The loli's perspective/Lilly/rape/bed-prep/When I started doing it with other girls
So, I did mention that eventually my mom managed to get my babysitting a bunch of neighborhood kids. However, I started doing it with girls outside the family well before I started babysitting. Mostly, it was with my sister's friends or the little sisters of some of my friends. Of course, since I hadn't learned much about sex other than what I had seen on the internet after hitting seminarche at the precociously pubescent age of 9, I really didn't know a whole lot about the boundaries of the subject other than that it was kinda something naughty to do and we shouldn't let the adults find out about it. I really didn't place it much higher than just being naked though. Of course, me and my sisters had been naked and played with each other's privates a lot even before this due to our mother's negligence, but I did have the presence of mind to realize at least that our situation was a little bit unusual in that regard.
So, at any rate, this left me wide open and of the opinion that it was no big deal to do this with other kids as well. But, since I was also smart enough to realize I couldn't just get away with holding them down and raping them like I had with my sisters, this was also how I started to learn to be manipulative with the way I got sex out of girls.
At any rate, I believe the first girl outside of my family I took advantage of was...