Life Hacks/Billie's sexuality

This is the new format for showing what the individual character's reaction will be to sexual advances with them depending on their sexual history, sexual knowledge, sexual quirks, and their relationship with you. It contains some of the information from the old system, and also goes into detail about how they might react to individual sex acts giving various ways you might approach them. Please note that there will always be a chance they might reject you regardless of relationship score depending on your approach and their mood at the time due to other factors. Also note that the scores say a "recommended" relationship score before pursuing a sex act. It is possible to get them to agree with a lower score if you use the best approach (especially if you have high social skills.)

Sexual history

Billie has been told since she was 3 that she was, in fact, a boy. She knows though that her privates look like a girl's privates, and that anyone who sees them will wind up thinking she is a girl immediately. She does not know what it is about her privates that will reveal this, or what a boy's privates are supposed to look like, all she knows is the warnings her dad has given her. Aside from this, most other information about sex has been intentionally hidden from Billie in order to keep her illusion from breaking.

Sexual Knowledge

• Knows what male genitals look like?: She has heard the word "penis" before, and knows that boys have a penis and girls have a vagina, but she thinks what she has between her legs is a penis that somehow resembles a vagina. She has no idea what a real penis looks like. She has also never seen another girl's genitals either.
• Knows how babies are made?: Hasn't even seen a pregnant woman, and if she asks about where babies come from she is told she doesn't need to know.
• Knows what sex is?: Doesn't even suspect such a thing would be possible.
• Knows what semen is?: No

General recommended approaches

Billie's father is physically and emotionally abusive to her, but the only form of sexual abuse she can be said to have suffered is the psychological abuse of insisting she is a boy and should not allow anyone to ever see her privates or else be accused of being a girl and subjected to various stigmas associated with that. These stigmas for her are greatly enhanced because of how worthless her father has given her the impression women are. In all of this abuse, she has developed a sense of stockholme syndrome that causes her to attach to her father, but this attachment can be shifted to another strongly dominant male who asserts himself over her father.

Subconsciously, she knows her father is telling lies, but she craves his approval witch causes her to go along with his lies to the point that she has consciously accepted the illusion and goes along with it. She has taken whatever efforts she can to butch herself up and to do prototypical boy's activities, and she has also adopted her dad's extreme Misogyny and mirrors it almost as a life line that she must keep for threat of her world crumbling.

So long as Billie thinks she is a boy, she will be highly resistant to any and every form of sexual advance, especially those that involve the removal of her cloths or the touching of her privates, but her abuse will cause her to also resist more benign advances as well. Once she has been convinced she is a girl though, and she has accepted this, she will become extremely, but resentfully, submissive to whoever is the most dominant male in her life, and this includes that she will allow him to do whatever he wants with her body. Either way, getting her happy and willing consent will be next to impossible. The best you can hope for is that she will allow it to happen with little complaint.

Due to how she was raised, she will have a strongly skewed view on male-female relations and even normal male-male relations. As such, it is possible to convince her that almost any sex act is normal and acceptable in society as it is. Also, upon being convinced she is actually a girl, she will still want to keep it hidden from people who don't know but will begin acting rather meek with any boy who happens to know her real gender. She will also take something of an interest in his penis behind closed doors, and also an interest in semen once she learns it is something only boys make.

Note: In the recommendations for specific actions, there will be many that differ depending on how she sees herself gender wise. As such, a / will be used to differentiate the two. Whatever is before the / is for if she sees herself as a boy. Whatever is after the / is for if she sees herself as a girl.

Her reaction to specific sex acts

While the above can help you to predict how she might react to sex generally, below is how she will react to specific acts.

At the heading of each act, there will be a recommendation on witch relationship stat(s) will be most effective in getting her to lower her guard against this specific sex act if they cross a certain threshold. This threshold will be given a "low/medium/high" rating rather than a specific number. Although, there is a rough number each rating is meant to represent, as outlined by the table below.

• Non-existent = approximately 0-10% (you are not going to see this designation appearing much.)
• Very low = approximately 5-20%
• Low = approximately 10-40%
• Medium = approximately 30-70%
• High = approximately 60-90%
• Very high = approximately 80-95%
• Extreme = approximately 90-100%

Note: The categories do overlap. This is to represent the wiggle room given to the writer in a case by case basis in interpreting their current score. Also, it is entirely possible to achieve consent for a sex act while falling short of the threshold with exactly the right approach, and it is also possible to have them reject you while you have far exceeded the threshold with the wrong approach.

Final note: Submissiveness is a wild card for achieving non-resistance to a sex act. However, non-resistance does not mean they will like it.

Benign sex acts

Acts such as hand-holding, hugging, and having her sit in your lap. Things that are more or less non-sexual, but can be construed in a sexual way to some extent.

Due to her abuse, none of these will be seen as sexual in even the slightest way to her so long as she thinks she is a boy. They will be seen as genuinely affectionate and will serve to calm and relax her. If she is convinced she is a girl, these acts can be seen as you asserting your dominance over her and be processed exactly as they would by a sexual abuse victim who is bearing with it as she submits, but if you meet the requirement to get her to consent to it while she thinks she is a boy she may accept it better. She will not be quite as completely relaxed with it, but it will not be the same skin-crawling experience for her.

• Hold her hand: Recommend medium trust / low submissiveness or fear
• Play with her hair: Recommend high trust / low submissiveness or fear
• Hugging Recommend high trust / low submissiveness or fear
• Pick her up off the ground: Recommend medium trust / low submissiveness or fear
• Have her sit in your lap: Recommend very high trust / low submissiveness or fear
• Kiss her cheeks or forehead: Recommend very high trust / low submissiveness or fear

Dismissable sex acts

Acts that can just as easily be seen as sexual as they can non-sexual or unintentional. Examples include holding her ass, being shirtless around one another, or oggling her crotch.

• Be shirtless around her: Low friendliness and very low trust / Low friendliness and very low trust

She will not see a problem with you being shirtless, regardless of her current state. However, if you have previously forced a sexual act on her, this may raise her threshold a great deal on this act. At the start of the story though, she has no issue with shirtless boys.

• Comfortable around you in her pajamas: Low friendliness and trust / Low friendliness and trust

Similar to shirtlessness, she will not see much of a problem with this.

• Oggle her clothed groin: Medium trust / Very low submissiveness

Thinking she is a boy, this will make her a little uncomfortable as she will wonder if you are suspicious about her gender. If she thinks she is a girl though, she will also be made uncomfortable by this but for different reasons. She will feel ashamed of being a girl and feel your eyes as judgmental over the fact that she is female.

• "Accidentally" oggle her bare groin: Very high trust and medium friendliness / Low trust and submissiveness

Thinking she is a boy, she will not allow herself into any situation that would allow this to happen accidentally unless she became very comfortable around you and also thinks you may be understanding and hear her out that she is actually a boy even if you happen to see it. Still, she will not want to let it happen even if she thinks that is the case. Once she is convinced she is a girl, if you have yet to do something sexual with her she will genuinely think it is an accident and will not even protest over it. Once you have done something sexual with her she will likely know better but feel she has no right to stop you from looking at her.

• Change cloths in presence of each other, not going naked Medium trust / very low submissiveness

Thinking she is a boy, she will be nervous about striping down to her underwear in your presence but so long as her privates are not seen she will be Ok with it, just like any actual boy changing their cloths with another boy. Once convinced she is a girl, she will have never learned about male-female modesty rules and have just seen the separation of bathrooms in terms of how it is convenient to her hiding her own privates from view to prevent accusations she is a girl. So, with the threat of discovery removed, she will have zero trouble changing with you.

• Make sexually charged or sexually related banter with each other Varies, will not participate back.

Whether she believes herself to be a boy or a girl, she will not really understand this sort of thing until she has experienced some of what you may be referring to first hand. If you reference something in relation to seeing her naked, she will be made uncomfortable about it but if she thinks she is a boy she will attempt to laugh it off like it would be no big deal.

• "Secretly" dry-hump leg, hip, or ass (either direction) High trust / low submissiveness

Thinking she is a boy, she will interpret this as little different from a hug that just happens to involve you doing something weird. If she is encouraged to do it, she may decide it feels good and see it as little different from rubbing her back to sooth her. Knowing she is a girl, she will also see little issue with allowing this to happen or doing it herself.

Mild sex acts

Acts that would not be regarded as sex but cannot be seen as anything but sexual, such as kissing, groping, dry-humping, or revealing privates.

• Kissing: Recomend very high romantic love / high submissiveness or low romantic love and medium trust

Thinking she is a boy, she would have to be convinced she is gay and also extremely taken by Xander in order to be in any way Ok with kissing him. In the case of Lexi, she would be more able to get along with that idea making the requirement for romantic love a bit lower, but some trust is recommended. If she knows she is a girl, she will not accept a kiss immediately, but after she has calmed down she may consent to a kiss figuring that is the kind of thing she is supposed to do as a girl.

• Grope breasts and/or genitals over cloths: Extreme trust and above 50% in another stat other than enemy / medium submissiveness or medium trust

Thinking she is a boy, she will react immediately to anything that could lead to the "girl-like" state of her genitals being discovered, and will become instantly terrified and may lash out if it happens unless she has an extremely friendly and trusting relationship with you in witch case she will feel she might be able to explain things to you. (could easily lead to her showing you her privates.) Knowing she is a girl, she will not like you doing this, but she will also know she was raised a little weird and be unsure as to whether or not this kind of interaction is appropriate. If she trusts you somewhat, she will decide it is Ok, especially if you convince her this is normal.

• Show privates to each other for no reason other than to just look: Very high trust / Low submissiveness or medium trust

It is almost certain this will be involved somewhere in the process of convincing her she is really a girl. Before she is convinced, she will need to either trust you a great deal and believe she can convince you she is really a boy, or be pressured in the middle of an argument that questions her gender before she will show you her genitals. Actually seeing your penis will freak her out, and cause some subconscious doubts she had about what her father insists about her gender to begin surfacing, especially if she also happens to see a girl's genitals, as seeing the extreme difference between how a boy's and girl's genitals really are will make it much harder to believe she can have a penis that just happens to look like a vagina.

After accepting she is a girl, she will become more interested in seeing your penis and be fascinated with looking at what a real boy's privates look like, and find it quite natural she should have her pants off if yours are off as well.

• Use toilet with other present in bathroom: Requirement exceeds the scale / medium submissiveness or trust

Thinking she is a boy, this will be the one activity she has built up a mental block as something she cannot allow for risk of discovery about the "girl-like" state of her genitals. As such, very special and extreme circumstances will be required to get her to permit this. Once she knows she is a girl, the strange way she was raised will leave her susceptible to misinformation that it is Ok for a boy and girl to use the bathroom together since the risk of discovery was the major thing that made her hide her genitals from anyone seeing them.

• Reference or discuss moderate or hard-core sex with each other: medium trust / medium submissiveness or trust

Billie will be completely ignorant of any subject of this sort, and won't even connect this kind of talk to a gender. As such, the impression you give her the first time the subject comes up about how normal this is for two boys to talk about or be doing or for a boy and a girl to talk about or be doing will determine all her other reactions to the subject. (Requirements may alter according to how the first encounter goes and what subjects are brought up)

• Crotch to crotch clothed dry-humping: Very high trust / low submissiveness or trust

Thinking she is a boy, this will be no different from her reaction to having her groin groped. Knowing she is a girl, this will be the same as the "accidental" dry humping to any other part of the body.

• Be casually naked with one another: Extreme trust / high submissiveness or medium trust

It will be hard for Billie to keep up her illusions about her gender when faced with your dick constantly visible and her own genitals clearly exposed to keep reminding her of the difference. She will not be comfortable with this constant challenge to her illusions unless you manage to give her some form of convoluted line of reasoning that allows the state of your genitals to be as they are with her still being a boy.

If she has accepted she is a girl, she will not be very comfortable with the idea of being naked with you on a long term basis but can be convinced it is ok if her trust is high enough. Besides, she will be interested in seeing more of a real boy's penis anyway.

Moderate sex acts

Sex acts that most would consider sex, but would not get the "hard-core" label if filmed and put on a porn site.

It is almost impossible for Billie to engage in any sex acts of this level while still thinking she is a boy. If some convoluted line of reasoning is used though, it will be likely that there will be little difference between her reaction knowing she is a girl vs. holding on to her illusions with some Olympic level mental gymnastics. (As such, the use of the / for separate recommendations for male vs. female reaction will be abandoned from this point forward. Assume in any of these cases that "extreme trust" is the recommended level for doing this with her having her illusions in tact.)

• Touch each other's bare genitals with hand Medium trust or submissiveness

If you simply shove your hand down there without her permission, it is possible to do this with her still thinking she is a boy and will result in the exact same reaction as if you did it over her cloths except she will be more sure you found out. She will not register it as an inappropriate action in general, only that it causes problems for her hiding her gender, and if this is how it is discovered then she will be more accepting of it when her girlhood is discovered. Also, if you touch down there directly, without cloths, and don't make a big deal about it then she will become more accepting of it even thinking she is still a boy.

In the reverse case, touching your bare genitals, if she thinks she is a boy then she will not be bothered by it the first time until she discovers just how different you are down there from her. While this will disturb her by shaking up her illusions, she will also become fascinated with your penis and want to explore it more.

Once she has discovered she is a girl, she will still want to explore your penis more and, regardless of how hesitant she may act, always like the idea of touching and exploring your penis more. If you happen to touch her at the same time, she will not be too enthusiastic about it but will see it as a fair trade off. Something she feels she has to do, but will let you do quite willingly if it means being allowed to touch your penis. She will always feel uncomfortable if it is just you touching her, but will not complain if her submissiveness is high enough.

• Rub your bare genitals together: Medium trust or low submissiveness

Once she has found out she is a girl, she will actually like doing this a lot. She will figure that if she's not a boy then having a real boy's penis touching her genitals will make her more like a boy, and it will put her at peace in a way. She will also very much want it in her vagina witch will make her feel even closer.

• Masturbate partner to orgasm: High trust or low submissiveness

She will not like having orgasms at first, but can learn to like them with high enough trust. If she has not learned to like them, regardless of whether she still has her illusions or not, she will see it as you being mean to her in the ways her daddy used to hit her. She will not like it as it is happening, but she will feel she has no right to stop it and resisting will lead to worse things.

• Ejaculate on her body, anywhere between her stomach and her knees, while she is not aware semen makes babies: Medium trust or submissiveness

If it is not explained, she may freak out thinking it is pee at first, but not quite as bad as most people would as she will figure you are just taunting her even so. If it is explained, she will see it as something a boy's body just does and accept it, she may even be interested to see it. And if you help her clean up afterwards, she will look on it in nothing other than a positive light.

• Ejaculate on her head, hair, chest, or face: High submissiveness

She will not like having it on her face or in her hair, but will submit to it if you use psychological or physical force to make it happen. If her submissiveness is low, she may struggle and complain a little. If it is high though, she will just meekly accept it.

• Ejaculate on or near her groin while she is aware semen makes babies: Medium trust or low submissiveness

Since she knows less about reproduction than even the average kid her age, to the point of her skewed perspective on male-female relations and also having never even seen a pregnant woman, she will have a hard time grasping the concept of sex making babies. If you try to explain it to her, she will mostly just internalize it as being that girls are supposed to let boys ejaculate on or in their vaginas. For the most part, she will doubt what you are even saying unless you have some degree of trust with her.

• Perform oral sex on her: Medium trust or submissiveness

This will freak her out at first, but she can adapt to it to see it as the same as when you use your fingers. At any rate, she will think you are weird for doing it.

• Have her perform oral sex on you: Medium submissiveness

She will not like having to suck your penis, but if psychological or physical force is used she will accept it. If her submissiveness is low, she will fight or complain a little, but if it is higher she will just meekly allow it.

Hard-core sex acts

Sex acts that involve semen and/or the penis going into a vagina or anus.

It is pretty much impossible to reach this point without having broken Billie's illusions. About the only way any of this can happen while she still thinks she is a boy is to grab her, strip her, and rape her. As such, all descriptions here will assume her illusions have been broken.

• Girl on girl homosexual sex: Very high submissiveness

She will not want to ever be seen as a girl by other girls, and will likely be hostile to the idea. If she is dealing with Lexi, some physical force may be required to make this happen even if her submissiveness is high. If she is dealing with Xander and he is wanting her to have sex with another girl, she will be less likely to complain or resist but will not like a moment of it.

• PIV sex while she is ignorant to its role in impregnation: Medium trust or low submissiveness

Billie will actually really like having your penis in her. Since she has discovered what a penis really is, and that she doesn't have one, having it inside her will be the closest she can get to being a boy and it will be one of her favorite things to do. She will not really like having to deal with the mess inside her if you ejaculate in her though. She will be annoyed at it, but it will not be enough to put her off of wanting your penis in her. (If you have the pressure seal cock cheat, she will have no problem with having vaginal sex with you any time anywhere, and the only part she won't like about it is when it is over.)

• Vaginal sex with condom Medium trust or low submissiveness

If you have not ejaculated inside her before, she will think it is a little weird for you to want to wear this thing over your penis. If you have though, she will appreciate you for using this and not making a mess inside her.

• Anal Sex High trust or submissiveness

She will find this fairly uncomfortable, but her tight sphincter will likely keep the semen inside. As such, using her rectum as a semen receptical instead of her vagina will seem like an appropriate solution to her to her issue with the mess inside her when you ejaculate in that hole.

• PIV sex while aware that it makes babies: Medium trust or low submissiveness

Billie will not be sure whether you are telling her the truth or making up stories so that you can ejaculate in her pussy, but either way she will internalize the information about how babies are made as her being told girls are supposed to let boys ejaculate in their pussies. As such, this will make her more accepting of you doing this with her, but the information will also make it a little harder for her to enjoy the act of sex.

• Intentionally impregnate her: Trust and submissiveness varies.

Since she can't figure out whether or not these stories about girls getting pregnant are real, and even if she does conclude she is being told the truth it will still not seem real to her since she has a poor background for understanding this subject, it will really make no difference to her whether you are having sex with her for fun or having sex with her to get her pregnant. If you happen to constantly remind her that is your intention, it might start driving it in a little but she will still not quite get it.

Billie will not truly comprehend what it means to be pregnant until her belly starts to swell significantly and she can feel the baby kicking. She will likely consider this to be an unpleasant experience and be a lot more hesitant if you want to get her pregnant again after she gives birth, but she can easily be made to submit to the idea that this is just a girl's role and has to submit to allowing it to happen to her. From this point forward though, she will start to see sex differently. Before she gets pregnant and gives birth, she will see having sex to be something that makes her feel more manly. Afterwards, it will make her feel more girly. As such, she will not quite like it as much.

Fetish sex acts

Peculiarities to her sexuality, including desires that do not have strictly to do with reproductive sex as well as what her response would be to physical or psychological force being used to perform a sex act with her. (Note: Relationship recommendations are not given at the beginning as these are things that simply manifest at the appropriate level of sex act. Feeding the fetish is more of a good approach than anything.)

• Sexualized penis envy:

Once Billie discovers she is a girl, she will have a true and literal form of what Frued called "penis envy." She will want a penis in her or in contact with her genitals not for the purpose of sex and sexual pleasure, but because it will make her feel more complete and more like a boy. This has a small connection to semen as well, semen actually releases hormones in a girl's body that makes her feel good when it enters her vagina. This will result in her associating the semen entering her with masculine strength as well. This effect will be just strong enough to be a wash with her concern over how messy it is when it leaks out of her.

• Results of physical force in sex acts:

Billie has been physically abused by her father, so she has learned to expect and accept physical beatings or physical force being used on her and still love the one beating her anyway. The only way for a person to be more accepting of physical force being used on them than her is if they are actual masochists.

• Results of psychological force in sex acts: (Using partner's submissiveness to demand sex even when they don't want it)

Billie is used to the idea of a strong and authoritarian male giving her orders. If she still thinks she is a boy, she might talk back in some way. However, once she knows she is a girl she will become a lot more meek about it and accept most demands made of her, including any and all sexual demands. About the only things she would resist are things that involve severe physical harm to herself or some form of her having to harm someone else.

General overview (How Billie will be likely to react if you have sex with her)

Billie's reaction to all the important sex acts likely to come up with her due to her personality and place in the story. See the section on specific sex acts to see her reaction to all sexual situations.

Overview

So long as she still thinks she is a boy, Billie will be incredibly resistant to the idea of even going down to her underwear around you regardless of relationship level. The only thing good relationship scores would change is whether she yells and gets angry or pleads and tries to appeal calmly to you. If she has really high submissiveness though, you might be able to talk her out of them, but whatever the relationship stats are she would probably consider herself not to have much place to protest if you just use physical force and rip her pants off. She will hate it, but she is used to force being the way things are done.

Seeing a real penis after her pussy has been revealed will be the one thing most likely to convince her she is really a girl, especially if she happened to see another girl's real pussy as well. She would be forced to admit there is no way to confuse a penis and a pussy, and she will know then that she is a girl. Once she knows she is a girl, she will instantly internalize all the things her dad used to say about girls and their place in the world and will instantly become highly submissive to any older boy who knows she is a girl. However, she will try to keep this a secret from everyone else. Her submissiveness will also extend to allowing you to do sex acts on her up to and including vaginal intercourse even if she has fear and enemy stats with you.

Sex with Billie

There is probably no way to have sex with Billie without her girlhood coming up. If you were to rape her first thing when her pants are taken off and she still thinks she is a boy, this will be a highly traumatic experience for her. Otherwise, she will know she is a girl. If she knows she is a girl and she knows that you know it as well, she will submit to any demand you make of her. Beings she has grown up with an image of herself as a boy though, even with maxed out relationship scores she will not consent to sex with you, it will be a direct reminder that her previous life was a lie and it will solidify her subservient role as a girl, so she will hate it. However, she will feel she has no choice and she will let it happen.

Other relevant quirks

Due to her upbringing, Billie has learned to accept abuse, isolation, and secrecy. No matter what you do to her, she will not tell anyone else about it. Even if you leave bruises or other injury, she will try to hide or deny it, and even if she turns up pregnant she will attempt to lie to protect you even if she has a maxed out enemy score with you.

Breakdown of specific sex acts

For the nitty gritty stuff that wasn't worth mentioning above. Lots of repetition of the same points, you probably won't be surprised by much or see a lot you couldn't guess from the above content, but there might be a little new content relevant in strange off-beat situations.

(Too much content without enough purpose, content is linked below.)

• Life Hacks/Individual sex acts with Febby