from this angle. "It's so small… And looks so incredibly tight…"
"Does it arouse you too…?"
He doesn't say it aloud, or even signal it with a nod, but it's clear. He is enthralled by you, absolutely enchanted by your cuteness.
"Hey…"
Renault backs off and looks at you.
"It's Hanna's turn now. Switch places with her."
"You must be interested as well", he says and stands up. He backs down, as you stand up, and then, you swap places. Even with him sitting down, and you standing up, he still towers over you. He begins to unbutton his shirt, but you decide to stop him.
"Wait… Hanna wants to do it…" Then, you move close to him. You unbutton his shirt, button by button, from up to down. You watch his muscular chest to be revealed from underneath as you finish your job. Then, without even watching, you land your hands on his belt. You instantly recognize a bulge as well, and it just makes you even more interested. You begin to open his belt, hands shaking and body quivering, and you move to buttons. Now, you can see its shape, and its size partially. It's thick and already rock hard. You look up to his face with a fiery look and command him: "Pull it out for Hanna!" He does as you wish and pulls out his cock for you to fully see, and you're so surprised. It's long and thick, and bends just a little bit upwards. It's much more than you anticipated in every way. You look at it closely, with a surprised expression, mouth and eyes wide open. You back down few inches and breathe in deep too see it from a longer distance to get a better picture of it. "It's so huge! So this is a penis?"
"Well, yes… You seem surprised…"
"Is it supposed to be this big and pointy?" you ask and point at it. "Hanna thought they're flabby."
"It gets big and hard when men get aroused."
"Really? That's so cool!" You, of course, put on an innocent act. Your hand moves instinctively towards it and you realize it on a last second before touching it. You stop, and you finally look at him in the face. "Can Hanna touch it?"
"Please do."
You hold your both hands next to it just to compare its size compared to your tiny hands, and you let out a surprised sigh. You poke it once with your finger and watch it wiggle. You press your finger against it and rub it with one finger, slowly increasing fingers one by one, until you press all your fingers in one hand against its surface. Your hand is so small compared to it you can't connect your thumb with any of your other fingers. "It's very hard indeed", you say, describing it aloud. "And so warm too! Does it hurt?"
"No. In fact, your hands feel amazing."
Well, you know it doesn't hurt, but then again, it wouldn't be a surprise to you even if it did hurt. You don't remember the sensation of boner, and you can't even physically conceive it anymore, but you can tell that he's extremely horny. You move your hand a little bit down, getting a feel of the skin and its elasticity, as well as the hard surface beneath. You start to get closer to it and smell it in your nostrils. Before you even realize it, your other hand grabs into it as well in the exact same position. Together, your fingers can actually meet and cross each other. With two hands you move the skin up and down with a determined look on your face. You move your hands pretty fast and you smile happily. You begin to giggle and remark: "This is pretty fun!" You do not let go or slow down for a single second. "What a curious thing indeed! Your penis is funny!"
"Hanna…!"
"Does this feel good…?" you ask, with a mischievous tone.
"Amazing…!"
"A-ha…" You move closer to smell it and lick your lips. You let the other hand go and move your lips closer to it, closing your eyes. You let the tip of your tongue touch it, but only slightly. It's just enough to get a feel of what it tastes like. You instantly notice him increased enjoyment and hear him make a sound, something you didn't except at all. Of course, you take opportunity to continue your innocent act. "Did that feel weird…?" you ask, sounding worried.
"No. I want you to use your mouth more."
"R-really…?" You move your hand to his glans and move your face closer to the base of the shaft. You press your tongue against it and move it upward, licking it in one long motion. "Like this?" you ask, once finished. You continue with same plan and continue to tease his shaft with your tongue, which is starting to get wet from your drool, which in turn is just making it smell even more strong. It's a smell and taste you couldn't even think would be pleasant to you before experiencing it. You can feel it move and twitch, which is making you increasingly into it. You press your lips against it as well, and you move your mouth all to way to its tip. Hands on shaft, you start to use your mouth and tongue on glans, moving and rolling your tongue around it. You press your lips on it and suck gently, as if kissing it. After one deep breath, you take it even deeper, and move your hair behind your ears so it wouldn't get in your way. You continue to press down your lips, and you suck a little harder as you move. There is a limit to how deep you can take it, since your mouth is tiny and you're also inexperienced with dicks. Finally, you introduce your hands back to play as well for a full service.
Then, out of the blue, he cums before you could even realize he was at his limit, and you instantly back down. Semen shoots out of dick into the air and on your face, dripping down the shaft into your silky gloves. There's so much of it that it's covering everything, your nose and your lips, and your fingers. Luckily, your hair is spared. You swallow instantly the one drop of semen that's in your mouth out of pure reflex and then let out a loud sigh of surprise. "Whoa!" It's all over quick and you back down, smiling surprised. "What's this? It's so thick and slimy and smelly!"
"Hanna, you're an angel…"
"What is this white stuff?"
"It's called semen. It comes down when man… Uhh…" He doesn't know how to explain it to you. Whatever he would say would just cause you to ask more questions. "It's something that happens in the end, when man feels the very best."
"So, did it feel amazing or what?" you ask and thin your eyes.
"Indescribable."
"Ah, Hanna made you feel good…!" you say happily and giggle. You lick your lips and your fingers. "It tastes funny too! Kinda bitter though… Hanna isn't sure if she likes it or not."
"You don't have to force yourself to eat it if you don't like it."
Suddenly you realize something as you lick your right hand, something truly outrageous. It's your golden ring, along with its signet made of pink diamonds, covered in cum, and you find it ironic. A sign of a princess covered in cum, just like the princess herself. You look at him, eyes thin and show him the ring: "Looks like you have disgraced Hanna's treasure…" He looks worried for a moment, but you quickly reassure him that everything is fine by giggling softly.
"I must say Hanna, you're a really brave girl…"
"Hanna had a lot of fun."
"Did you really?"
You nod twice and raise up both your hands to give him a double peace sign. Then, you glance down at his penis. It's still rock-hard. You suddenly realize that even after spending so much time with him, you haven't even done the one thing you wanted to try. You were having so much fun that you forgot your intentions, the reason you invited him in the first place, which was to have sex, to be penetrated and to give away your virginity. As you realize this, you get nervous because you know it's only logical that it comes next, especially since Renault is still rock hard and ready to go. You feel like you need few minutes alone. Lucky for you, you have an excellent excuse to leave him for a little while. You stand up fully and turn your body towards the bathroom. "Wait right here. Hanna will go wash herself…"
"Take your time."
Now in front of sink and a mirror, you look at your cum-stained face, with a lewd smile. 'What a sight', you think. Your adorable face covered in thick baby-batter. You remove your ring and your gloves. You give them both a good wash, and then move on to slashing your face with water. But since cum and water don't mix very well, it turns out to be a lot harder than you wanted it to be. Once clean, you look at your ring and put it back on your finger. Then, you sigh. You never had any intentions of sucking his dick. It just kind of happened. Then again, you're glad it did. It was something you wanted to do sooner or later as well. To give away your first blowjob as well as virginity on the same day… Maybe it's for the best.
But now, you steel your mind for what's about to come next. You're not done, not by a long shot. You're determined to continue.