JoS/Lyra/7th Journal - Birthday in Prison

Evening Star, 10th, 4E 201

Being a 7 year old girl in a prison full of sexually deprived men who haven't seen a female in years is exactly like you'd expect it to be. Cidhna mine isn't as big as the Silverbloods would have you believe, but that doesn't mean there aren't plenty of men who are eager to use me to vent their sexual frustration. That's how one of the prisoners explained it to me today anyways. They left me in here only wearing a few prison rags, but those were torn off of me almost as soon as I got here and now I'm completely naked.

After I was let into the mine, I immediately caught the attention of a Breton who introduced himself as Uraccen. He didn't bother telling me his name at first, though. I tried to fight him off when he grabbed me, but it was useless. He ripped the rags off of me and started raping me right in the middle of the mine. He thrust into me, letting out years of pent up desire. He didn't last very long at all, but I felt lots of cum shoot out inside me. He even had a little left over to shoot on my stomach, too. When he was done, he told me how happy he was that they finally had some entertainment and all the prisoners were going to enjoy.

Next, a big orc came over and took his turn. His cock is massive and it hurt so much. He doesn't even fit in my pussy, but that doesn't stop him from forcing his thing up my ass. When he shot his cum, he was hard again almost immediately. So he put it right into my mouth and made me suck it, too. His big cock barely fit, but he still forced it in and making me gag on it. Then I felt someone behind me forcing yet another cock into my pussy.

I've been used like that all day, by any prisoner who felt like it, occasionally by more than one at the same time. At one point, I had a cock buried in all three holes. It was painful having three different men thrust into me at once. I'm lucky I finally got a moment to myself to write this journal entry. The other prisoners are saying I'm the prison whore now. I'm unfortunately the only female the mine has seen in years and the Orc said it's my job to take care of all the horny prisoners whenever they need me to. One prisoner even admitted he didn't like the idea of having sex with a little girl, but said that I was probably the best he was ever going to get and raped me anyways.

Usually prisoners have to mine for their freedom, but it looks like my time in Cidhna will be very different.

Evening Star, 11th, 4E 201

After the torture of being stuck in this prison and raped by the other prisoners, I nearly forgot about the Forsworn king, Madanach that was supposed to be in here. Earlier today, I had just finished having my mouth fucked by one of the prisoners named Uraccen when the Orc came to me. I thought he was going to fuck me again and I began mentally preparing for his girth, but instead he told me he was taking me to Madanach.

Unlike all the other prisoners, Madanach doesn't mine silver as far as I can tell and actually has his own room, separate from all the other prisoners. He was busy writing something when I walked into the room. When he looked up, he told me that if he'd known I was so adorable he would have sent for me sooner. I guess he expected me to be a lot older. He pulled me closer to him and started hugging and kissing me all over. He didn't seem to mind that a bit of Uraccen's cum was still on my chin, he just wiped it off with a finger and continued kissing up and down my chest and even started licking me. He took his time, feeling up my entire body and running his tongue around to lick my bare skin.

After what felt to me like an hour, but probably wasn't even close, he pushed me onto his bed and removed his prison rags to fuck me. But he took time getting there, too. First, he rubbed me all over with his cock and asked me to lick him in different places. He made me suck his balls and lick his chest. I gagged when he made me lick his ass, but fortunately he only made me do that for a second. Then he finally started pushing his cock into me and slowly started to fuck me. He would slow down at times, trying to make it last as long as possible, but eventually, he started cumming inside me in waves. He hadn't had sex with anyone in a long while, so there was plenty of cum dripping down my thighs by the time it was over.

Afterwards, he didn't say much, but let me stay here in his room while he worked. He took another break to fuck me again, but it was much better than being out in the main prison, being used by everyone. He told me I could sleep in his room from now on, but when dinner was brought to us, he made me go back out and eat it with the rest of the prisoners so they could have another shot at me.

My body is sore from being used by so many men, but sadly I'm almost used to it by now. I'll have to get used to it living here anyways.

Evening Star, 20th, 4E 201

It's hard to keep count of the days in here since we can't actually see the sunlight. But Madanach says I've been in here for 10 days now. It feels a lot longer, though. Not much has changed since I last wrote a journal entry. I'm still the whore for everyone in the prison, though Madanach has started keeping me away from the rest of the prison more and more. In fact, I haven't even been out of his room today.

Instead of fucking me like I'm just a piece of meat like most men have, Manadach has been teaching me how to pleasure him. He's been teaching me how to run my tongue over his cock and suck it the way he likes it. He's taught me different positions and enjoys it when I sit on top of him and ride his cock while he rubs my flat chest. I've started doing the stuff he's been teaching me with the other prisoners and they seem to like it a lot. Some of them would still rather fuck me like I'm nobody to them, but giving in and trying to pleasure the men has made being forced to fuck all of them a lot easier.

One prisoner who has been here a really long time named Braig, says I remind him of his daughter. He told me she was raped and killed by Nords who took over the Reach and then threw him in prison because they thought he was working for the Forsworn. I felt really bad for him and started telling him about my story. How my daddy and I were taken and I was raped by Imperials before they killed him. Then about how I was captured by the Stormcloaks and how I got mixed up with the Dark Brotherhood after killing Grelod the Kind to free kids from being forced into being prostitutes at the orphanage in Riften. The only person who actually knew the whole story was Yana, so it was nice to tell someone else for a change. Speaking of Yana, I think about her a lot and I hope she's okay. If I'm lucky, maybe one day I'll get to see her again.

Evening Star, 22nd, 4E 201

I made a mistake yesterday. Madanach decided it was time to teach me how to swallow better, since every time I gave him a blow job, all of his cum would spill out of my mouth. I told him I didn't like the idea of swallowing it, though and asked if I could just spit it out. For a second I thought he was going to be mad, but he said that was okay for now and let me spit out his cum when he was done. But then, instead of allowing me to stay with him for the night like usual, he made me go back into the mine and sleep with all the other prisoners. Of course, that meant I didn't sleep very much last night and I've been very busy today keeping all of the prisoners happy since.

I'm sure he'll call for me again soon. At least I hope he will. It's so much nicer only having to worry about pleasing Madanach instead of everyone else in the prison all the time.

Evening Star, 26th, 4E 201

Madanach finally had his Orc, Borkul come get me this evening and bring me to him. When I walked back and met him in his room he said he missed me and felt bad for leaving me out there with all the other prisoners, but he wanted to teach me a lesson. Then he pulled out his cock and told me to get on my knees. I obeyed, knowing exactly what he wanted.

I started running my tongue around his cock, making him moan and tell me that he had missed me. He didn't push my head to try to rush things, he just allowed me to move his cock in and out of my mouth as his orgasm built up. Before too long, his cum started flooding into my mouth. He had built it up over the 5 days I had been away from him. This time, I knew what to do, trying to swallow as fast as I could. It wasn't enough though, and I eventually started gagging. He didn't let me pull away like usual either, he held my head, forcing his entire load to shoot into my mouth.

When he was done, it felt like I had a gallon of his thick sperm in my mouth. I was still swallowing as much as I could, but a lot had spilled out and was running down my chest. Once I swallowed what was in my mouth, I said I was sorry for not being able to swallow all of it, but he didn't care. Instead, he started telling me how beautiful I was and how much he'd missed having me around these last few days. Then he pulled me closer and started kissing me on the lips. I kissed him back, too. Although, I don't really like his itchy mustache.

We kissed for a few minutes before he picked me up and placed me on his bed. He situated himself at the foot of the bed, leaned over, and began licking my pussy. A handful of men had done this to me by now, but nobody has done it like Madanach. He actually wanted me to have a good time and enjoy it. It felt kind of wrong, but I did enjoy it. Eventually, I started laughing as I felt the sensation building. He kept licking me and before I knew it, it felt like I needed to pee really bad. I tried to push him away, but he didn't stop. He started moving his tongue faster and I felt a wave of pleasure rush over me like never before.

When he was done, he asked me if I enjoyed it and I told him I did. He cuddled up next to me in his bed and started cleaning his cum that had started to dry on my chest. Then he told me he wanted me all to himself. He said he would let the other prisoners use me if he needed a favor from them, but otherwise I was going to be his. I suppose I agreed, not that I had much of a choice in the matter.

It's weird that I feel happy about the fact that Madanach wants to keep me all to himself as his personal fuck toy. Of course, it's not like I wanted it to happen, but it's a lot better than the alternative. As far as people who have fucked me over the last few months since my entire life turned upside down, Madanach is the best by far. At least as far as being forced to have sex with full grown adults when you're 7 goes.

Evening Star, 28th, 4E 201

Today, Madanach made it official. He gave me prison rags to actually cover myself again and announced to all the prisoners that I am his now and nobody is allowed to use me without his permission. He said I am to be his "queen in rags". I was grateful that he gave me something to wear, although it seems kind of pointless. Every prisoner in here has had sex with me more times than any of them can probably count. Not to mention, after weeks running around the mine completely naked, it feels weird to actually wear anything. Regardless, it does feel nice to actually be treated like a real person for a change.

Madanach smuggled in a few more outfits that he said they are for me to wear when I'm alone with him. A lot of them don't cover very much, but he said they're just for pretend so we can play games together. I didn't really quite understand the point at first so he pulled out a pair of shorts and told me to put them on. I pulled off my new clothes and put the shorts on. I kept looking through the clothes and asked him what shirt I should wear, but he said I didn't need one. Then he tied my hair back really tight and told me I was his little boy slave and that he wanted me to suck his balls and fuck my little boy ass. Then that's exactly what he did.

When it was done, I told him it was kind of silly and he agreed. But he told me we could come up with lots of fun sex games with the stuff he'd smuggled in.

He even asked me if I wanted anything special from the outside world that he could smuggle in for me. The first thing I thought of was a bow and arrows, but I knew that was probably way too much to ask. Instead, I thought of an even better idea. I told him I wanted to know if my friend, Yana was okay. I explained to him how I saw her being taken away by guards when I was arrested and I didn't know if she was able to make it out of the city. He said that it wouldn't be a problem and he would send his people to find out what happened to her. I've worried about her a lot since I wound up stuck in here and it will be nice to finally know if she's okay.

Evening Star, 29th, 4E 201

It didn't take long for Madanach's people to find out about Yana. He sent out a letter this morning and got a reply a few hours later. As soon as he sat down to tell me, I could see on his face that it wasn't good news. It turns out she doesn't have it that much better than I do. He told me that Thonar Silverblood runs an illegal Brothel hidden underground in Markarth. I remembered hearing about it before I was taken prisoner, but I didn't know what a Brothel was. He explained it to me and said that she was serving customers and Thonar Silverblood was getting rich selling her body.

I feel really bad for bringing her into all this. I mean, I know it was her choice, too and she won't blame me. If it weren't for me though, she wouldn't have been investigating the Forsworn in the first place. And then she wouldn't be forced to fuck random strangers to make money for the Silverbloods. Just thinking about it made me want to puke.

Madanach saw that I was upset by the news and tried to cheer me up, but it didn't work. Eventually he gave up and started fucking me instead. I didn't even try to do anything special for him this time, I just laid there motionless and stared at the wall of the mine while he writhed and moaned on top of me.

Evening Star, 30th, 4E 201

When I woke up today, it all came back to me. The thought that I had condemned my friend to a life of prostitution was all I could think of. Seeing I was still really upset, Madanach told me his secret; that we won’t be staying in here forever. He’s been planning an escape for some time. He said that it won’t be ready for a while longer, but he has been digging a tunnel out of the mine. I asked if he would help me save Yana too, but he didn’t seem to like the idea. I do feel better knowing this probably won’t be a life sentence after all and I can go save Yana when I get out. I’ll try to convince Madanach to help, but if he won’t, I’ll find another way.

Evening Star, 31st, 4E 201

The day I turned 7, I spent my birthday with Daddy. He woke me up early to go hunting and when we were done, he took me into town and bought me presents and lots of sweets. Today, I turned 8 and the sweetest thing I was given was the cum that’s been shot down my throat. I had told Madanach a few days ago that my birthday was coming up and he promised to make it special. His version of making it special unsurprisingly involved lots of sex.

I woke up to the feeling of him inside me. He was on top of me, thrusting his cock in and out of me. After he had shot his cum, he walked me out of his chambers and told me that even though I was his queen in rags, that he didn’t think it was fair that I couldn’t enjoy the company of different men from time to time. Once we left his chamber, he announced to everyone that it was my birthday and I deserved extra special treatment. The Orc grabbed me first, forcing his cock past my lips. He let me take control at first, but soon had his hands on either side of my face, holding it still as he thrusted in and gagged me over and over again.

Braig came over to me next. He was a little more gentle, but still forced me to the ground and began thrusting into my pussy. Before he could bring himself to finish inside me, I looked up and saw Uraccen begin to stroke himself over me. Sure enough, a minute later he began shooting cum all over my face. When it started going up my nose, I could barely breathe and was forced to open my mouth and taste what he had to offer. Things started to calm down once the prisoners started working for the day. But as you can imagine, whenever any of them got a break, it was my turn to start working. I've serviced all of them today at least twice and many had me more than that.

I'm back in Madanach's quarters now. He says I should be grateful to get so much affection on my birthday. I felt like arguing, but I knew it was a bad idea. He would probably just send me back out there again tomorrow. So I stuffed his cock into my mouth instead and he liked that. Instead of the normal gifts I kid gets on her 8th birthday, I've been given more loads of cum than I care to count. I'm not sure when or even if Madanach's escape plan will work, but I'm hoping my 9th birthday will be a lot better than this one. I guess it can't really get much worse.

Morning Star, 7th, 4E 202

I keep asking when we’re going to escape, but Madanach just says he doesn’t know yet. I hope it’s soon, but Madanach told me he wants me to stay with him as his servant when we get out. There’s no way I would ever do that, but I can’t really tell him that. I know he’ll just send me out to serve the other prisoners instead of just him.

He’s started asking me to sit under his desk and suck his cock while he’s working. I really hate doing it because it lasts so long and my jaw always hurts afterwards. Still, it’s way better than having to serve every man in the mine.

I also asked Madanach about Yana again today. He said he would be willing to help if we both agree to come spend a week with him after we escape. Of course, the week would involve both of us satisfying every sexual desire he had. It was tempting to accept, but I can’t just agree to something like that without Yana getting a say. Of course, I could agree to it and then we could find a way to slip away... That doesn't seem like a good option, though. Maybe I can just break her out myself. It’s not like she’s in prison like I am. Surely breaking her out of a brothel can’t be that hard. Until that day comes though, I suppose we’re both stuck being used by horny men.

Morning Star, 10th, 4E 202

I haven’t exactly told Madanach that I’m going to stay as far away from him as possible when we escape, but I think he already knows. He’s started spending a lot more time with me and told me he is going to miss me a lot if I don’t stay with him. Whenever he says something like that, I don’t say anything back. I don’t think he likes that because he’s started getting meaner than usual. Instead of calling me his Queen in Rags. He usually just calls me a slut or a cum dumpster. Today, he brought his orc bodyguard in and watched as the beast jerked off into my mouth.

Madanach has started to use me to get "favors" from other prisoners, too. He doesn't even need me for favors though. That just the excuse he tells me when he wants to watch someone fuck me. At least it will all be over soon when we escape. I can't wait to see Yana again.

Sun's Dawn, 2nd, 4E 202

I'm finally free! Madanach and the other prisoners broke out through a secret passage out of the prison Madanach's people had apparently dug. He told me he was grateful of my service to him and I was welcome to come visit him and his group of Forsworn any time I wanted. I tried to at least seem grateful. He did manage to get all of my stuff, though. So I got my old clothes and most importantly, my bow back. The clothes barely feel like mine anymore and I'm a bit rusty with my bow now, but it will come back to me quickly.

The sky was really bright when I walked out into the city. Of course, I hadn't seen the sun in months. Once my eyes adjusted, I could see the complete chaos that the prison break had caused. The city guards were caught off guard. They were fighting the Forsworn, but left me alone. Then when I looked down, I saw the body of Thonar Sliver-Blood, the man who had given me my life sentence to begin with. He was dead at my feet.

The first thing I want to do was get as far away from this city as possible, but I can't forget about Yana. The good news is that with my stuff Madanach returned to me, was all of my money. I thought for sure the guards would have split it amongst themselves by now. It seems strange but I can't complain about it. That includes the large sum that Eltry's paid me to investigate what was going on in this stupid city. At least it wasn't all for nothing, I suppose. I can definitely afford to hire a mercenary or two to help free Yana. There's a few that hang around here at the Silverblood Inn where I'm staying. I'm going to talk to one tomorrow and see if I can get some help.

It almost feels weird being free and able to do what I want again. After so many months I had become used to the idea of being a prison sex slave, even if I didn't want to be there. It's nice eating a real meal and lying in a comfortable bed again. But I can't really relax until I help free Yana, too.

Sun's Dawn, 3rd, 4E 202

Well, today couldn't have gone better. Yana and I are reunited again. And now since I saved her this time, we're even.

I hired a sell-sword named Vorstag who hangs out at the Silverblood Inn. When I told him Yana was being held in some brothel, he knew exactly where it was. He told me he had a plan to free her, but he needed me to give him my bow and arrows and change into some old rags. I was going to pose as his prisoner and he was going to take me in and offer to sell me to the brothel.

I didn't like the idea. He could easily sell me to them and make a lot more than I was offering for this job. But he knelt down in front of me and assured me that not every man in Skyrim wanted little girls and he wasn't in the business of selling them into slavery either.

He seemed genuine and I knew I didn't have many other options but to trust him. I gave him my weapons, got changed into some old rags I had in my bag and left everything else safely in my room at the Silverblood Inn.

When I was ready, Vorstag led me to the brothel. After a few twists and turns in the easiest city to get lost in, he led me to a door similar to all the other heavy dwarven doors in Markarth.

He brought me inside and he was greeted by a lady at the front who seemed to be running the place. When he told her he was here to offer me for sale, she ushered us further into the brothel. I saw several women there all much older than I am. I could tell they worked at the brothel but I guessed that they were probably there willingly.

We were led down a flight of stairs and to a locked door. The lady let us in and quickly locked the door behind her before leading us further. It was obvious that's where everything they didn't want the rest of the world to know about took place.

She brought us into a small room with a few chairs and offered Vorstag one of them. He ushered for me to sit down, too. She told us that someone would be with us shortly before leaving back up the stairs.

While we were alone, Vorstag assured me he wouldn't let anything happen to me, but I might have to serve as a distraction down here if it came to it. I didn't like what that could mean, but he tried to assure me it wouldn't come to that. I wasn't very reassured.

A few minutes later, a man came into the room to meet us. He was tall and rather intimidating to me. He wasn't armed, but the robes he wore made me think he must be a magic user. He started talking to Vorstag, asking him questions about me. His attention was fixed on me, though. I didn't like it.

He ran a finger across my cheek and began talking to me, too. At least talking at me. It was clear he didn't expect me to answer.

"My, you are a beautiful little thing. I'm sure you'd look very cute with my cock in your mouth," he turned back to Vorstag. "Of course, I'll need to thoroughly inspect the merchandise."

He turned back to me and pulled my shirt over my head and threw it to the side.

"Ah, a good strong girl. A little skinny, but we'll fatten you up a bit in no time."

When the man started to feel my chest, Vorstag snuck behind him and quickly grabbed his neck and before he could react, the man was dead.

I grabbed my shirt off of the ground and slipped it back on. I wanted my bow and arrows back, but Vorstag insisted that if anyone saw us, we could still pretend we were lost and stick with the story that he is trying to sell me.

I went along with it and we crept back out into the empty hallway to start the search for Yana. The hallway had doors to a number of rooms, and Vorstag started opening them quietly. The first few were empty, but then we heard noises coming from behind one of the doors.

Vorstag readied himself before opening the door. When we got our first glance inside, we saw a man and a boy maybe a few years older than me on the bed. The man was too distracted to notice us. He was moaning as he fucked the boy's ass and by the sound of it, he was about to climax, too.

The next part was a blur, I didn't even stop to think. I saw the man's clothes lying on the floor of the room and with it, his dagger. I grabbed it, moved in behind him and thrust it into his back. He cried out as blood started pouring out. The dagger was almost long enough to be a short sword, so I had forced it completely through his chest.

Vorstag had to step in to keep the man from collapsing on the boy. He scolded me for not giving him a heads-up before I went ahead and started stabbing people. I apologized, but I wasn't really sorry.

The boy wiped some of the man's blood off of him before introducing himself. His name is Zodnick and he told us he had been held captive here and used as a boy prostitute for more than a year. That's when I broke the news that we came to look for my friend who had also been held captive. He lit up when I mentioned Yana and said they kept her right across the hall.

He made a loincloth out of the dead man's shirt and I decided he ought to have a weapon, so I cleaned the man's dagger and gave it to him. At that point, there was no use trying to pretend we were there for anything other than breaking out their child slaves, so Vorstag gave me my bow and arrows back.

Zodnick led us across the hall to Yana's room. It was a relief to see her again and I ran up and hugged her as soon as I saw her. I apologized for getting her caught up in something so awful again.

She had some kind of necklace restraint so she couldn't use her magic. Fortunately, Vorstag was able to get it off with a little effort. As for clothes so she didn't have to run out in the city naked, she draped the blankets from her bed over her. It didn't seem like it had been washed in a while and it looked like there were dried cum stains on it. But Yana didn't have any other options.

As we turned to leave, it seems the alarm was finally sounded. But this place was clearly not ready for a prison break. With four of us, we made short order of the few guards corrupt guards that tried to stop us. Once we made it back out the locked door and to the main part of the brothel, nobody bothered us.

Back at the Silver-Blood Inn, we parted ways with Vorstag and I collected all of my things. I didn't think anything would happen, but with my luck in that stupid city, I just wanted to get out.

Before leaving, we stopped by and picked up some things, mainly some proper clothes and a dagger for Yana. I bought clothes for Zodrick, too. Yana and him had gotten pretty close when they were both held captive in the brothel together and I didn't mind having him join us.

We left Markarth and traveled a ways into the Reach. Now that Yana is here, I finally feel free. And I think Zodnick is going to make a great addition to the group.

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