The Story of Hanna/Memoirs of Princess Hanna - Page Three
You wake up the next day with some crucial information about captain of the guards, Renault. He's a handsome man for his age, or so you think. He's somewhere in his early thirties, but you don't know his exact age. He's tall and he's muscular, weighing four to five times as much as you. And you can't believe he's a pedophile.
You have a pretty good idea of where he is at any given time of his scheduled workday. He always takes a stroll across the castle after lunch, during his brief break from work. You don't know his exact route, but you know that he will be passing through large corridor in the middle of castle, with portraits of past kings hanging from the wall. It is typically a very silent place, and therefore a perfect place for you to meet him.
The clothes you have picked are perfect for asking him out, because they are amongst the cutest in your closet. Pink and white in color, the royal summer dress was skintight, revealing the shape of your body well. You leaned against wall, waiting for him. And finally, when you see him enter the corridor, you immediately approach him and walk directly in front of him.
"Good day, your highness", Renault says humbly and lowers his head for you for one second.
"Good day indeed, sir", you say, and perform a curtsey befitting a real princess.
"May I ask you, what is it that you're doing at this part of the castle?"
"Hanna was waiting for you."
"Really? I'm honored."
"Hanna actually wants to ask you something", you say, shyly, walking closer to him. So close in fact, that you could touch him, but you hold your hands behind your back. He looks down at you and takes one step back, surprised at you for coming so close. At this distance you finally realize just how big and tall he is compared to you. He towers over you like a closet and it makes you a little anxious. "Are you a pedophile?" you ask.
Renault seems really surprised by your question. He recoils for a second, but then, he laughs it off. "Do you even know what that word means, your highness?"
You press your left index finger against your lips and feign an innocent expression. "It's it an adult who is sexually interested in children?"
"What makes you think I am that kind of adult?"
"Just little birds chirping…"
"Well I am happy to reassure you that the birds are wrong. I am not that kind of adult. There is no need for you to worry." Then, he bows and continues his walk. Something you can't let happen now.
"What if…" You start, stopping him and forcing him to turn back towards you. He can't just walk off after you have shown desire to continue the discussion. "What if Hanna is not worried?" He looks at you, confused. You approach him once again, getting in front of him and blocking his path. "What if Hanna is actually interested…?"
He, after watching you silently for a long while, asks: "How did you find out?"
Bingo. He basically just admitted that you are right about him. Once again, you are closer to losing your virginity to a man. But you can't possibly tell him that you heard this from Henrietta. You promised her, after all, and this is a promise you must keep for her sake. You have to answer him more vaguely and hope it lands. "You have had young partners like Hanna before, right?" He instantly looks troubled. You can see him sweating because he is afraid even more people would know. "Oh, but don't worry… She has told only Hanna… Nobody else knows… And Hanna can keep a secret too…"
"Well, that's good to hear. But do you ask me now?"
"Hanna only learned of this yesterday."
"You only just learned, and you're already confronting me about this?"
You blush and eyes thin you stare at him, acting all mysterious. "Well, Hanna has known about this… Sex for a long time…" You thought it could be a good idea to act a little innocent to make him think you're more clueless than you actually are. "And Hanna wants someone to teach her about it… But there really aren't many people who are interested in Hanna, because Hanna is just a child… But you're different… You are interested in children…" Renault doesn't admit it out loud. He just stares at you silently. "Are you interested in Hanna?"
"I can't deny that you're very cute."
"But is Hanna more than just cute? Is Hanna beautiful? Sexy?" Now, he starts to become visibly flustered. He must find you all those things. There's just no other way. But he doesn't want to say it aloud, especially in a public place. But that's honestly okay with you. He doesn't have to say it aloud. You collected all your bottled-up courage to finally ask him out. "If you want… Hanna is okay with sex… B-but you don't have to reply. Hanna will wait for you in her room at midnight. Come meet Hanna then if you want to have fun with her…"
Renault doesn't give you any kind of signal about rejecting or accepting you. Instead, he apologizes to you and says: "If you'll excuse me, your highness, I need to get back to work."
"Yes, of course." You walk to the side and let him walk away. "Hanna will wait for you…" you say before you head off to different direction. You finally managed to let out a loud sigh. You press both your hands against your red cheeks and tremble in excitement. Your heart is beating so hard it feels like bursting. What you said was so exciting and scary at the same time. It is something that you shouldn't do. It's dangerous, and it's overall a horrible idea. But you want to. You want so bad.