User:Innocent Ruin

Hi, I'm Innocent Ruin, but you can call me whatever you want. I'm a self-proclaimed amateur writer from Finland, and I enjoy writing stories with lolis in all kinds of wacky, goofy, and sexy situations. Fantasy is my favorite genre in and outside smut, and I'm a sucker for world-building and developing "magic systems", so as a rule of thumb, expect all of my stories to be "unrealistic" to a degree. I'm not confident most people will find my stories enjoyable, but if they bring joy to even one person on this site, or better yet, make them nut, I'll be happy.

Positive, negative, or constructive, feedback is always appreciated in any of the stories I write or in general. My DMs are also open if you wish to pester me using the wiki's "Email this user" tool.

MY WORKS

• Apotheosis - This story takes place in a world where even mortals can become gods. It's a tale of two different individuals; a young nobleman with a big dream hopes to build himself a grand harem, and an eccentric goddess who dreams of revenge. Through their bizarre friendship, they decide to work together toward making each other's dreams come true. I've got little to no motivation to continue this, but never say never.

• Journals of Skyrim - A hub for stories that take place in Skyrim and beyond, intended to be presented as player journals that document the character's journey, hopefully in a fun way. Open for contributions for anyone with their own adventures to share.
  • Henriette's Journal - Almost finished, but don't expect regular updates. Got a few more storylines to share before I wrap things up. (Maybe like 5 to 10 journals in total?)
  • Kanna's Journal - Temporarily on hold, still has a long way to go. Will probably never be finished, if I'm being perfectly honest, but I'd like to think I'm not done with this yet.

• Meldy - A short story that could technically be considered already finished. A girl named Melanie dies and is reincarnated as a Succubus. I have ideas for how to expand on it and continue forward, but whether I'll have the motivation to put them into fruition is a whole another story.

• Nymphsaga - My personal fetish buffet, your typical "stuck inside a Virtual Reality MMORPG" story with a sexy twist. This one's pretty heavy in lore and includes a lot of non-pornographic content as well. Meant mainly for the fans of alternative hentai. Think "4chan/d/"; tentacles, bestiality, futanari, et cetera. I'm struggling with writer's block, but I have plenty of ideas for how to go forward and a good idea of how to end the story.

• The Story of Hanna - Hanna is born a princess in a small kingdom on a small island loosely based on ancient Great Britain. During her childhood, she begins to recollect memories from her past life during mysterious circumstances, which turns out to be a blessing for her. Having been a pedophile man and a university professor in her past life, she suddenly discovers a trove of knowledge and wisdom a young girl her age should have no business possessing. Due to this, she turns out to be a brilliant alchemist and quite an eccentric and perverted genius. However, this life of comfort and happiness won't last forever. This project will be reworked as a traditional story in the future. Maybe. All I know is that I will never continue this in its current, "interactive" form.

• Three Brats - Three Brats is a story within Dirty Talk started by Elerneron, a literary experiment of sorts in which you can only use character dialogue to move the story further. The main character of my contribution to this project is a young girl named Emilia, who moves to a small rural community together with her family. She quickly befriends a couple of girls her age who teach her how to have "fun" in her new home. She not only discovers a part of her that she never even knew existed, but also discovers that there's way more to this unassuming little village than meets the eye. A big hug and thanks to Villenia for their contributions to the story too!

MY (INCOMPLETE) LIST OF THOUGHTS ON…

KINKS I LIKE AND LIKELY WILL WRITE ABOUT

• Gender-bending and body swapping - I decided to include these two in one, even though they're different things. Either way, probably my favorite fetish. I love consuming TSF-related content and love imagining myself in similar situations. Whether it's literature, TV, fan-made comics, pornographic, or safe-for-work, it's all good for me. It's strange because I've never considered myself transgender, but I almost exclusively self-insert as a biological female when consuming pornographic content. Is there a word for that? Autogynephilia? Or am I just in denial about my true gender identity!? Maybe I just like cocks way too much!!? It makes little difference when discussing fiction and literature for me, I suppose. Whether it's swapping bodies with a hot girl, literally transforming into a female, either temporarily or permanently, forcefully or at will, into an adult or a preteen child, it clicks all the right buttons in my brain, and I enjoy writing this kind of content a lot.

• Rape and reluctant sex - Rape is one of those things I would never wish on anyone, nor is it something I would feel comfortable doing to anyone either, but I love exploring the darker and less innocent side of sex in my writing. While rape by itself is something I'm okay with writing, reluctance and learning to accept it turns it from "okay" to "hot" for me. A girl is raped when she's young and grows up to be a slut? Hell yeah!

• Roleplaying - Playing roles, acting, pretending, whatever you want to call it, playing games, and taking roles is real fun during sex for me. It's always an excellent way to spice up consensual intercourse, and the options for the parties involved are near limitless. Of course, some plays are better than others, but in general, I'd say this is something I like to include in my writing a lot.

• Fertility and impregnation - Not all of my loli's may be old enough to be fertile, but that doesn't extinguish my love for female fertility. I mean, what's not to love? It's pretty easy to tie it up to anything, as it's an integral part of being a healthy female. There's something hot about it, no matter if it's something the female character can or can't control, whether or not it's forced or consensual, natural or unnatural, something to dislike about yourself, or something to embrace. Whether it's "No, please not inside, I'll get pregnant" or "Please cum inside me, I want your babies", it's hot as fuck either way!

• Bestiality and monsters - Realistic or not, I have a weak spot for interspecies action, with a human-like female taking on a male animal or a monster in particular. Not much else to say about this.

• Tentacles - Ties together with bestiality but is different enough to be its own entry. It's like bestiality with extra steps and added restraints for me, which makes it easy to pair up with some other kinks I like. Consensual or forced, both are great. There are many sub-categories of tentacle sex I like a lot as well, such as egg-laying, but I won't go into all of them.

KINKS I'M NEUTRAL TOWARDS, OR HAVE MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT, AND WILL SOMETIMES INCLUDE IN MY WRITINGS

• Futanari - This almost belongs in the uppermost category, but there are many variables when it comes to futanari. A futa with a fully biological female is hot as hell, but futa-on-male, futa-on-futa, or futa-on-monster I don't enjoy as much.

• Lesbians - I like girl-on-girl stuff too, but not as much as some of the other stuff on this list, so it probably belongs in this category.

• BDSM - This is a massive umbrella on its own with aspects about it that I absolutely LOVE and some things I can't stand.
  • BD - Bondage & Discipline - A perfect example of what I mean: I love restraints and the idea of being tied up, but chastity belts turn me off. Revealing stuff does a lot for me, but full-body rubber suits and straight jackets, not so much. Pillories, being mounted to a wall or another large object also sound hot and fun to me, but those wooden "ponies" meant to split you up just don't sound sexy at all. Anyway, this is probably the area which I have the most mixed feelings about.
  • DS - Domination & Submission - This is the sub-category that does a lot to me, and I like applying it almost everywhere in one way or another. Whether it's consensual or not, I love a sex scene with a dom and a sub, a top and a bottom. These roles for me add some "power balance" to the bedroom, for lack of a better word. One enjoys fucking, and another one enjoys being fucked. One likes giving orders, and another one likes taking them. I'm a bottom myself, by the way.
  • SM - Sadism & Masochism - I have a sweet spot for this, but there's a way to take it WAY too far. Spanking and whips can definitely make stuff more fun, as can wax candles and a slight electrical current, choking, and asphyxiation too. These things are like salt; you can add some to make stuff tastier. However, I wouldn't eat a teaspoon of plain salt. Pain and torture without sex do nothing for me, and things get taken too far with blood and injuries also. CBT makes me recoil and cringe just thinking about it. Not a big fan of enemas, syringes, and such medical play in general either.

• Incest - It's one of those things that does very little to me in a positive way, but it's absolutely not a negative either. Writing incest is something I'm always willing to do, but I don't personally find it as hot as I find other stuff. It literally makes zero difference to me if a pairing in a doujin I'm reading is "brother and sister" or "father and daughter" as opposed to other pairings. Like, I understand the appeal of it because, in a way, it can be considered just as taboo as pedophilia in polite and normal society, but to me personally, it's just so vanilla.

• Interracial - In a similar vein to incest, it matters little to me what race the parties involved are. Although, admittedly, most of the characters I include in my writings could be considered "white", I don't have a real preference one way or another. Asian, Middle-Eastern, Hispanic, Maori, African … all's good. I find humans attractive in general.

• Cuckolding - I don't think I've ever written an NTR story, but when I think about cuckolding, cheating and netorare, I approach it from the female's perspective. There definitely are ways you can make this hot and ways in which you can turn me off real fast. Stuff where you view this stuff from the perspective of a man enjoying his girl getting fucked by a stranger isn't so appealing, not even if I'm the girl in the situation. I don't enjoy the idea of outright cheating either, but a situation where a female is stolen away and falls in love with another man's cock after rape or through blackmail, that stuff's hotter to me. Overall though, I view this stuff neutrally, as I'm not as much into it as the other stuff.

• Violence and killing - I don't like killing for sexual pleasure, and I especially don't like dying for sexual pleasure. People die when they are killed, and that's not sexy. Still, combat is something that happens a lot in my stories. This is mostly due to the "fallen heroine" and "game over rape" stuff. A holy warrior losing in her quest and being taken as a slave by her enemies does sound hot after all.

• Vorarephilia - In other words, eaten alive. Digestion is absolutely off-limits for me for the reasons mentioned above, but who's not to say that a giant tentacle monster can't eat a little girl alive and keep her as a prisoner in an inescapable tentacle pit?

• "Magical" Anatomy - Generally speaking, "anatomic incorrectness" turns me off. Human anatomy is hot as it is, so why change it to unrealistic degrees? Humans with unrealistic body parts like lolis with absurdly-sized breasts and shotas with horse-sized schlongs turn me off, as does the idea of a human penis being able to penetrate a woman's cervix. Dry anal insertions are not an "ooh aah" moment either; they are agonizingly painful, especially for children, and I often find it difficult my disbelief to pretend otherwise. That said, I do have a soft spot for unrealistic anatomy when it ties together with fetishes I really enjoy, like a tentacle penetrating a female unrealistically deep, or even going "all the way through", for example. Maybe that makes me a hypocrite? I don't know, you can be the judge of that. Having "superpowers" tied to one's anatomy is also acceptable to me.

STUFF I DON'T LIKE INCLUDING IN MY WRITING

• Infants and Toddlers - I wouldn't consider myself to be exclusively into children, as I also like mature men and women. I like big tits and muscular men just as much as I enjoy flat chests. I find people beautiful in general. Still, there is such a thing as "too young" for me. I don't like how young children act, and I don't like how they're "shaped". Like, it's around ages 3-7 when children start losing their "baby fat" and develop more "adult-like" body proportions, sleeker and straighter bodies, et cetera. For me, the lack of these proportions is a turn-off, which makes toddlers highly unattractive in my eyes.

• I don't like vomit, shit or piss. I don't like it when they're produced during sexual acts, and I especially don't like when they are consumed.

• I believe I mentioned somewhere that I almost exclusively self-insert as a female when consuming and creating content. Due to this, male-on-male stuff is something I don't like to explore in my writings.

• Same thing can be said about furry-on-furry. I love me some big, hairy werewolves with veiny cocks, but I don't like hairy or furry vaginas, or scaly ones for that matter.