Like My Own
I try to be a force for good. Most people left alive are the ones doing whatever it takes to stay that way. Once teachers, or doctors, maybe, but now they will kill a child for their can of tuna and oil.
I have it better than most in my bunker. It was built by my neighbor Aaron, but he died from the virus. He asked me to take his four year old daughter Kinsley to it and to look after her.
The living quarters has six rooms, suitable for one person, or a pair. Kinsley was so afraid that she refused to sleep anywhere but my room. Even though I always fell asleep with as much space between us as possible, she'd be right next to me by morning.
It wasn't long before we just got into bed that way. I would sometimes rub her belly to soothe her and help her fall asleep.
I was feeding, bathing and cleaning up after this little girl every day. What was in it for me? I had the bunker, of course. Aaron wouldn't have given me access if I hadn't promised I would raise Kinsley. We were safe from the virus and chaos outside, but I had a monster inside me, and it wanted me to be rewarded.
I suppressed that monster for weeks, but it kept getting stronger. Kinsley only had one sleeper in her size, and she had an accident before bed one night. We got into bed with her only wearing a blouse and a pink and white striped pair of panties.
She was crying softly, and I began to run her belly. She dozed pretty quickly. I wanted to touch her lower, but it was so wrong. It wasn't the first time I was tempted, and I could resist again. But the monster was stronger this time. I gave in, but only to touch her panties, I thought. Just to feel how soft they were.
I lowered my hand slowly, still gently rubbing in small circles.They were soft indeed. Lower. I straitened my hand to be parallel with her legs and felt her vulva though her panties. I pressed a little and continued to rub.
Just a quick feel beneath wouldn't hurt, right? She hadn't responded to the change of routine, after all. But I couldn't stop there, either. I'd admired her naked body during bath time, but I'd never seen her while the monster was in control.
I sat up and turned the bedside lamp on. I carefully pulled the blanket away and, now sitting facing her, rubbed her panties with my hand some more. This time I moved my four fingers up, and pushed my thumb in just enough to make a tiny wet spot.
I pinched the waistband and peeled back slowly, revealing her perfect cunny. I had a flash of self awareness and I knew I had gone too far. Just as she was recensored, my monster began to speak again.
The virus had wiped out governments and society crumbled. We were alive and healthy and in no small part thanks to my effort. This little girl owed everything to me. I removed her underwear the rest of the way.
I discarded my own pajama pants and underwear too. After leaning in and brushing my face on her soft thigh for a moment, I gave her a little lick. And a couple more. It was ecstasy, and in a moment I was manipulating her clit and penetrating into her vagina with my tongue.
Finally Kinsley stirred. I didn't stop. She began moaning. "Ky? KyKy? Oohhh"
She tensed up for a moment and let out a breath and I sat up to make eye contact. She had a big goofy smile on.
"Did that feel good Kinsley?"
"Yes KyKy! Again!" She lifted her legs up towards me.
"Not so fast sweet girl! I made you feel good, isn't it fair that you make me feel good too?"
She sat up, so excited to please me. "Yes! Yes Ky, I want to make you feel good!"
She wrapped her mouth around the head of my penis as I instructed her and squeezed with her mouth, careful not to bite. I moved her head up and down slowly. Making it a little deeper everytime until she choked. I didn't want to push it. If I made this traumatic for her, I would never have her cooperation.
"Okay Kinsley, you're doing a real good job, but I know something that might feel good for both of us."
Her enthusiasm was intoxicating to me. I rested the shaft of my penis over her vagina and began to thrust without penetrating her. I leaned forward and kissed her mouth. She giggled in between moans, and orgasmed several times before I came all over her tummy.
I cleaned her up with a towel and we both went to bed. The monster was sated for now, and I hated myself.