Talk:Disciplinary Action/Disciplinary Office/First Week/Tihana/Follow Up/Impregnate/Informal Deal/Sit

While she was completely out when he deflowered her. She was already on the hangover stage when he did it for the second time, so why is it that she does not remember that second time? Is it because the mixture of drugs and alcohol increase the memory loss, it is just that she found it such a shocking experience that she's already repressing it (which would be bad for a punishment), or was she just not paying attention to his words while she raped her and has simply not made a link between the word "sex" and what happened to her? --Tod Naturlich (talk) 06:20, 14 October 2017 (CEST)

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Most of it is the last thing you said, she was just not paying attention. There is a part of it that's trauma as well, basically, her most vivid memories are of the physical actions and she just sorta remembers the concept of some of the words that were exchanged, especially after her mother entered the room whereas she remembers almost nothing about what John said to her while raping her. (Basically, her mind focussed to the extreme on the fact that her mother was so dismissive that her memory simply did not encode what John said during the rape.) There is also the fact that pain was overloading her brain at that time alongside the fear and disgust, so it made it hard for her to pay attention to anything he was saying. Jemini (talk) 07:50, 14 October 2017 (CEST)